MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

By R.J

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Nsync- Merry Xmas & Happy Holidays!

 

My Xmas Wish...well part of it

By R.J

Exactly a week to go before its finally Christmas! Believe it or not , for once our tree is not even up yet. Doubt we will be putting one up this year. Told you this year I am a party pooper! Cant help it just not feeling my usual bubbly self. Though Godma keeps saying I am a happy child forever smiling and laughing! Hahaha! Funny how just because I portrait a different side of myself to my moms friends they assume that is the real me. Hahaha.

Nothing much been going on in my life. Am working part-time at a job I sometimes wonder how on earth people can do full-time for life! But it is just temporary for me , at least till I get a proper job in the hotel. Talking about hotels , had an interview with JW Marriott KL at the sales department that I used to train in (sales and banqueting). I think it went ok, but lets just wait and see how things go. Bingo if I get it , if not bummer . But there are a whole load of hotels in Malaysia and the world so who knows.

Yesterday someone said my voice cute when I called to say bon voyage to her. Hahahaha. First time orang lain said my voice cute. Well ,other than that 1 special person in my life. Aduh ! Kerinduan yang amat terhadap orang itu. Hahah bet Stephanie is already in the midst of puking when I said the above line “my voice cute” hahaha.

Anyways…people are all in the midst of making their Christmas wishes and checking it twice. My wish list is never ending . But here is a few, some may be far away and harder to achieve, but that is what will keep me going.


  • Good health and a prosperous year for my whole family, relatives and friends
  • That the violence and wars would cease to exists in the world.
  • That all the dreams and hopes of everyone be fulfilled.
  • That my hearts desire will one day be fulfilled both personal and professional aspects.
  • Ooo and my beloved Jackie, all her wishes come true! it will be 10 years she has been part of my family!! My sayang.
  • Unsere Liebe wachst jeden Tag starker und wir sind zusammen fur eine lange Zeit.
  • (I think I got it right in German hehehe)
  • That that special someone could be by my side this Christmas (I know it aint going to happen, but no harm wishing right.)
  • I wish to save up the needed amount soon!
  • I wish my darn laptop will get here! hahaha (some complications)
  • THE POLLUTION IN MALAYSIA WILL DISAPPEAR!!! so ppl like me can breath without problems!

Watched Open Season. It was ok. Funny at certain parts but I agree with someone, Over the Hedge was much better, hahaha maybe because the main character , hmm the hedgehog is called RJ! Lol. Had to watch open season alone though, coz someone had watched it already! But we have made plans to watch Happy feet together. Kind of weird as it may sound , but we are planning to watch it together , but we are in different countries! Hahaha. Kegilaan yang amat! But thanks to the IT technology it can be done!

To all those traveling this festive season

A SAFE JOURNEY TO ALL!


All I Want For Christmas Is YOU!!! by Olivia Olson

 

12 Days of Xmas

By R.J
Aloha everyone from hot hot hot Malaysia! Yes... RJ is still complaining about the heat and will continue doing so for a long time to come. One of my christmas wish is that Malaysia starts to snow!! hahaha. This is the season to be jolly right? Well... at the moment, I'm more of a party pooper as this year the Christmas mood just has not set in yet.

This weekand I was kind of in the dumbs... dont ask me why because I have no idea myself. Just too much crap been piling up and lately it got out of hand I guess. Even Azhar gave me a morning buzz this morning...and I dont even remember answering the phone at all! Bummer...that is how zombified I have become this weekand!

Anyways... I guess those of you who do read this page are getting sick and tired of me complaining. So here is a lil something for you... esp for this Christmas!. HAHAHA Thanks Chechi Mag for this site.

12 DAys of Xmas - Indian Version

 

Sicky Sick Dolphania

By R.J

Today I am drained of all energy. Was suppose to work the morning shift today and if all had gone well was suppose to continue till night. But I spent the whole night wheezing and coughing. I would have to say this is the longest wheezing season I had since getting back from Switzerland. It is already 1830hours and I am still wheezing and coughing slightly. The medication done seem to work that well.

Went to the docs earlier .... dang it sure costs me a nice sum of cash.

So now I am being drugged with Neulin and Predselone for my wheezing, Nospan for my cough, Pharynx Lozenges for my throat, EES as my antibiotic and some lotion for my lips. 6 different kind of medications!

I HATE THE POLLUTION HERE!!

Still feeling bad … damn just looking at this screen for not more than 5 minutes already my eyes are watering. I am going to go try get some shut eyes. I have to go to work tomorrow no matter what. Work is from 1100hrs to 1600hrs tomorrow.

I need to save up fast to get away from our polluted environment.

 

1st December Yippee!!....NOT!

By R.J

Well it is officially the 1 st of December. The last month of the year. This year sure has passed by so fast … I am officially not a student anymore … DARN! Time to work … bummer and yippee at the same time.

The trains of thoughts still keep crashing into my mind … still have a whole load of things to sort out and plan. So many things to do so little time. It kind of sucks sometimes, tapi thats life right...nothing is perfect. Health wise...it has been downside for me I guess since I got back. Lungs taking time getting use to the polluted atmosphere again while my eye allergy is driving me nuts! Damn pollution!!

Tomorrow (2nd Dec) will be the 4th month that I officially quit doing something. 4 months! Hah! first time it has lasted this long...though temptations to do it again seems to be rising every since I got back to Malaysia. Will I do it again remains a question. Who knows ...

Wah..yesterday after so long Michele (Lee) called me up. What an interesting conversation we had... girl you gave me a shock tadi... but hope you sort stuff out and find out soon :D.

I am going to clean the hall a bit... kind of messy with all the novels scattered on the floor plus Dong Dong and Kissy occupying the main sofa which are loaded with my pillows hahaha. Nice and comfy then can read!

The site I usually load my songs have gone .. hmmm...wonky! But Thanks to Kyels for helping out.

2113 Dieses musik ist besonders fur dich!!

(excuse my german... my grammar sucks )

Kelly Clarkson- Before Your Love

 

Mental Unstableness

By R.J
**Wrote this at work today...but since didnt want to leave my link on the public pc...wrote it in an email draft....
Well what a horrible weekend I had. Unstoppable train of thoughts..and emotions. Am completely worn out. Since Friday night...till last night...I've only managed to sleep not more than 10 hours. Everything seems to be the wrong way lately. Maybe its just the feeling I have inside but it kind of sucks. Wish I could do like what Rahul has said...well put in his nickname..... "Life might be going down the toilet, but you have the right to flush it away". Easier said than done!
Anyways am at my part time work now. Thank goodness there is internet connection available or I would literally die of boredom. This job seriously is not at all challenging. Guess for someone who is so used to the hospitality industry...sitting behind a desk the whole day interacting with people over the phone is not just not challenging enough. A week more to go before this work ends. Then I am free. Well... until I start my advance PC classes and accounting part time. And top of that revise my work so that when I go back for my MA I wont be a blur sotong. Dang...Im turning into a nerd! (at least that is what one of my friend claim) hehe. Cant help it la...when you like something sure nak belajar lebih etc pasal benda tu.
Ivan so about yesterday... didnt mean to like ignore you cam tu...but really no mood to chat. MAAFYA DOINKO! Ok back to work...lunch time over...YAWN!!!

Foreigner- Waiting For A Girl Like You



I know this song damn jiwang...but I love it hahaha....80's jiwang lover.
 

Train of Unwanted Thoughts

By R.J
Hola Hola...been feeling preety down lately. Emotions and thoughts gone all gila. The train of thoughts just keep coming in and somehow I am unable to stop them... thus explaining the reason why I am slowly drowning. But I shall not blog in detail about that here... it shall be sealed in my head for now.

My lil' crazy cuz ni asyik nyam nyam in my blog...wei Steph...if so hungry go buy makan la. Dont have to nyam nyam in my blog. Hahaha. Btw...itu comment sudah dipost. Cuzku yang emo gila.

Just before heading of to church today... mom suddenly started laughing while reading the papers... she read out one part of the article in todays STAR paper.... all I can say...MACAM SIAL JE.... Below is what was written in Page 3 of STAR MAG :

"Our Datuk in Municipal Council Heaven
Blessed is Your Name
May Your Kingdom come
May Your Will be done in town
Give us this day our daily roti canai
And lead us into temptation
For we shall follow you-right or wrong"

Let us see if some people will complain about it in the papers soon. Hehehe. I find it funny though...... ok la over and out.

Lingua - Bilaku Ingat

 

Bla bla bla

By R.J
Been having probs with this blog lately...could not get my entries uploaded at all!
Nothing new in my life. For the pass 2 weeks been doing this part time telemarketing job in Taman OUG. The pay boleh la tahan...but the job in general is just too boring and not at all mentally challenging which is kind of a bummer.

I have been trying to get back to Malaysian timing...but somehow it is taking me longer than expected. Even though I work 0900hrs -1730hours 5 days a week....and since the job is in OUG I leave the house at 0730hr and arrive home only after 1900hrs... my body still refuses to adjust! Geramnyer!

Kyels latest masterpiece... Subtleness....totally hit a soft spot while I was reading it earlier. A really good piece. And time for me to drown in my thoughts....

3 Doors Down- Here Without You


 

Bla Bla Bla

By R.J

Well…time for a little update I guess. Been back for exactly 21days already…and yet my body still has not adjusted back to the Malaysian environment. I am still living Switzerland time and my body is having problems adjusting back to the polluted environment that we live in. The past 20 days I have been having what the Doc calls eye allergy… and after 8 months of no wheezing attacks…I had 3 recently! Why la is our environment so filthy? When are we Malaysians going to realize that it is time for everyone to do their part in ensuring that our country is clean!

One thing that has changed so much since I left is how people act in the LRT stations…at least at KL Sentral. Recently I use the LRT service frequently as I am doing this part time job in Taman OUG…yea yea the other end of town…what to do the pay is good. Well… after working hours…e.g 1800hrs… people actually queue up to enter the trains! When it started happening I have no idea…but it is good…FINALLY! But then still la got some yang cacated….selamba je cut queue and push push to enter the LRT….without letting the people get out. Funny how dumb people can get…to have space for them… they got to let people disembark. Such Morons! But overall….slowly…these people are getting more ‘educated’ and becoming how true Malaysians are suppose to act!

Hmm about that part-time job… it is nothing near to what I have studied… but since I thought it would actually help me get back to the Malaysian sleeping time and all…plus the pay is not bad for such an easy peasy job. Sadly it has not helped me get back to Malaysian time yet. I have 2 more weeks to go till the job ends…lets wait and see if a miracle happens and yours truly can sleep according to Malaysian time.

Dang I seriously need to find out more info on the laptops… so far everyone is asking to buy Toshiba M100 P347…tapi mahal la….its like RM5999 that is CHF 2000! So am surveying for a slightly cheaper model. The others models I want to buy according to Diligo PD… old model no more stock!

Eh just read Michy nyer blog… why la suddenly got so many entries / mention of babi? Nice picture of the babi though hahaha. Btw…Michy…how is Piggy? Long time never hear any news from here liao… she graduated already ke?

 

Lazy Sunday

By R.J
Well Well...almost 2 weeks since I stepped on Malaysian soil after months being abroad (not including the lil 2 week back here for research). Still living according to the Switzerland time. Even though Im doing a part time job from Monday to Fridays from 0900hr to 1730hrs... my body still wont change back to Malaysian time! Not that suprising since from before I never really was into following the Malaysian sleeping time. People wake up I go to bed...and vice versa haha.

Today at church... there was a little celebration.... it was Fr. Anthony's 69th Bday! He maybe 69...but he sure looks like only 50+. Anyway The Chapel sure has gone modern a bit ...now OHP all computerized....FINALLY! but its good.

Oh yea am surveying around for Toshiba laptops....any suggestions anyone?
 

BA Grad Video (pt1) (Homemade)

By R.J
Well it's been 5 days since I stepped on Malaysian soil again. It was great to be back but very sad moment at the same time. I loved my life in Switzerland and everything there. One thing for sure I loved about that country is the clean fresh air! Not a sign of wheezing attacks or eye 'allergies' when I was there, but now I'm having what the doctor in KL calls eye allergies due to the pollution around. Had it in August as well when I came back for 2 weeks to complete my dissertation.

I am still living in a zombified mood. Can't seem to get enough sleep nor do I have the appetite to eat (which is super weird for a person who loves to eat!).

Anyway ... did a small movie...it's incomplete though since I'm still waiting for bro to send me the other pics we took from his camera and also some pics from abang Rachmat's camera.

anyways...enjoy.







 

Graduated

By R.J
I'm back!! Still zombified though. Anyways graduated with a second upper hons...and got an excellence award for scoring the highest grade for International Business Strategies (hahah I was so shocked when Dr.Senior called my name for the award!). Nadia got an award too. The rest all dikebas by Cindy :S. haha

Being home is ok I guess. I prefer Switz 100times more than home environment. Just back a week and my eyes are super itchy! and the flu is coming back. Hopefully my asthama stays away. Ive been clear of it for the last 8 months while living and studying abroad!

Ok la..I've got no mood to blog here lately. Personal issues. Am writting this also coz Michy keeps bugging me hehehe.

Will update more when Im in the mood to blogging my rants here. Till then Avoir!

 

Up up and away...she can FLY!!!

Category: , By R.J
Well 3 days left till Hien arrives in Malaysia for her 3 day 2 night tour of certain spots in Malaysia. First time officially in Malaysia for her...not including those transits in KLIA!

Am writting this post as I've decided to take a 10 minute break from my dissertation. Looking at it for hours on end sure can make one go nuts! hehe. Oh yea did the photo below a long time back with Lily. Decided to post it now hahaha. Dont get made Hien. hehe.

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Was listening to this song. It was on my top 10 lists for sometime so decided to post it here. Don't you just love Lifehouse? hahaha. Enjoy!

Lifehouse- You and I


 

Sea of Clouds

Category: By R.J
I know I've promised to load photos from both Chu's and my flight take-offs...but have been going bonkers with my dissertation. Which is still uncomplete! bummer!!!
Anyway since I had to transfer the photos from my digi-cam to the pc as Chu's coming over tomorrow...or shall I say later today...decided to post this pic that I took during my flight back home. Took dozens...but like this :).

 

M'sian-Switz Vampire?

By R.J
It's 0400hours and I'm still wide awake! Yup I'm still living in the Switz time zone... since it's only 2200hours there. Which is good I guess, since then when I return to Switzerland next this coming Tuesday, I won't have to spend much time adjusting to the time difference and all.

Missed my cuzzie dearie Dervin's suprise b'day party today. Been down with a blasted flu since Monday and it got worst today with slight fever...so mom was hesistant of me going to "The Laundry" @ The Curve..since then it would mean me inhaling more fumes. Good decision I guess even though I wanted to go. I need to recover A.S.A.P as Chu comes this Sunday for 2 days of solid holidays for me before heading back to Switzerland for submissions and my finals. MAMAMIA!

Lately I've been having really nice chats with a few people...namely Kyels. Interesting chats that has made me do alot of thinking about some personal stuff. Some people have a lot of courage, some not at all.... and well...I kind of fall somewhere in between as there are certain issues in life that just needs to be locked away from the public.

Anyway...dissertation's killing me slowly. Below is the progress of the whole crap:-

  1. Introduction ,Aims , Objectives [100% completed]
  2. Literature Review [95% completed]
  3. Methodology [100% completed]
  4. Findings [50% completed] -------> Struggling like hell on this part!!
  5. Discussion [0% completed]
  6. Conclusion [0% completed]
  7. References [55% completed]
  8. Appendixes [66% completed]

Well...I have tomorrow to finish up findings...and begin my discussion. Conclusion boleh la.... and the rest. Total of 2 days remaining to complete the whole thing!

Hmm...someone dear to me loves this song big time...and so do I. It's by a Malaysian singer and it's called Tong Hua-Guang Liang. The video clips a bit of the 'duh'. Look it up on youtube if you want...or if you're as lazy as me...just click here. I love this song because of the tune. Lyrics mean nothing to me as I do not understand Chinese.



p/s: Don't worry..am not going to bombard my blog with songs all the time....just when I'm in the mood only hahaha.
 

Birthday Wishes

By R.J
Yo Ms. TRAN THI NGOC LIEN... a.k.a Lily........a.k.a SILLY LILY hehe
This entry's just for you babes.

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A New Year

By R.J
Turned 23 about 19hours ago. Nothing new nothing special. Just spending the day doing my assignment. Interesting how from the 'party animal' I once was...now am slowly transforming into a book worm. Is that bad? I think not. Just shows that I've matured a tiny bit and now focus on the more important things in life.

Got a lil frustrated with the work earlier as this SPSS system is killing me. But Nadia's been a dear and helped me out online...so I've got the basics in my brain now...hopefully I can continue full swing from there. Took a lil break from the work and now typing here.

Oh yea...bro came over after his law class with Eswary and Sharmini. They brought me a yummylicious cake, a bracelet and a bouquet of beautiful roses..THANKS GUYS!!. Bro was a pain in the arse though...poor mama got bullied by him *hehehe*.

All my friends...THANKS FOR ALL THE GREETINGS!, SMSes!, E-CARDS!! etcetc. YOU guys ROCK!!.

Jackie's enjoying the day more than me I guess...haha because today she gets to eat all the sweet things we get hahaha. I wish I was like Jackie...eat a lot...but dont gain weight!

Over and out...time to get back to my work. 5 days to complete all.

Oh yea..ignore that stupid thing blinking under the time on the left column. Didn't know it blinks like that on D-day :s. It's just there for me to know how many days I have left till another year is added to my age.

This song is dedicated to someone close to me...someone I miss dearly...and someone who has made me want to change and be better. Thanks a LOT ^_^"



*bookworm mode switched back on* *Click*
 

Dong Song

By R.J



This is the 2nd vietnamese song that I really really like. Called Dong Song (pronounced something like 'Yaum Saum'). Don't worry if you cant pronounce it correctly. Till today I still call it Dong Song. hahaha. Love the tune to the song. Relaxes the mind. And according to Chu's translations of the lyrics...its touching. Now..only if someone could actully give me the lyrics that would be cool! (Hint Hint Chu & Lily) hehehe.

I don't know this html codes for this template is giving me problems...doesnt accept the basic symbols. So if you see weird symbols in the sentence...please bear with me till I do figure out one way or the other to get it fixed.

That's all for now...time to get back to my dissertation. 7 days to complete it all.
Ciao for now.
 

Random Rants From the Sky Above

By R.J
The entries below were typed earlier...but since I had no internet connection, they are being posted now.

xxx

Hallo From the Skies!

*This entry is written at 3:16p.m. from an altitude of 10668m.

Yup, as some of you may have already guessed,I am typing this from my MH009 flight from Zurich to KLIA. Yes you read correctly,RJ is flying back! ^_^.

Why am I flying back now instead of when I graduate in October? Good question! Some may say it is a waste of money, others, that I am insane and the rest gila? Do I care? Nah! people can say what they want,I know why I need to get back home even though it's only for 18 days.

I have been having so many things running through my head the pass couple of months,and it got worst this month until I decided I couldn't take it anymore or else I would crack and just end up messing up my BA (Hons) course further. Alternatives have been considered and some taken, but to no vain, and for 6 days massive headaches from non- stop thinking was all I could handle. Being the chicken that I am, I did not dare ask my folks to return home, but I guess mom sensed my 'depression' and suddenly decided to send me a sms that said, "Do you want to come back?" and I went like, "Can I?? It is expensive!" Well I guess you all know the ending since I am typing this thing from my flight.

At the moment we are flying over Ukraine. At the temperature outside is -41F and it is 9hours 17 mins till touch down at KLIA. This flights' suppose to be 11hrs 55mins. Damn long. Kind of a bummer when traveling alone. Suppose to be sleeping but being RJ, I cant sleep on flights. So am enjoying the magnificent cloud view from up above^_^. Taken some pic,hope they are clear. Will load them up later when I have the time, together with Chu's flight take off snaps that I took on the 30th of July.

Anyway I am going to continue watching movies. Maybe I will continue this post with movie reviews. Who knows hehehe *wink*.

Over n OutCurrent Time: 9:27p.m.(Malaysia) / 3:27p.m. (Switz)


Movie Review No#1 :Over The Hedge

Category: Animation / Comedy

Duration : estimate 85 mins

When the local animals discover that half their forest is now a new suburb, a raccoon named RJ (Willies) comes to the rescue. At first, the animals are afraid of humans, but under RJ's encouragement, they slowly venture over the hedge and discover a world for the taking.

Hahaha…yes yes they had to go name the raccoon RJ! *Fruz*. But the raccoon is cute.

Overrall out of 10, I would give this animation a 4 ½ only. It is funny yes,but a bit duh at some scenes. But if you're looking for a relaxing movie that doesn't use much of the brain power at all,then this is the movie.

Want to write more, but I'm feeling groggy. Am going to try get at least an hour of shut eyes.


Update:

Distance to destination: 4946mi

Outside Temperature: -45F

Current Time: 10:00p.m. (Malaysia) / 10:00p.m. (Switz)

To be continued??


Movie Review
#2 : She's The Man

Category: Comedy

Duration : estimate 105 mins

Starring : Alex Breckenridge, Amanda Bynes

When Viola's twin brother decides to skip the first two weeks at his new boarding school, Viola takes his place so she can try out for the boy's soccer team.

Ok that's the thing they wrote in the in-flight movie booklet. All in all, the movie is not bad, better than the earlier one. But it is a typical 'chick-flick'. I would give it a rating of 5 I guess. Nice to watch for relaxing I would say. But since I amm more of a Numb3rs. Millenium, CSI and other mystery movies/series fan, I would have to give it a low rating.

End of a really really short review ^_^.

Sleepless in the Sky?

Now isn't that a really original title? *duh* hahaha. I haven't slept well in the past couple of days, and I am so exhausted, but the sandman refuses to spare some sleeping dust *bummer*. My mind's still overworking thinking of so many things. Besides watching the 2 movies, I have looked at my dissertatio,got to rewrite parts of it a.s.a.p, re-do my questionnaires and then distribute them out to at least a minimum of 6 hotels. It all depends as I need to get back a minimum of 70 questionnaires, yes 70!! I am starting to regret doing a quantitative research, but then again, I wasn't planning to return home to Malaysia now. It's interesting when you want your mind to work it doesn't, but, the minute you want to relax or do something else it works full time with no breaks!

The flight back isn't that bad considering that the flight isn't overbooked. So I got the 36A seat by the window, as well as 36B as no one sitting next to me ^_^. So it's a very comfortable economy class flight back *grins*.

Lets see where this plane is currently flying over,hmm *waits for the screen to change*. *still waiting....*. Ah! There it is..FINALLY!. Currently flying...I think it’s Pakistan ( plane icon on the screen is exactly on over Ashkhabad. I don't know...I suck at geography!


Update:

Distance to destination: 3544mi (5700km)

Time to destination : 6hours 42 mins : ( (long more way to go)

Temperature Outside : -41F

Current Time: 12:01a.m. (Malaysia) / 6:01p.m. (Switz)

Time to go hunting for Mr.Sandman.


Good Morning Asia!

ETA in KLIA is 3hrs24mins. Not that long more till I will be on Malaysian soil again ^_^. Managed to grab about an hour worth of sleeping dust from Mr. Sandman, he was too stingy to give me more *sigh*. But it's alright. The view from the plane is beautiful,the lights in the cities below are very awesome to view from up here. According to the map thingy,I am currently looking over Calcutta. Interesting huh. I didn't know you could actually see the lights at this height. Then again,the last time I flew back from Switzerland,we got awful seats. Watched 3 movies already. But am just too lazy to write another crappy review hehehe. It's 2120hrs back in Switzerland,wonder what my friends are doing? Hmmm. Mei should still be on the train heading back to Leysin.

Hmm I wonder when they are going to start serving breakfast. Am getting kind of hungry already. Mana tak ye, they gave us lunch when we left Zurich and then no dinner and terus breakfast (which RJ is actually craving for). Ok la, aku cabut dulu. Going to let my laptop go back to bed,coz Friday is massive/ mega working period from the time I rise, till I complete the literature review for good! No more drafts. And then my questionnaires. Lepas to, Saturday- Monday distribute them. Collect ASAP. Analyze them, and then off to complete my methodology, findings , discussion and conclusion. Easier said than done actually. Hopefully I can stick to the plan. And hopefully, I can get the SPSS software for analyzing data somewhere in KL.

 

Cintaku Bukan Cinta Biasa

By R.J
Not much of a Siti Nurhaliza fan..actually not at all. But... this song.. The lyrics kind of hits a soft spot in me.

Begitu banyak cerita
Ada suka ada duka
Cinta yang inginku tulis
Bukanlah cinta biasa

Dua keyakinan beza
Masalah pun tak sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya

(Korus)*
Cintaku bukan diaatas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu dipaksa
Tak perlu dicari
Kerna kuyakin ada jawabnya oh...
Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapnya
Janji terikat setia
Masa merubah segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa

Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwaku sering saja berkata

Andai ku mampu ulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasihkan hadir tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapan


*This for that someone special. You know who you are *wink*.
 

Oven or Hell??

By R.J
It's 0200hrs and I'm still awake thanks to the heat! Can't sleep, can't study... taking cold showers just doesn't seem to do the trick. Damn I miss Malaysia...at least there kalau panas pun we have air-conditions and fans! Oh yea...the thing about Switzerland is if you find an air-conditioned building...you're lucky! Here it's all fan. Even though Malaysia is hot...at least there's humidity...unlike here...heat heat heat and dry! Apparently the Switzerland government purposely put prices for owning and installing AC systems here really high in order to save energy.

Bought a fan from Interdiscount sometime back for CHF20 (roughly RM60)...but it doesn't seem to be enough. Then again what can one expect from a tiny fan. Too lazy to spend CHF20 t purchase another fan...as I leave on Monday to the alps for 3 weeks...and when I get back on the 24th of August...it should be already cool here in Neuchatel. Wait...let me go get a snap shot my the tiny fan.
Well...there you go...a really bad shot of the fan taken by my shaky hands with my Nokia 6680.
Feel like going for a dip in the lake...tapi takut, plus it's crazy and suicidal to go alone at this hour so....maybe I shall go take a nice long cold shower or bath *ponders*. Guess it's the showers for me ...AGAIN...since I'm to lazy to fill up the bath and etc.

Long day tomorrow...got to finish writting my literature review and ½ of my methodology for my dissertation. Crap...regret abandoning my dissertation work for so long *guilty*.

Tchuss for now.
 

Who Turned on The Oven??

By R.J
PANAS!!!! HOT!!! It's so freaking hot here in Switzerland. Even though it rained it doesn't seem to be any good. So in order to reduce the boredom of not being able to do anything....I decided to take a quiz...before I jump in the shower. So here's the result....

Hmm....actual blood type O...tapi di sini jadi.....

Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.
You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.
Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.
People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal.

You are most compatible with: A and AB

Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter



Britney Spears and Hitler??? Mamamia!! HELP!!!

 

Update Part 1

By R.J
As promised....here's update part1. Only part 1 as we're here at Rachmat's place cooking dinner and while waiting for food to be cooked by the chef...I decided to scribble some thoughts here to burn time.

Ok Education wise. Have been a 'nerd' for the past few weeks with assignments and all. Completed all my assignmnets on time...thank goodness for that. Haven't received feedback for most of the assignments yet....except the hardest one (Dr.Cameron's assignment) for Intergrated Business Strategy which yours truly...to Dr.C's suprise (as I'm the tikus in the class) and my own...I got a whooping 72!!! *still in shock*. It's the second highest grade in the class which is double cool and it sure pulled my overall grade up as well as reduced my depression. Hopefully all the others will bring good news as well. Right now all I have left is to work on my dissertation which is the main thing that I've left abandoned for too long ...and am going to have to work on triple mode just to make up for long time...and of course my business plan. Not to forget about revisions etc for the finals in September. Damn time sure flies damn fast!

Social life wise. It's been preety quite. With occasional dinners and a BBQ. And a whole load of illegal cooking on my balcony on campus *Grin*. Got caught once...nasib baik kawan dengan the lecturer..... terselamat dari dapat warning letter unlike the rest who got caught the same day *grins*. Bummer part....the rice cooker I borrowed from a friend got confiscated...but nasib baik they going to return it to her when she leaves at the end of the semester.
Oh yea...am going to go to the main campus, SMU in Leysin at the end of the month...for my 3 weeks hols as there's going to be major renovations work at my campus. So we're being shift from a nice lovely canton (Neuchatel) to up in the mountains (Leysin). Oh well...it's the best I guess...since I've got to use this time to finish off the dissertation, business plan and study for the finals. Hahahah now the best part of moving to Leysin......I GET TO USE THE SPA EVERYDAY FOR 3 WEEKS!!!!! ^_^" muahahahahaha.

Alamak!...the food!...hahaha...there goes my friend to check it. lol. Well...update number 2 later....with some dinner photos I hope.
Over and out~
 

A New Look

By R.J
As you can see, it's a new look for the blog. Yes yes AGAIN!. Decided to take a break from my studies and bury my nose into something different for a couple of hours. The result...I've finally got my long dreamed 3-column blog!. Though there are still adjustments etc to do esp with the allignments and the special fonts which makes my german unreaderable...but that has got to wait for another time. The new html codes almost drove me nuts.

Well Michy says that my sides bars are too organized hahah compared to the test one I showed her earlier...hmm to change or not to change? Nah...to lazy to change...and also too dumb...don't really know the proper html codes for it.

Well it 0400hrs now. Time for me to hit the sack. Will 100% post an update on my lifeless life tomorrow. hahaha. Yaawwwn.

Off to bed....Snuggle dum time.
-Roger out-
 

Bonjour

By R.J
Woaw...looks like I owe this blog and myself a post that's well-overdued (like most of my library books here *grins*).

Life's been hectic here in Neuchatel... been loaded up with assignments and tests and a whole load of personal and health problems which just makes things frustrationg most of the time. But thank goodness for some friends who have made my life here worth being here!.

Ok enough of all the mowning and croaking from me. Holidays start in less than a month!!. woohoo. Will be going to the main campus is Leysin as there's going to be more renovations going on ...and my room's going to be renovated too. So RJ has to move all her crap soon *Freaks out at the thought*. I have a double room to myself here...and its full of stuff! *mampus*. Ooo wat fun I shall have packing and unpacking!

There's so much to write but all to personal and I may end up offending some ppl so I'd keep these thoughts to myself and maybe blab them out in another place (yea right).

Oh craps...time for lunch in this military camp! Ciao for now
 

Just a random quiz to ease my boredom

By R.J
People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.
 

Wanderland

By R.J
Things have been preety hectic for the past 2 weeks. Finally handed in my research proposal on monday which was good after going through 1 week of only 2-3hours sleep per night. Which would explain why I crashed yesterday from 1700hours all the way till 1000hours today:S. What a waste of time sigh.
Anyway tadi for dinner...ader this special event thingy at Les Amis.... boleh la tahan tapi at the end...rasa even more lapar so ended up at a friend's place for supper :S. Hari ni kira dinnernyer romantic juga....coz the theme was wanderland....tempat one to propose to someone they like. hahah and Leo this korean guy proposed to Alice a HK student in his class....so romantic! so many ppl actually menangis ^_^". Anyway as usual....we went crazy with photos.... somehow lately extramely gila in taking cracko pics.... thanks to Hien (Ha). ok la udah lambat need my so call beauty sleep (yea ryt).
Ciao for now.....lala land calls.
 

Goodbye Ms.Taylor...Welcome Mrs.Billock

By R.J
Am feeling very gloomy today for a few reasons. One is of course due to the assignments that just keep on coming. The whole school's going crazy trying to get our research proposal done for hand in on Monday. I'm ok on it except on my literature review. Already exceeded the word quota by 400 word and am cracking my head on which words to cut out or rephrase.

Another reason is that my best friend Claire bear is getting married today in Guam and I'm stuck here in Switzerland. I've been told not to be sad because after all Claire is getting married. I agree with them 100% as marriage is a joyful celebration. So why am I sad? Simple! My best friend's getting married and I'm aint there to celebrate this special moment. One special memory lost never to be gained again. But Claire Bear if you're reading this, here's a lil' something for you.

Claire…I’ve known you almost my whole life… to me you were always like a big sister I never had. Though we spent most of our lives growing up in different continents, you were still there when I needed you. Claire you're the BEST friend a person can ever ask for. Steaven, although I haven't got the chance to meet you in person. I know that Claire has made the right choice to have you as her life partner. Two worlds and two hearts come together. I wish u both a happy and blessed married life.
Have I lost a best friend? Nah! hahaha I think in a few hours I'm going to gain someone else to bully or will it be vice versa *uhuh*
 

Title suggestion anyone?

By R.J
Now...where do I begin to pen down everthing!....Way to many things to say but just don't know where to start. Life's been crazy here for the past 2 weeks. From the BA Welcome party by us degree students for the others (which we made school history by bagging the highest profit ever of CHF1000+) *Grins* till struggling to keep up with my lessons *sobs*.

All my classmates are taking turns falling ill...which sucks! and according to our class AA, from all the BA classes b4, ours has the worst attendance ever (scary part its only the 1st month!). But so far yours truly has been dragging her sorry arse to class every morning even when I was down with fever and that bad allergy reaction sometime back. Oooo Bangga Bangga...RJ hasn't skipped any classes....YET!^_^". But here it's crazy to miss even 1 class... will 100% be lost in the subject.
Dissertation is coming along good so far... the lit.review that is. Reading Hosfstede is interesting but damn scary when one is doing part culture for her dissertation!...GILA!! is all I can say.
Hot chocolate as well as caffeine intake has increased dramatically. So yea am going more bonkers as the BA course as we venture futher into the BA course. Anyway the pic was taken by Hiba @ Les Crepe in Neuchatel on our supper time out.
Anyway I've got to go shower and hit the damn books again. Sooo tired. Ok ok I shall not complain...I know those of u who painfully read my blog will be cursing me .... hahaha. Enjoy some of the pics from Switzerland.

 

Bonjour Y'all ^_^

By R.J
Bonjour! Finally I find a lil' time to update my blog. Life here is Neuchatel sure is hectic. Degree course aint a joke and just the begining of the second week already and we've got over 200pages to read for Dr.Senior's class alone! HELP!! hahha. but overall its ok...just well like Dr.Cameron says Work Hard,Work Hard,Work Hard,Work Hard,Work Hard,Work Hard and then PLAY HARD ^_^. But it's hard getting back to that routine because for the last 6 months I've been doing the exact opposite *grins*
Started lessons end of last week and its been solid reading etc since then. Except for Friday night when the school bar had a special night so yea all chilled there and then headed off to Highlanders for more drinks and dancing. hahaha after a while most of us got sick of highlanders( never been a fan of that place anyways) so we headed down to Paradox since Magic was some Latino thingy going on. Paradox was good...better than before. And had our photos included in http://tilllate.com (Friday 10th March 2006 @ Paradox). It was a fun night out.
Anyway I've got to scoot again...too much work too little time. I shall leave you with some photos from our White day out to Chaux de Faux on the 7th of Feb. Photos was taken with my Nokia 6680 and while in the bus journey from Neuchatel to Chaux de Faux. Ciao for now.
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Rain Rain Please dont go away

By R.J
The weather here sure has been really HOT!! lately...and what makes it worse is that my area hasnt really rained in 2 days which is killing me slowly. Then again...I'm greatful nothing as bad as the floods in Shah Alam happens yesterday. Shockingly....at least for me that is....is that the water level in that area came up all the way to one's waist! Wonder what happened actually because that area is not the one that gets flooded normally. Got to read the papers in a bit.
Well officially 3 days left till my flight to Zurich. Sad?Nervous? scared?Happy? Excited? It's a whole load of mixed up feelings. Bet your asking how come sad comes into the picture right?...or yea maybe not hahah but I'm going to state why anyway. Of all my 22+ years of being in this world....this will be the first year that I won't be around to celebrate my mummy's bday with her...*sniff* *sob**sniff*. Can't delay my flight since classes start on the 6th and mummy's bday is on teh 5th. sigh...I hope that ding dong bro of mine remembers and comes to KL to spend the day with her. *prays*
I'm suppose to spend the day revising for my MOUS part 1 exam tomorrow...but so far I've done everything but that. Sent my cuz off to lrt.... met Ivan ....walked in PS for a while....came back...transfered mom's photos for the day.....etc etc. The book remains untouched. Damn...guess I better go bury my nose in those 4 books for a couple of hours before Nadzlin comes over. Adios for now....or till I'm in Switz. Will be busy running around like a headless chicken for the remaining few days. So see ya after the 3rd of March ^_^.
 

Uneventful wednesday

By R.J
As the title indicates so very clearly...today has been an uneventful day...basically by choice. Decided to take the day off from running around getting things done and sorted out before I leave next week. Sadly... the list just doesn't seem to get any shorter... which is a bummer sigh. Anyway am looking forward to returning to Neuchatel for 8 months though it's not for holidays but to have my nose stuck in a whole load of books, assignments etc etc.
Tomorrow I've got a dentist appointment at Pantai Bangsar. I hate having myself being checked by doctors of any kind....period! Taking about doctors... my skin allergy is almost gone!...wooohooo *beems* hahaha at least now I can return to wearing some v-neck tops again *grins*.
8 more days left and tons of things to do including some final shopping esok. Am slowly reaching my credit limit like lightning. Then again...mana tak ye when each swipe I say bye bye to like RM200....hmm maybe I should have asked dad for more than the amount I asked for...but takut kena slaughter hahaha.
Oh well gtg sleep now since its 12am+ and have to rise and shine early for a 930am dentist appointment! I'm so sleepy that I can't sleep...does that make sense? oh well *shrugs*.
Oh yea...tried something with the help of Naz.... now I've added another skill to my book thanks to babarosa gif animator :). So I leave you with a gif image of my first try hahah.
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13 days left

By R.J
Just got back from PD...like an hour ago....and can't really go back to bed since it's already so hot! and also coz Jackie is in a playful mood hahah. Damn I'm gonna miss my wacky dog. ... last time 5 months and I was missing her like crazy....and now longer sigh. Oh well there's always the phone hahah...weird huh...but last time whenever I called mom...and if Jackie heard my voice...she basically comes to mom and cries and mom will give her the phone for a while hehehe.
13 days left....and I'm starting to run like a headless chicken....doing stuff. Whole of next week is like BAM BAM BAM...1 appointment after the other...Pengsan Pengsan. So many things to buy...esp new formal cloths as .....erm...being a couch potato for 6months...well let's just say a 6months pregnant look-a-like belly has been developed *eeks* hahahah. Well...its kewl Im sure to loose some kgs there...as no more nasi lemak and all the other yummyliious mouth watering food we get here. I'm already stocked up for the duration I'm gonna be in Switzerland (well..tummy wise that is) hahah.
Oh well...time to run again....more chores and errands awaits. I leave you now with a nice video called Hold On To These Things. ENJOY!!
 

The Zodiac Match Test

By R.J
I've decided to go drown myself in a series of quizes since I ain't sleepy. Took this one of Michy's blog....then again...so scary coz I ended up getting the same results as her. hahah Michy time for a lil friendly cat fight to snatch that person hahaha jk.


Aquarius, the Water Bearer (January 21 to February 19): This friendly and thoughtful partner is just your type. Initially, an Aquarius may catch your attention by showing you their intellectual side and optimistic outlook. But as you get to know them better, you're likely to be even more drawn to an Aquarian's idealistic resolve and focus on making positive change. People born under this sign are frequently capable of seeing both sides in any dispute. This can make them quite talented when it comes to finding creative solutions in your relationship. Your Aquarius may be a bit headstrong at moments, but they'll also tend to look for the bright side in times of trouble. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Water Bearer both discrete and cautious. An Aquarian will ordinarily make sure that all areas of your relationship are strong before plunging into sex. Overall, Aquarians are solid, unwavering partners and complex people. So, it may take you a little extra time to get to know your Aquarian match, but it's apt to be well worth the wait.Although Aquarius is your strongest Zodiac Match, your responses indicate there are a number of other astrological signs that you're highly compatible with.

 

The day I finally paid Dr.Ruban a visit

By R.J
Like the title of this post says...I finally paid a visit to Dr.Ruban the dermatologist. The rash on my chest was getting worst plus the rash on my upper lip...and well since I was going to pay like RM80 just for consultation... I decided to get my whole face checked since for the past 2 months I've got acne all over. Mom came along with me...and since we were not to sure of the place we took a cab. All I can say was the journey till i entered Dr.Ruban's 'room' and until I was back home was an uncomfortable one. Why? simple... I didn't wear any make-up. Sounds silly right...but if you had the acne breakout like I did and also being in the hospitality industry where...well since I joined in 2002 always requires us to be with makeup....so faham-faham je la.
Worst part was I told mom this ....in the cab...and there and there she started 'nagging' and saying like "that means you've been living a lie etc" all cause I always wear make up when I go out. hahaha. But what she says is true...in a way.
Worst part has not arrived yet. Thanks to the rashes....which are kinda bad. I was given strict instructions to balik... shower ....eat dinner then take 2 pills....and here comes the teruk part ...DO NOT SHOWER FOR THE NEXT 24HOURS!!! and now only 4 hours have passed and I so want to stand under the shower. It's been so hot here for the pass few days. Sigh. Shilot has already gone and called me busuk. Teruknyer that budak...and lepas I mandi plak tu....but then again we were talking on the phone so kalau bau busuk tu hahah from her side. hahaha.
Well 20 days left...eh no 19days left since it's already the 11th. 3 days remaining till Valentine's day. But doubt I'd be going out on that day...since mom's planning to visit her son (who for all the dates to be born, he had to be born on the 14 of February some 26 yrs ago)...and of course lil' sis can't enjoy that day in a diff way hahaha. But then again friends/ dates etc may come and go family is for life and as much as I bitch about mine I love them to bits.
My cough's back...could be due to this hot cuaca. And its so annoying coz so has my wheezing. Someone up there please take pity on me and let me be well again.... preety please *sweet face*. Hahaha. Anyways off to watch the news on Tv3.
 

21 days remaining

By R.J
Currently Reading: A David Badalci novel
Currently Listening: Arkana -So little time
WooohOOOOO!!! Claire bear finally got engaged to Steaven!! CONGRATS Darling!!!
Claire bear my childhood best friend’s all grown up and working even unlike me. Hahaha. And she made her first turkey and ham! Ooo so memalukan since I am the one in the hospitality line since 2002 and till now have yet to make that meal.

Holy smokes 21 days left till I return to Neuchatel! The time has suddenly gone by so fast esp. since we moved into this new year. So fast 1 month of 2006 has passed and we’re almost in the middle of the second. So many things to do so little time.

Went for my pc class this morning…Gawd…so hard to drag my sorry arse out of bed so early in the morning! Esp since I’ve been a non-blood sucking vampire for the last 7months or so. It was ok…but I doubt I will be able to finish all 5 sections before I leave so am going to do 2 sections first and the exams and the other 3 continue after my degree. All so, I can get the MOS cert.

Anyway after class…I paid my weekly visit to the Taiwan House Restaurant behind Ampang Point. Hahaha I used to call Miranda crazy for having a craving to go there every week…. Apparently I spoke too soon! Hahaha. Yo Miranda… if you’re reading this… 21 more days hahaha before my phone bill goes up again damn hahah jk.

Ok la…time to go back to talking to Claire Bear J, been ages since I spoke to her this long J. Damn….missing her too.
 

The "How Old Are You" Tag

By R.J
Great...just like Michy to go tag me when I said I'm planning to take a break from blogging...at least till I settle all my switz stuff. Anyways...here it goes... a simple tag.

The "How Old Are You" Tag

1. Name one of the actor of the old days that you missed the most
***JTT? hahaha I used to have a crush on him as a kid lol.

2. Name a cartoon of the old old days
***Carebears

3. Name a singer/group of the old days
***Richard Marx

4. Band of the old days
***The Beatles ...their songs are kewl

5.TV Series of the old days
***The Nanny hahah still watch it sometimes now

6. Actress of Old Days
*** Cindy Crawford

7. Fashion of Old Days that you miss the most
***errrr

8. Movie of Old Days
***movie ah...hmm.... BAck to the Future ....HAHAHA

9. Music Video of Old Days
***Micheal Jackson - Black or white video hahaha

10. Coolest Song of Old Days
***Richard Marx - Right here waiting lol.....long story...and I was only 7 :s

Hahahaha Evil laugh...my turn to tag....so here it goes.

  1. Jegadeswary
  2. Ivan Sta Maria
  3. Kyels ......it's a simple tag compared to the ones u always do haha.
  4. YOU!!...yea you who are reading this ^_^. (let me know if you do do it)
 

Cursed for the month!

By R.J
Ah...FINALLY!!! I get to come online ....been a week since I've official been "banned" from the internet or the usage of any pc thanks to some bozo that hacked into my laptop sometime last week! FRUZ!!!. So here I am having to use the pc at the cyber cafe...something which I haven't done in a long long time. The screen here is huge that my blog looks too huge hahaha. Apalah tht stupid fucker wanna hack into my pc...not like got anything valueble in it....besides like songs, photos and assignments. sigh!

Anyway started taking computer classes yesterday...to obtain the MOS cert at this place in One Ampang Avenue. The lady who quoted me the rates for a customized class thingy suddenly changed her mind or something about the packages saying I misunderstood etc...which is impossible since after she explained everything the other day...I had double or shall I say..triple clarified with her. Even yesterday she was talking to mom when I was having my classes...she mentioned about a simulation test...which she told mom is included in my 10 hours (RM550) but she failed to mention about any simulation test to me when i requested every information from her. And today when mom wanted to clarify with her she suddenly said oh...the simulation test is chargeable and not included in the 10 hours that we paid for etc. PEA BRAIN FUCKER!! She customizes too much that she just doesn't remember what she quotes etc.

Call dad and told him about it...and also 'coz the RM550 she quoted was for 2 ppl...something she failed to mention to me. And if bro doesn't take his class my payment now goes up to 650 for 10 hours. Also today all of a sudden she's saying coz mine is a crash course she wont be able to provide me with all the books...and that I have to purchase them..or loan(only during class period) them from her. To purchase its like another RM200...FUCK man that lady. Mom had registered to take up a course there...intro to using the pc ....can you believe she quoted mom RM 500 for 10hours. Total ripped off...anyway mom withdrew from it ...seeing that the lady quoted something yesterday and today a bit different so....

ok got to go...times up hahha...time to check email and go home. Shit...dad is sooo pissed :S:S someone HELP!!@!!!!!!
 

Thinking Outside The Box

By R.J
Just a lil something I got by email...and thought I'd share.

Pick one as the answer.... Its not a quiz. JUST 1 QUESTION. You are driving along in your car on a wild, stormy night, when you pass by a bus stop, and you see three people waiting for the bus:

1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.
2. An old friend who once saved your life.
3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about.

Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car? Think before you continue reading...

This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application.You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die,and thus you should save her first; Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again.

NOW READ THIS:

The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old friend and let him take the lady to the hospital. I would stay behind and wait for the bus with the partner of my dreams." Sometimes, we gain more if we are able to give up our stubborn thought limitations. Never forget to "Think Outside of the Box."
 

Random Bitching

By R.J
Finally!! I'm done with Ivan's blog. That guy has made me go bonkers just modifying the layout. It's kind of gothic looking but since that's what Mr. pain in the butt Ivan wanted...so ok la.
Oh yea got my radio blog thingy done up...thanks to Jeremy. Apparently the newest version of radioblog that I download is not supported or something like that by Freewebtown...so...hmm. Anyways he gave me codes etc and now it's up and running...wooohooo.

Well tomorrow...or shall I say later in the day... am going to get the paint and stuff and should be able to start painting ...or maybe I'd do it on Saturday morning. Hehehe kind of scared in case I do a bad job...since its been ages since I last painted a room.

Hmm I don't know how many people out there watches the show "Malaysia's Most Beautiful". A show to pick...well as the title says Msia's Most beautiful lady. I just started watching it sometime back and OMG... some of the contestants...well lets just say that they are the opposite of the shows name personality wise. In today's episod... where 3 contestants were left... Faridah, Dilla and Jessy. Sadly since elimination this time around was base on sms count by viewers...Faridah got eliminated. Of all people Jessy yang dapat proceed. Gawd...first of all she keeps saying she's humble etc when her other actions and words that seem to fly out of the mouth says likewise. Jessy may be preety on the outside...but to me that's where it ends. To me la...Malaysia's Most Beautiful...has to be someone who knows how to carry herself well...how to act etc in public ...towards others etc. Jessy has a long way more to go... sadly to say even though she is already 22... she is still very childish. Now I'm not saying that Dilla or Faridah are 100% perfect...matter of fact find me a human being that's 100% perfect and I'll give you something....hahaha. Tapi Faridah and Dilla have must better personalities compared to Jessy. In Faridah's case it could be due to the fact that she's over 40.
Well...let's hope Malaysians who are voting do not turn blind again when voting for the winner. If Jessy wins...then sad to say...whoever voted...MALAYSIANS ARE BLIND!!!. Oh yea and Jessy...I think you should take up english lessons esp in speaking! and another thing...Nobody in their right mind would put a 150thousand ringgit (37500 dollars) pearl necklace, earing set in their hall for show. Sigh...what a dumb nut. Hopefully Dilla wins.

 

Paint

By R.J
Well back in KL again. Sickness seems to have left me 100%. Yes I'm healthy again...and lets hope it stays that way...being sick is NO FUN at all.

Well tomorrow is getting ready day...and Friday is paint buying day...according to Hiresh...KCC paint is like RM65 for a 5litre can. There goes my money *sob sob* haha.... but since Im the one that insisted that no prayers/ gathering be done in our house till the hall look reasonable...so the task has fallen on me...and sadly so has the costs!! *Eeks*. It's going to be fun though...last time I painted a wall was back in junior high when we had to paint our classroom....cheap labour...damn...what fools we were hahaha.

Well...doink Ivan is making me help him do his blog since I'm still on break. So ok la..since I like to mess around with stuff boleh la.....but IVAN YOU OWE ME A BIG POT OF IKAN BILIS SAMBAL!!!. hahaha.

My cuz Stephanie has gone bonkers...again. I dont know how in Heavens name she can think I meant her when the statement clearly states "Ms.Tran msg me once ur online". And of course our royal pain in the butt and perasan Ms.Stephania Francesca Pereira thinks I meant her. Such a knuckle head my lil cuz. Hahaha good to see your very 'alert' even when it wasnt meant for you haha. Oh yea...and Steph...if you read this...your statement which im gonna quote below is a whole load of crap since you do alot of name callings yourself....dont try and act all innocent on your blog haha.

i shall not sink to the shallow depths of
namecalling that you have sunk too....
-Stephanie

I just like to be honest...so when you being a bitch...I'd gladly put you in your place by calling you a bitch. After all since I dont have any younger siblings to bully might as well make full use of having a whole truck full of younger cousins to torture MUAHAHAHAHA.

The stuff about switz is still on hold...have to go back to Pd on the 24th as the accountant will be down on the 25th and dad wants me to talk to that guy...so bummer. Runsingnyer kepala I.

I better go now..Hiresh keeps nudging whenever Im late in making a move bummer. I STILL WIN HIRESH haha.

Currently blasting my ears off to Whitesnake-Here I go again. Just love this song. Opps there goes Hiresh again. Adioss.
 

Bummer Bummer Bummer

By R.J
Well convo with dad didn't go to well...well he suddenly kept saying that I keep stuff till the 11th hour!...which is not true...since dad's the one that keeps postponing it due to wanting to settle it when his accountant comes. So yea I'd have to come down to PD again on the 24th Jan since the accountant guy is coming back on the 25th Jan. Hari ni dad brought up the topic that I mention yesterday....the one bout member I yang akan transit di Msia untuk 3 jam tu...he was like all wrong...etc etc and of course when dad talks all I can do is just shut up or else he will explode. I learnt a long time ago just shut up...dont tell him the thruth ...he wont listen...never does. He'd rather listen to others... and bro as well since bro's gone there and completed his degree before. Like hello...times have changed when bro was there.

Will be going back on the 18th which is like tomorrow...as I promised mom to paint the hall before the prayers on the 23rd...bummer. Just got of the phone with my godsis. Part of the convo was like about songs that we like to listen to now. Hahaha upon hearing mine...she was like, "wei why all the songs you listen to so ganas?" ...Ganas=Violent. Hahaha what to do... it potraits my feelings....since the kind of songs I listen to vary depending on my mood.

Anyway Im off to bed since I have to actually wake up before 10am here!
 

Pening Kepala

By R.J
I've had about enough of this low behaviour...esp since it's coming from my own family. If you got something to say...say it to my face not go behind my back and tell others. I told bro yesterday when arriving that one of our friends...who just happens to be my classmate back in Switz that budak tu telah book ticket dia dan akan transit di Msia selama 3 jam sebelum naik kapal terbang yg sama dengan I. That's all I said to him...and just earlier I heard my dad telling his gf about it... that don't know how this people plan to meet up here and there la etc. Like hello...original plan was budak seekor tu jumpa kita kat Zurich...salah saya ke kalau budak tu yang tukar plan and beli ticket ke Msia? No right.

Then earlier, he was like...you sure all ok with your school ah? How come no news etc from them? Like hello of course la ok...I'm already accepted back for my degree...they just waiting for the rest of the CHF29k to enter their account. He was like why no responce from school? Real mangkuk case I tell you... I mean Ive been in constant communication with the school and where necesary I fwd him the email to give to dad. Dad's even pissed off with the school saying that it's not up to date anymore etc he's angry with this and that...but guess what dad...it was ur son who went there first and then insisted or shall I say made sure I went there too. And when I wanted to choose a different place for my degree he said stop listening to others and just go back...now he behaves like all this. FUCK MAN!.

Another thing is...I've booked my ticket at MSL Travels....and it's like bloody RM4,140 for a 1 year open ticket. Now bro is like find somewhere else that 4000 is too exp. Hello...It's the normall price for that ticket! The only reason we got it like at RM2,600 last year was coz of his contacts...and he doesn't keep in touch with them anymore or something...that is not the reason for me to hunt at travel agents for ticket prices. I've checked at 2 places...similiar prices. FUCK MAN...either help or just shut up! and stay away.

Im suppose to return in March for my degree....dad has yet to settle the 29kCHF... Thank GOd I don't need a visa to enter eu...or there goes my chance of completing my degree as planned.
I've got to seriously talk to dad esok...jsut hope he does'nt end up throwing me out of the house.
DAMN DAMN DAMN.
Wish me Luck!
 

In PeeDee

By R.J
Finally after almost a week of absence...I'm back to blogging. Still not fully recovered from my high fever and flu...but at least the fever's 99% gone. Am back in Pd now... came back yesterday and now chilling at dad's place. Travelling by public transport when one is sick is not pleasant!!... and the conditions of our public transports here sure doesn't make it any easier. Anway am going to take a short nap.
Oh crap...all my comments are gone ...opps...all thanks to installing Haloscan.
 

By R.J
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Cyber Quotations

By R.J
This is something I've got to clear my corrupted mind and do...1 of my new year resolutions. haha. Just transfered this from my old blog back at DD. so the copyright year a bit outdated. hahaha....but malas wanna change.

Dreams can come true if you take the time

to think about what you want in life.
Get to know yourself.
Find out who you are.
Choose your goals carefully.
Be honest with yourself.
Always believe in yourself.
Find many interests and pursue them.
Find out what is important to you.
Find out what you are good at.
Don't be afraid to make mistakes.
Work hard to achieve successes.
When things are not going right,
don't give up - just try harder.
Give yourself freedom to try out new things.
Laugh and have a good time.
Open yourself up to love.
Take part in the beauty of nature.
Be appreciative of all that you have.
Help those less fortunate than you.
Work towards peace in the world.
Live life to the fullest.
Create your own dreams and
follow them until they are a reality

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