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I Stand Alone By Bryan White

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Came across this song called I Stand Alone by Bryan White..while browsing youtube for a certain song. Me...Likey!

I have not slept for 2 days... well last night I did get some shut eye...for like an hour or so before jolting awake. Too many thoughts running through my head until it's affecting my sleep and my appetite....VODKA AND SPRITE TIME!! DELICIOUSLY REFRESHING! hahah
 

Destined to Walk alone

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Juste un pion dans votre vie. Quelque chose que vous utilisez et jeter quand vous n'avez plus aucune utilité. Peut-être que je n'aurais pas ouvert mon cœur et aimé à nouveau. Qui sait? Peut-être que je suis destiné à marcher seul dans cette vie.

chanson préférée actuel ....
Au-delà du monde je me promenais
Pour trouver une naissance dans ma mort
Et à la couronne de mon voyage
J'ai vu l'aube loin

les restes épars de la beauté
Derrière les ruines de la carie
C'est le destin de l'âme déchue

Destiné à marcher seul
Avec aucun sur le côté et aucune au-dessus

Mon temps est venu, encore une fois
Pour le soul survivor
Qu'est-ce une existence solitaire
Dans cet univers de la mine
La meilleure chanson pour décrire comment je me sens et ce que la vie est faite pour moi.
En grandissant, j'ai dû me battre pour mes deux parents l'amour et maintenant le vôtre. Il n'est jamais facile. Je suis toujours à la fin perdre si je pourrais aussi bien arrêter maintenant et de réaliser que je suis destiné à la vie d'une seule vie.

J'espère que cette salope baise tous les meilleurs et de prier, elle ne ruine pas votre vie. Ou sa mère folle foutu ruiner votre bol de riz. J'ai été très patient et le temps est maintenant venu pour moi de vous laisser aller totalement. Je travaille ma façon de quitter le pays à nouveau et quand je fais c'est pour de bon. Soit partir et de travailler ailleurs où ou quitter la terre pour de bon. La vie n'est jamais facile et pour être honnête je suis malade et fatigué de se battre pour ce qui n'a jamais été censée être la mienne ou avec moi. Un enfant maudit depuis sa naissance et toujours une malédiction à tous.

Pour tous une très bonne journée. Je vous la vie sans ma présence ... une fois pour toutes:). RJ qui était autrefois aimé n'existera plus. Maintenant, seuls les égoïstes RJ existe.

Dîner s'est arrêté comme cela avait peu d'appétit pour manger. il jeté dans les toilettes. Maintenant, avoir mon verre de vodka super fort mélangé avec sprite et quelques bâtons avant d'aller au lit.
 

Finally ...

Category: , , , , , By Kyels
Without fail, I have managed to neglect my poor blog and disappear from the blogging world – yet again. Boy oh boy, I pity my ears because they had had the share of listening to the nags I received about updating my extremely neglected blog. Somehow, though there is a lot that I want to pen down here, the inspiration to just sit down and do so fails me. Photos and the likes are piling up and the editor of them isn’t too pleased at me since I’m passing the buck rather than editing those photos myself. Hehehe.

*bows down Nippon style*

*GOMMEN NEH!*

Since I had the urge to write something, I thought I might as well do so while the bug is still in me. So, yes, I’m typing this out on Word Pad at work since it’s a quiet night as yours truly is back on graveyard shift for the whole of this week. It’s a shift that I have come to like doing in this particular hotel as it enables me to avoid meeting those imbeciles that I work with at the establishment and honestly, never in my life before have I seen such a dysfunctional hotel with certain members of the staff thinks so ever greatly of themselves.

Well, I’m in the mood to bitch … So, pick up your ears and listen to me.

Why do (some) Asians have this ridiculous idea in their mind that by dating a “white” person (be it American, Australian, British, vice versa) that is automatically gives them the right to brag endlessly about their assumingly “higher” status and the power to look down on others? Are they so superficial and so ignorant to the fact that a person is still a person regardless of their skin colour? These people are so … Hmm … The phrase we often use in French … Ca va pas!

Actually, no pun intended for the paragraph above because there is one person at work that loves talking so ever proudly of her American partner and how she spends money on what would be considered luxury goods for others working in the establishment. I think people who brags about these kinds of thing are just so low – their mentality and maturity. Putting down others indirectly by making such statements made me look down on that person knowing that I am an Asian who had had a modern upbringing and have traveled and seen the world – regardless. People like that should pipe down. Anyway, I do not see the difference if one is dating a white, black, yellow, pink (etcetera) person. To me, what matters is the inner beauty of the person rather than his/her physicality.

All right, I think I got pretty carried away when it came to that topic … Resuming back to normal blogging mode.

It is almost 0600 hours and somehow I have a feeling that I am not going to be the one retyping this on my blog later on. Hehehe. My poor ‘bullied’ roommate is most likely going to type and post this with the selected photo(s) as well because once I reach home … It is shower and bed time for me! YAWNS!



Mix Platter

Going back to the 14th of February. The day started with my roommate, Kyels, trying to get me out of bed. Yes, it takes me ages to wake up most of the time. Anyways, the day was spent with us dining at Belly Good courtesy of a good friend. Dylan, Kyels, and my skanky little cousin, Steph, had a blast and by the end of the meal, boy, our bellies were feeling good.

*burps*

What?!?!

The food were delicious and I can drool just thinking about the meal over and over again. Thanks for the treat, my friend! As usual, Kyels was busy snapping photos of other people’s food the minute it got served while Dylan was busy taking photos of us – the humans! I managed to steal their cameras for a while and took some shots. Some were okay, but most of them were blur. Hey, I’m still learning, okay?!

We bought a book for the skank as a belated birthday gift since we could not find any ‘dodos’ around. Her reaction when she realised the book we gave her was really a damn sweat case. Apparently, mom had lent her the book and she is in the midst of reading it! Bummer! A return trip to Borders at Times Square to change the book and the only difference this time is that we took her along. Oh! They were giving away free Wall’s ice creams there too! Trust Steph to know this kind of information so we queued up for it and ended up with two ice creams each! Well, skank the piglet managed to gobble both her ice creams just like Dylan and since Kyels and I could not finish ours, the piglet decided to approach strangers and give them away!

*laughs out loud*

I’m really starting to babble away now … And I’m going to drink my Gatorade at the back office and give someone a wakey wakey call!

Ooo … Thanks Kyels, for posting this for me and also giving me the permission to use your photos. Hehehe. See, I said thanks in my post because I know you will be doing it for me. Such confidence I have … Hehehehe. Guten Nacht!

Note: I'm posting this for the lazy ass with my account and she bullies me often! Really! Hahaha! You owe me something ... For passing the buck to me always. Haha!

**Edited 22nd Feb 09 **
Yaya I always bully you!! Liar Liar boxers on Fire!! LOL
Thanks again dearie.


 

Paddington Travels in Class

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Paddington Bear in Liz Claiborne bag! (Don't play play, I travel only in style)


Actually, no other title to think of that was suitable for this post … Lalalala!

It has been a long time since my last entry. Two freaking months since the previous one and anyway work has been consuming all my energy including my brainpower. Frankly speaking, the current 5-star hotel that I am working in has a long way to go from being an actual 5-star establishment because of the mentality – not only of the staffs but also the whole management.

On the other hand, things outside of work have been pretty much the same except for the little surprises I received few days ago. I now own a cute “kuchi” Liz Claiborne handbag and my finger now bears a glittering Swarovski crystal ring.



I Evighet


Oh, I have another addition to the teddy family. Finally, we have managed to fill up the twenty stickers quota in exchange for the tiny Paddington Bear we wanted from Guardian. And hopefully by Sunday the real Paddington Bear from London will join this ever-growing group of teddies that complain every night because they get accidentally tossed out of bed.

Hehe!!!

Oh ya … I read on Little Skank’s blog … Hahahahaha … You better watch out as you will be getting those two unwanted anchors. Maybe I should get someone to massage them for you every night as to prevent the appendages from sagging all the way down to your feet … HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Off topic; thanks to someone for taking time to snap those photos for lazy me. Hehehe.
 

Anniversaire dîner au Marché...

It was the last Saturday of my "medical leave" period and how did I spend it?? LOL... The best way I know how to... Stuffing myself silly. LOL. Joke! Actually, we finally celebrated Dylan's super belated birthday at Marché which is located at The Curve, Damansara.

Marché is a pretty cool place and I fell in love with their concept of a market place. Simple yet it has an attractive atmosphere that creates a very relaxing and a homely feeling. Marché which basically means market place in French was basically designed with market style concepts all around and the large variety of food and beverages they served were delicious and reasonably priced. Oh, I forgot to mention --- the restaurant has a Switz concept.

*laughs hysterically loud*

As many already know, yours truly is Switz crazy. So, there was a bacon bit of walking down memory lane. Especially with the cuisines offered. Hehehehe. A must have when one talks about Suisse cuisines is "Rösti" which is derived as a potato dish from Switzerland and a very filling one I might add. It was a dish I got addicted to during my time in Switzerland

*grins cheekily*

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Rösti

Okay, back to the dinner event.

Let us see... Dylan picked us up from our pad and once we reached The Curve, we blind folded him when we arrived and was about the walk towards the restaurant. It was hillarious watching him 'waddle' so ever slowly until I told him to put his hand on my shoulder and guided him towards our chosen venue. Now, with me being "naughty", I blinded him with my sleep mask which resulted in strangers pointing and laughing. It also made the mime artist guy "bully" Dylan even more

*rolls on the floor laughing with hands on my tummy*

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"Naughty"

Now the mimer seemed to enjoy 'disturbing' Kyels younger brother, Ting Yang. He kept coming back to our table and disturbing the lil fella. Then again, the lil fella also loved disturbing him back so dua dua also same sweat case. LOL.

Ooh..... at the end of the dinner, I couldn't resists the urge to take picture with the cow painted in Switz trademark and colour. Photos taken by mon cheri Kyels.

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"RJ Goes All Moooooo Ala-Suisse"

The night ended with us chilling at Laundry while sipping or gulping (whichever you decide to call it) our bottle of Smirnoff Red with our chosen mixers.

That's all from me now as its already 2326hrs and I've got to rise and shine by 0400hrs. I'm finally going back to work tomorrow.



 

Contemplation

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Contemplation

This site has been abandoned for quite a while by the owner due to the unavailability of an Internet connection at home and I have decided to post a random entry here to keep it going and from rotting on the cyberspace. Anyway, this photo is entitled “contemplation” because it looked like she was pondering hard on a certain subject in her mind. I would not call this piece a candid photo because I told her to freeze because of the pose – it was an unconscious realization for me because she looked really cool seated that way.

Though the photo has obvious digital grains, I still love it because of the effect from the noise and if reductions were done the whole photo will look plastic and surreal. The grains were present because of the level of light sensitivity used, as the ISO has to be pushed slightly higher than 200 due to the underexposure of the surroundings.

Hopefully when she reads her site she will not manslaughter me because of the photo and I did post another of hers in my own personal space. She might be screaming when she sees this so please keep me safe from harm.

Just kidding!

Happy Saturday everybody!
 

Aloha From Port Dickson, Malaysia

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My first update though I landed back on Malaysian soil 10days ago. The first 7days went by like a breeze…way too fast for my liking, while these last three days seem to move so slowly like time has been put on slow motion. Anyway, am posting this from bros pad in Port Dickson, since my other house where I reside with mom has no internet connection. Can’t be bothered to fix a new line since soon I will be moving back to the city and boy can’t I wait! Hehehe .

Mom decided to move back to Pd while I was on my 1 year stint in the UK, so yea I’m in a place that is officially more ‘ulu’ comparing to Windermere. Oh, I had a friend over the first few days I was back and we managed to enjoy the sunsets at the beach in front of mom’s place a couple of times. Now I’m the newbie when it comes to photography unlike my dear friend. Thanks Kyels for the editing (esp since I take senget-ed photos).

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Sunset View from the 3rd 1/2 mile beach with part of Avillion Hotel in the background. I just love the sun light effect on the water & sand, and how the sky is lighted up with different shades of colours.

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This photo was taken during a cloudy day, and we weren't expecting to get a good sunset. Boy were we wrong. The dark rain clouds made this photo a bit more dramatic while mom said it's similiar to the paintings I used to paint in those days. I love this photo a lot because the sky seems to be on fire!

The third photo was a candid shot taken. I shall call it view through Kyels fingers hehehehe. Photo was taken on a really cloudy day in PD, but yet we managed to get some good shots. Mine are crap in comparison to hers. Then again... I'm a NEWBIE *wink* hehehehe.
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So who is it that took the above photos? Simple look below and you shall see. hehehehe. I love this photo of myself that Kyels took. She took really good shots of me but I took crappy ones of her -_-. Sowie Dear.
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This last photo below, is the very person who helped me with editing my photos and also the dearie that took good photos of me. Who is this person? hahahaha GUESS!! lol
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p/s: Loading a few photos at a time this time round, as heaven knows when will be the next time I will be logging back to the internet.
 

She's Coming Home!

Category: By Kyels
Being the GB of this site I cannot deny my responsibilities – especially to check for updates made by the owner herself (since she hardly does so) and to keep posting anything here when I am granted the extra time. Anyway, the title speaks the content of my post and I guess I need not elaborate any longer.

In her previous post (last paragraph) she said she wanted me to post juicy stories and gossips but unfortunately I have none at the moment except that that woman is finally coming back in three days time. Actually, there are only two more days to go since it is 0131 hours here already (Malaysian time).

Here’s a story of her pre-departure that is still etched in my mind – vividly. It has been a year but I can still remember every details. Interesting!

I recalled clearly how she was rushing to clean up or reformat her laptop and how we went into Nike to buy her a new pair of shoes since the white/light/midnight blue Adidas were too worn out to be true. I was acting as her consort that time and she needed the company – so did I since it will be a whole long year before I get to see her in flesh again. Anyway, it was a mad rush – with me going to the mall earlier than our appointment time because I had to get her a birthday gift before she travels to the other side of the world and she was a very good friend to me. So, by the time we managed to get everything done she had to leave to Subang to collect her laptop from a friend and it was then - our long goodbyes and I miss you(s). I could not make it to the airport because I was exhausted albeit I wanted so badly to be there. But she understood why and I love her for that reason! No, I have always loved this wonderful friend of mine!

See, I can still remember the whole day and you ought to be happy!

But as they always say – time flies and look it has already been a year since the start of her working stint at the Lake District and now it has come to an end. Truthfully, I really cannot wait for her to touch down because I get to see her again and I truly missed this good friend of mine and how we used to hang out together and how I surprised her at Le Meridien (together with Dylan) because I wanted to see her in skirt … Very lame but yes we did do it after my university event and it was around 0200 hours in the morning when we paid her a visit at the front desk!

The story sounds hilarious and I am grinning like a Cheshire cat just by reminiscing because it was indeed a moment for us to keep. Honestly, I missed this woman ever since she went United Kingdom. Though we had had our own ups and downs but the friendship is still growing strong and it only gets stronger by day.

I am truly blessed to have met someone like her.

I think I ought to stop now if not I will turn this whole post into a mush and you might just cry reading what I wrote. Okay, I am only exaggerating!

Anyway, have a safe flight home and I will be seeing you real soon dear!
 

So Close Yet Still Far

Category: , , , By R.J
Well it's exactly 3 more days before I finally board my flight back to Malaysia, and 4 more days till I meet my loved ones! CAN'T WAIT!!!

I've had a wonderful 1 year here in the UK, with awesome memories. Wouldn't lie but there were times of 'menyampah times' but all in all my one year here has been memorable and a chance in a life time I would say. I've grown a lot in so many ways and am more confident in certain things. One thing for sure is the guts to do something and that one decision I made, has made me the happiest person on earth ! hehehe *wink*

Last week I had received some super duper heartbreaking news from mommy, asking me to make a decision to put my baby Jackie to sleep as the other dog bit Jackie on her growth. A growth that developed while I was here in UK and was not informed off until that night when I had to make a decision. What was my decision?? I beg mom to save her no matter and to take her to a private vet. Hey for the first time in my life i begged my brother!!! But the end result which I got from mommy yesterday has made me happy again. Jackie's operation when successfully and I do not have to put her to sleep! YIPPEEE!!!! I know Jackie won't be around for that long especially since she is already 12 yrs of age... but my baby is a fighter, has been since she was a lil naughty puppy and will always be as an old fart machine hehehehe.


Ok... I am seriously a lastminute.com when it comes to packing. My luggage is packed, my knapsack and IT bag on the other hand isn't. The stuff to be shipped by cargo are packed and ready in the closet. Yet I still cant see my damn floor!!! And I'm so drained from the party last night! I could so do with a nice long massage.

Sigh......time to drag my arse back to packing and not dilly dally any longer, esp since I have to meet Giovanni in an hour for Coffee at Costa Coffee for our last round of updates, gossips etc etc hahahah.

OH! just realized something. This is going to be my last post from the Lake District (Windermere to be exact) and most likley the last post from the UK. Next post will be when I'm back on Msian Soil. Maybe I'll bug my GB to blog something nice and juicy before she hijacks my blog with Steph! hahaha.

FISH!!! I'm SOOOO LASTMINUTE.COM!!!
 

More Photos less words from now on

Category: , , , , By R.J
Reading my last post, clearly indicates that I have lost the motivation to write a decent post. Therefore I shall be taking a lil break from writing in this blog and just stick to posting photos for the time being. First photo will be the fridge of one of the managers here at the Belsfield Hotel. Her place is also our party pad... where lots of hanky panky tends to take place hahahah jk.

Hehehe party night again tonight. Thank goodness I'm off esok. A normal day out would result in this much alcohol being consumed. This was only 5 of us out that day.

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Drinking round 3 -_-"


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hohoho

 

Working life....sigh

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Typing this entry out on word document because bloody internet is out again. Nyampah betul!!
OMG!! What a hectic day at work. From the time I stepped into reception both ‘G’ and I were running around like mad, from the guests to the phone and back again. It was never ending! I’m not complaining about the work load, especially since when at work I like being busy. Habit I guess especially all my life all the hotels I worked in were 5* and we were always busy. Today on the other hand was just ridiculous. Why? Gawd, people here can be so thick sometimes. Hehe at one point I got so angry with ‘T’, this lady that works in our central reservations. We all hate her because all the time she messed up our bookings etc. Today was the best though, she called up and asked me to check a reservation that was made by a guest on laterooms.com (who has different confirmation numbers than from our system), this idiotic person just could not seem to get it into her head and kept pestering us. At the end said can you ring the guest back, to which I said ok with pleasure… but guess what that mangkuk did…. Or shall I say didn’t do. No guest name, no arrival date and couldn’t even remember the laterooms confirmation number, all she remembered was the phone number!! That was the last straw! So yours truly nicely fired ‘T’ and said if she kept on doing this bullshit I won’t even deal with her anymore. ‘G’ could not believe it, as it was the first time I’ve exploded like that, and somehow he found it hilarious and was sitting in the corner cracking up T_T. WTF!! Hahaha.

So there you go all in all a crazy but not so bad day at work hahaha. At the end of the shift, I got my usual free drink… ‘Blue Wkd’ (vodka) from the bar complimentary of the bar manager ‘P’ and sat out back in the smoking zone with some other stuff and chilled.

Now….time for me to crash as got to get back in to work in 7hours! *Yawn* ^O^

**edited 20th July 2008 @ 2100hrs**
Today was Rj’s turn to be a lil lazy at work. First of all, dragging my arse out of bed this morning was such a hassle as it was nice and cold and I kept snoozing my alarm. Made it in the nick of time for work though so woot! Hehehe. Now I’m lazy to eat! Hahaha yes you read it right, I’m lazy to eat! Going to watch ‘Taiyou no Uta’ then head to bed so can dream more hahaha.


Rj splashing away…………………………..SPLASH SPLASH ^_^


I love the tune to this song.
Lyrics used to mean something...now it's just words faded into the background

 

Heaven called a year ago

Category: , , By R.J
I guess it is time for me to update. I was going to post this last month but just could not bring myself to posting it. I guess part of me just can't accept that she is no longer with me. I feel sad knowing that when I go back home to PD in September she wont be there to greet me or me say "Ooooi Athai Baikka?" and her going..."baik oooooooo" , and "Rohini Baik ka?" followed by "boyfren apamacam" hehehhe that's my beloved aunty hehehe. Always a joker. Gawd I miss her. I can't believe a 13months has gone past. Yet somehow I always feel she is still with me.

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Madam Shigeko Nagamachi a.k.a Athai a.k.a Obachan!
Peacefully rejoined her hubby and daughter on
2nd June 2007
I MISS YOU !!!!

Athai, no matter where you are, deep inside us part of you remain. Wish you were still with us, but no worries, one day we will all be together again ^_^ ne Obachan.

 

A quickie From London

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Just a quick update from London. Yes that is where I current am. Just a short breather away from my work since I have to clear up my holidays before I leave in Sept. Thought this was the best time to escape. Was debating to either go to Switzerland again or to Barcelona but at the end decided not to and take that time to relax and chill and catch up with some old friends / relatives here in London. The weather in London is so much better than in Windermere where it has been pouring non stop for the past 2weeks!! But here it's nice and sunny ^_^".

Was suppose to come down on Sunday but decided to postpone it till yesterday as I wanted to watch the mens final where Nadal vs. Federer. Gawd!! that has got to be the longest match I have ever watched!! over 4hours!!! Sadly Federer lost so close yet so far. Sadly he didn't make history by winning it 6 times to beat Bjorn Borg. But I have to hand it to Nadal, his game was wow! Very impressive. He deserved to win!! ^_^

I'm debating if I should head down to Oxford Street and do some shopping, Hmmm. Kind of tempted to go get a nice yummylicious Frapuccino Caramel from Starbucks. Good thing my cousins place is just like a 15mins bus ride to Oxford Street =p. I'm in a jolly good mood now that I've had my dose of 'Happy Pill' hahahaha. My Happy Pill you know who u are ..... I DARE YOU hahahahaha. jk

ok Rj needs her caffeine now...already starting to act gila!! -_-'

Tschuss


 

Sick Bored RJ

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OMG So Boring!!!! I'm at work at the moment, but with all the medication running through my body and it being super quite here at work today, I'm in a self battle trying to NOT fall asleep though the migraine just ain't helping me one bit. I should have called in sick today, but decided not to for a few reasons.But I'm starting to think maybe it was not a wise move to come in to work especially since my temperature is back, and I've got a splitting headache and super duper congested nose. So right now I'm just waiting for the last 3hrs of my shift to finish then I can crawl and cuddle Dong Dong and Kissy (heheh my dolphin and ducky stuff toy) and just doze off. Still have 6 days to work before I get my off day and I'm already waiting for that day so I can just sleep and not worry about work. Can't wait Cant wait!!

A collegue has given me some medication which seems to help but if this doesn't go away soon, I'm going to have to go see the docs here which I hate to do! Rj hates clinics and hospitals!! =(. I've been at work for 5hours now and the amount of hot tea that I have already consumed is going to put me off tea for a bit once I get well. Hehehe RJ is so bonkers at work today, that I am singing or shall I say humming all crazy tunes. Kesian Matt having such a bonkers rakan kerja at work today hehehe =P. Gawd the nicknames I have been called since I came here is wow. from 'cheeky' , 'trouble' (somehow this nickname follows Lily and I all the way from Switz hehe), 'little mermaid' (don't ask me y), 'cheeky monkey', 'dolphin', 'jiggly puffs', 'Gibbon' (help haha), 'little', 'naughty miss' (sigh) etc etc. Holy smokes that sure is quite a few nicknames. Ooo and my general manager called me 'sugar fairy' once -_-' (parah case).

You can tell I'm really bored at work today. Hmmm I'm wondering if I should go up to London next week. Just to go for the Pride party they having. Still thinking hehehe.

Nobody to sayang RJ while she is sick =(. No Jackie to follow me around as well =( Waaaaaa I miss my four legged old fart machine hehehe.

KKL...aku don't gag, aku jilat hahahaha just kidding. sorry had to add this line coz u had me cracking up earlier on the phone muahahaha ;) and KKL, Rj's rule, if RJ is sick kena disayang not dibully!!! =P
 

Weeeheeee ^_^ (no other name for this post)

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Oh Gawd what a night we had hehehe. Party last night till 4am then went to work at 3pm after being woken up my Rachel @ 1pm hehehe. Dangerous having a manager with the master key! LOL Always have to make sure I ain't sleeping in the ........err you know what hahaha.
I don't believe that 2 nights in a row we went clubbing and had sooooo much fun hahaha. Staggs was boring at first tonight... but towards the end they started playing the kind of music that we enjoyed which kind of got us in the dancing mood. So when it closed at 2am we ended up at Rachel's flat till well now 415am.... blasting music and dancing hahaha. It was fun! I guess I better get to bed now since I have to wake up in 5hours and head out to Kendal for lunch with my colleagues and a day of well ...they plan to get pissed again. Rj has to behave today because Thursday is my next dr. appointment and my physio therapy for my fucked up right arm.

Yawn.......... Rj is sleep! :D

Bon nuit!!

Kyels......Lollipop........ hahahhaha =p
 

First Aider RJ

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Today has been a super super tiring but fulfilling day! Woke up early today as Giovanni and I had to attend our First Aiders training course in Kendal. Yes you read right... first aider training (part 1). hehehe so now RJ is officiallly qualified to give CPR =p. Anyone want to volunteer become RJ's 'victim' muahahaha. It was an interesting course altogether.

Met up with Lily and Anetka after our course at around 4ish and we headed down to Cafe Nero, one of our favorite to satisfy our caffeine fix. It doesn't beat the Starbucks like we get back home in Malaysia... but it is 100times better than Costa Coffee which so many Brits seem to prefer.

Well as usual, when 'bonkers' people meet up and each carry their own camera... it tends to result in a lot of cam-whoring etc hahaha. Giovanni has called me paparazzi *mamamia*. Anyways am off to bed to get some shut eyes and let the medicines do its job.

But before I leave here are 3pictures of the many taken today.

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Aneta & I

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Lily & I

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2 crazy best friends hahaha.
We both went crazy just seconds ago modifying pictures hahaha.

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The Original hehe

Lily wrote something in her blog..here that brought tears to my eyes again yesterday. Once again we will be parting ways...only thing this time we don't really know when we going to meet up again. Just like that the 4crazy 'family' are all separated once again...NO FUN!!

Well off to bed now since we both got to get up early to head off to Kendal. Tschuss


 

Sehr müde!

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So much so for regular updates eh! Been busy with work since I got back from my hols. Things have been a bit 'blöd' in the office with certain members of staff, and Gawd, I regretted starting work on Friday. The office was just in such a chaotic environment and not at all the 'atmosphere' that I was looking forward to when coming back to work. Finally today... erm maybe I should say yesterday since it's already the 24th here.... well anyways finally today things seem a bit more organized at work and slowly getting back into the system I knew (let's see how long it last this time). Was going to catch up on some sleep after work since I finished at 330p.m today. It was all I was dreaming off when I was at work hahaha. That's only because I've been only getting like 2hrs sleep each night since I got back from Switzerland...and my body wasn't in its right state. Breaking into cold and hot shivers etc wasn't really the situation to be in. But still forced myself to go to work...or else sure mampus with boredom in my room. yea yea RJ would rather work than take MC here hahaha.

Anyways so much so for shut eyes hahaha. Decided to take up Giovanni's invitation to swim. Issa was there too and before we knew it, in came Sabina... and later followed by Rafal and Roselyn hahaha. Yea the staff took over the hotel pool the whole evening. hehehe. So there we were massive swimming for 2hours with breaks for the Sauna and a bit of chit-chat. I was surprised that I could swim that many laps in the pool today considering the amount of people there. My right arm has been killing me for 2days already, muscle pull... but being in the mood I was in, I welcomed the pain and pushed myself to the limit swimming laps in the pool. Don't think that was a very good idea especially since now my arm is all numb hahaha. Well afther 2hours+ of swimming, this swimming group pigged out at Golden Fortune, a local Chinese restaurant near the hotel...all because yours truly opened her gap and said she feels like eating chinese :). So yea we spent the same amount of time in the restaurant pigging out and I think we gained what ever we lost in the pool hehe.

WTF!! it's almost 3am here and I have to go to work in 4hours and I just can't seem to fall asleep (which would explain why I'm updating this at this hour). Someone give me some damn sleeping pills so I can fall asleep like I used to! Damn!!

ouch...somehow somewhere I seem to have sliced my lower lip... sakit!! *sobs sobs*. Lately physically has not been that good especially with my arms. Has to be linked with lack of sleep and lost of appetite I guess. Surprisingly today I could eat a big dinner... but then again it was the only meal I ate the whole day minus a small brioche that I had for breakfast.

wtf! Ich möchte verschwinden!! Scheiße. Da ich jemanden verloren, das Leben ist nicht so bunt, wie sie verwendet werden! oh well life goes on :):(

RJ ist sehr müde und geht schlafen....well try to schlafen at least. Tschuss for now.

(this post so sesat-ed all over the place sigh) Zzzzzzzz


Tender Heart

 

In The End........

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Sometimes life takes us down paths we try so hard to avoid. No matter how hard we try, we still pass through that path. I hide from everyone, or maybe I'm just hiding from myself? Who knows. It's better to hide then to face reality. Our problems is best kept to ourselves as no one will truly understand them. I now believe a friend when she used to say that before. Unless you walk in that person's shoes, you will never truly understand what that person is going through. Sometimes I wish I could just turn back time. To the time when I looked at the world with full of hope and dreams. Back to the time when I was a child with no worries at all.

It is important to tell the truth everytime? Heaven knows. I've tried it but at the end the person that gets hurt the most is no one else but me. Maybe it's best to tell people what they want to hear. I've learned to hide my feelings since I was 9... I can still do it now. I've fooled everyone with the 'act' I've put up. Let them think I'm a happy rich man's kid. I don't give a shit. People judge us without knowing who we truly are. That is their lost. Some of you have seen through my wall especially, Hien, Lily, MeiMei and Kyels ^_^ and to these special 4 friends I have I am truly grateful. They took the trouble to get to know me. Which I thank God everyday for their presence. They make life worth living for. For those of you who decide to judge me without taking the trouble to really get to know me... that is your choice. Don't pretend to care etc when you don't. I don't need pity and I don't need fake "friendship".

F*** I can't even write properly!! ARRGH!!!

*off to crash on the bed...so full of smoke!*

Linkin Park - In The End
When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter

 

Someday...

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Currently Listening: Someday

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Ich bin...

Some of you may remember this song...someday by MLTR. I must be really old since this song is more than 10years old hahaha. I remember loving it then, but sekarang kira it's got a much deeper and personal meaning.
Suprisingly how chilling at a friend's place and he was like RJ do you know this song, and it just brought back memories and *ping* it has been looping on my player. Together with another song given to me by a dear friend of mine. Will put that song up in the next post.

Anyways I'm on a 3 day break. Been FORCED to take my Lou Day (PH) in advance. Bummer big time as I can't go anywhere anyway since the weather is sucky and transportation back to my place on Sunday SUCKS!! So yea RJ terpaksa habiskan cuti dia di Windermere. Menyampah betul cuti but takleh gi mana-mana.

Eh .... looks like hotel ni serious pasal I untuk stay on one more year. F/O manager bilang, yang I akan di 'train' sebagai Duty Manager untuk bila I pulang kerja dengan mereka dalam bulan October 2008. Tapi hotel ini kira kena berjaga-jaga. Kalau setakat percakapan sahaja kira tak laku. Lainlah kalau in Black and white can hold them to their word. Anyway let's see how it goes. But for now, I miss my mom and little old 4-legged farty baby so much. Jackie wait for me... baby I'll come back and spoil you rotten for one month!! hehe. and you can bark all you want hahaha.

Tinggal 3 hari lagi sebelum something happens. lol. Aku pun tak tahu macam mana nak behave pada hari Isnin. Tengok la. Nasib baik I kerja juga lol.

Well Rj is gonna continue watching her HK Tv series.... Heart of Greed.

So.... do you guys remember this song?? Enjoy! ^_^



MLTR - Someday
 

What A Day....

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=p That's How I Sleep! hahaha

Went to work a little late today and left 2hours earlier as I was feeling pooly*. Had to go into work today as couldn’t leave my colleague to do all 44 check outs etc by himself.

What was wrong with me? Well kira I kind of made me tummy upset by not eating anything except a slice of toast for lunch yesterday. Nothing for dinner the night before, no breakfast yesterday, a lousy slice of toast for lunch and no dinner and went to bed. Woke up at 0300hrs and ran to the loo to puke. All the acid I guess. Horrible night after that. Tried eating something but just would not stay down =(. Anyway went to work and refused to eat anything because I could not afford to be throwing up at work. Just keep drinking fluids to keep going.

Anyways went to Tesco down the road at 6ish to get a proper meal of rice. Ran into Rachel and we both went to Co-Op and Tesco, got my groceries and then she invited me to dine at her place. A short trip to Tesco and 6hours later only I am coming back. Mamamia!!

Durant tout ce temps j'étais là, je cherchais à l'époque, parce que je voulais retourner en arrière et continuer à discuter avec quelqu'un en ligne. . Mais comme il y avait quelque chose qu'elle avait besoin d'en parler je suis resté. Désolé. Parlez-en à vous demain K. Hehehe Had à utiliser google traducteur pour traduire en français.

Ok am going off to bed soon. Well as soon as I eat something again. hehehe. =p


Just another song from The Fray that I like .... it's got a nice tune to it. Addictive tune. lol



The Fray - Heaven Forbid