Here I am sitting on my window silk,
staring out into the deep dark starless sky,
Oh how empty and drained does my heart feel...
Lost in this world alone, alone with no one and no wall
to lean against for guidance and comfort.

Oh how cold and heartless is this world
Where only those of status and wealth are respected
where people like me are abandoned and tossed around like garbage
I know my place in this cold and heartless world;
NO WHERE!! How can I have a place in this world,
when I don't even have a place in my own home?
Is there no hope of happiness for me out there?
Every road I take seems to be burdened,
burdened with fear, hurt and disappointments.

Is evil and wickedness high on the throne in this world today?
Where have all the wonderful rulers of joy, hope and love gone?
Are they imprisoned just like I am in this world, waiting,
waiting for the long awaited day to come
A day when goodness and love shall reign high once again.
A day when evil shall perish
A day where goodness and love shall be deeply cherished.
A day when all lost souls shall take their rightful place in this world,
A day when I shall be respected,
and no longer detested.
A day that my heart longs for both day and night,

(sigh) Oh when shall that day come?
When will i truly belong to this world?
The more I think about it, the blurrier things become.
But I will carry on living in this 'paradise' in my dreams with the hope that some day,
my 'paradise' will become a reality.