..::Ðôlphania's Unchartered Waters©::..

I Stand Alone By Bryan White

2010-09-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

Came across this song called I Stand Alone by Bryan White..while browsing youtube for a certain song. Me...Likey!

I have not slept for 2 days... well last night I did get some shut eye...for like an hour or so before jolting awake. Too many thoughts running through my head until it's affecting my sleep and my appetite....VODKA AND SPRITE TIME!! DELICIOUSLY REFRESHING! hahah

Destined to Walk alone

2010-09-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

Juste un pion dans votre vie. Quelque chose que vous utilisez et jeter quand vous n'avez plus aucune utilité. Peut-être que je n'aurais pas ouvert mon cœur et aimé à nouveau. Qui sait? Peut-être que je suis destiné à marcher seul dans cette vie.

chanson préférée actuel ....
Au-delà du monde je me promenais
Pour trouver une naissance dans ma mort
Et à la couronne de mon voyage
J'ai vu l'aube loin

les restes épars de la beauté
Derrière les ruines de la carie
C'est le destin de l'âme déchue

Destiné à marcher seul
Avec aucun sur le côté et aucune au-dessus

Mon temps est venu, encore une fois
Pour le soul survivor
Qu'est-ce une existence solitaire
Dans cet univers de la mine
La meilleure chanson pour décrire comment je me sens et ce que la vie est faite pour moi.
En grandissant, j'ai dû me battre pour mes deux parents l'amour et maintenant le vôtre. Il n'est jamais facile. Je suis toujours à la fin perdre si je pourrais aussi bien arrêter maintenant et de réaliser que je suis destiné à la vie d'une seule vie.

J'espère que cette salope baise tous les meilleurs et de prier, elle ne ruine pas votre vie. Ou sa mère folle foutu ruiner votre bol de riz. J'ai été très patient et le temps est maintenant venu pour moi de vous laisser aller totalement. Je travaille ma façon de quitter le pays à nouveau et quand je fais c'est pour de bon. Soit partir et de travailler ailleurs où ou quitter la terre pour de bon. La vie n'est jamais facile et pour être honnête je suis malade et fatigué de se battre pour ce qui n'a jamais été censée être la mienne ou avec moi. Un enfant maudit depuis sa naissance et toujours une malédiction à tous.

Pour tous une très bonne journée. Je vous la vie sans ma présence ... une fois pour toutes:). RJ qui était autrefois aimé n'existera plus. Maintenant, seuls les égoïstes RJ existe.

Dîner s'est arrêté comme cela avait peu d'appétit pour manger. il jeté dans les toilettes. Maintenant, avoir mon verre de vodka super fort mélangé avec sprite et quelques bâtons avant d'aller au lit.

Novemeber 2009 update

2009-11-25T20:01:00.005+08:00

I think I have abandoned this blog for a bit too long now. The time has finally come to start jotting this down again in this little space of mine.

Many things / incidents have come and gone since I last update. Some good some sad and some crazy and some I have no idea how to classify them. >_<"

The saddest part of it was when I had to put my beloved 4 legged baby to sleep forever. She was on a losing end of her battle with cancer and I could not stand to see her suffer any longer. Her body is buried at the back of my childhood home where mom now resides in Port Dickson. Her tomb marked by a pile of rocks I placed with messages from Mom, Daphne and myself *SOBS*. But hey she is in a better place, free from suffering and looking over mom from Doggie Heaven =).

Career wise, things are finally picking up. I joint one of the top hotel in Kuala Lumpur. It is a tough hotel to enter but I did it and from what I heard it is hard for other races (except Chinese) to get the position of a Corporate Trainee... which once again yours truly managed to grab the one spot offered each year!! WEEE!!!! Earning a decent salary and as of Monday I shall be in the department that I want to progress in. I shall be working under/for one of the most premier working Lady boss in the country! *Jumps for joy* lol.

They say it's hard to work under her. I do not doubt them. But heck... I love the challenge and as long as I maintain a good and positive attitude towards my work I shall excel in my field. Nothing is easy in life... through hardships we can one day enjoy a wonderful life ahead *fingers cross* . For now I just have to mentally and emotionally prepared as of Monday onwards I shall start a new phase in my training programme catered to mentor me into being a level 3 employee (asst manager).

Right now I am chilling at Coffee Beans at BSC (Bangsar Shopping Complex) while the other half attends a function. Anita Sarawak is HERE!!!!! *Drools*

LOL.... alright I guess I am going to stop here. Time to get back to some serious FBing... need to reply msgs etc.

Finally ...

2009-02-19T16:59:00.005+08:00

Without fail, I have managed to neglect my poor blog and disappear from the blogging world – yet again. Boy oh boy, I pity my ears because they had had the share of listening to the nags I received about updating my extremely neglected blog. Somehow, though there is a lot that I want to pen down here, the inspiration to just sit down and do so fails me. Photos and the likes are piling up and the editor of them isn’t too pleased at me since I’m passing the buck rather than editing those photos myself. Hehehe.

*bows down Nippon style*

*GOMMEN NEH!*

Since I had the urge to write something, I thought I might as well do so while the bug is still in me. So, yes, I’m typing this out on Word Pad at work since it’s a quiet night as yours truly is back on graveyard shift for the whole of this week. It’s a shift that I have come to like doing in this particular hotel as it enables me to avoid meeting those imbeciles that I work with at the establishment and honestly, never in my life before have I seen such a dysfunctional hotel with certain members of the staff thinks so ever greatly of themselves.

Well, I’m in the mood to bitch … So, pick up your ears and listen to me.

Why do (some) Asians have this ridiculous idea in their mind that by dating a “white” person (be it American, Australian, British, vice versa) that is automatically gives them the right to brag endlessly about their assumingly “higher” status and the power to look down on others? Are they so superficial and so ignorant to the fact that a person is still a person regardless of their skin colour? These people are so … Hmm … The phrase we often use in French … Ca va pas!

Actually, no pun intended for the paragraph above because there is one person at work that loves talking so ever proudly of her American partner and how she spends money on what would be considered luxury goods for others working in the establishment. I think people who brags about these kinds of thing are just so low – their mentality and maturity. Putting down others indirectly by making such statements made me look down on that person knowing that I am an Asian who had had a modern upbringing and have traveled and seen the world – regardless. People like that should pipe down. Anyway, I do not see the difference if one is dating a white, black, yellow, pink (etcetera) person. To me, what matters is the inner beauty of the person rather than his/her physicality.

All right, I think I got pretty carried away when it came to that topic … Resuming back to normal blogging mode.

It is almost 0600 hours and somehow I have a feeling that I am not going to be the one retyping this on my blog later on. Hehehe. My poor ‘bullied’ roommate is most likely going to type and post this with the selected photo(s) as well because once I reach home … It is shower and bed time for me! YAWNS!

Mix Platter

Going back to the 14th of February. The day started with my roommate, Kyels, trying to get me out of bed. Yes, it takes me ages to wake up most of the time. Anyways, the day was spent with us dining at Belly Good courtesy of a good friend. Dylan, Kyels, and my skanky little cousin, Steph, had a blast and by the end of the meal, boy, our bellies were feeling good.

*burps*

What?!?!

The food were delicious and I can drool just thinking about the meal over and over again. Thanks for the treat, my friend! As usual, Kyels was busy snapping photos of other people’s food the minute it got served while Dylan was busy taking photos of us – the humans! I managed to steal their cameras for a while and took some shots. Some were okay, but most of them were blur. Hey, I’m still learning, okay?!

We bought a book for the skank as a belated birthday gift since we could not find any ‘dodos’ around. Her reaction when she realised the book we gave her was really a damn sweat case. Apparently, mom had lent her the book and she is in the midst of reading it! Bummer! A return trip to Borders at Times Square to change the book and the only difference this time is that we took her along. Oh! They were giving away free Wall’s ice creams there too! Trust Steph to know this kind of information so we queued up for it and ended up with two ice creams each! Well, skank the piglet managed to gobble both her ice creams just like Dylan and since Kyels and I could not finish ours, the piglet decided to approach strangers and give them away!

*laughs out loud*

I’m really starting to babble away now … And I’m going to drink my Gatorade at the back office and give someone a wakey wakey call!

Ooo … Thanks Kyels, for posting this for me and also giving me the permission to use your photos. Hehehe. See, I said thanks in my post because I know you will be doing it for me. Such confidence I have … Hehehehe. Guten Nacht!

Note: I'm posting this for the lazy ass with my account and she bullies me often! Really! Hahaha! You owe me something ... For passing the buck to me always. Haha!

**Edited 22nd Feb 09 **
Yaya I always bully you!! Liar Liar boxers on Fire!! LOL
Thanks again dearie.

Paddington Travels in Class

2009-02-11T21:24:00.006+08:00

Paddington Bear in Liz Claiborne bag! (Don't play play, I travel only in style)

Actually, no other title to think of that was suitable for this post … Lalalala!

It has been a long time since my last entry. Two freaking months since the previous one and anyway work has been consuming all my energy including my brainpower. Frankly speaking, the current 5-star hotel that I am working in has a long way to go from being an actual 5-star establishment because of the mentality – not only of the staffs but also the whole management.

On the other hand, things outside of work have been pretty much the same except for the little surprises I received few days ago. I now own a cute “kuchi” Liz Claiborne handbag and my finger now bears a glittering Swarovski crystal ring.

I Evighet

Oh, I have another addition to the teddy family. Finally, we have managed to fill up the twenty stickers quota in exchange for the tiny Paddington Bear we wanted from Guardian. And hopefully by Sunday the real Paddington Bear from London will join this ever-growing group of teddies that complain every night because they get accidentally tossed out of bed.

Hehe!!!

Oh ya … I read on Little Skank’s blog … Hahahahaha … You better watch out as you will be getting those two unwanted anchors. Maybe I should get someone to massage them for you every night as to prevent the appendages from sagging all the way down to your feet … HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Off topic; thanks to someone for taking time to snap those photos for lazy me. Hehehe.

Anniversaire dîner au Marché...

2008-12-14T22:24:00.003+08:00

It was the last Saturday of my "medical leave" period and how did I spend it?? LOL... The best way I know how to... Stuffing myself silly. LOL. Joke! Actually, we finally celebrated Dylan's super belated birthday at Marché which is located at The Curve, Damansara.

Marché is a pretty cool place and I fell in love with their concept of a market place. Simple yet it has an attractive atmosphere that creates a very relaxing and a homely feeling. Marché which basically means market place in French was basically designed with market style concepts all around and the large variety of food and beverages they served were delicious and reasonably priced. Oh, I forgot to mention --- the restaurant has a Switz concept.

*laughs hysterically loud*

As many already know, yours truly is Switz crazy. So, there was a ~~bacon~~ bit of walking down memory lane. Especially with the cuisines offered. Hehehehe. A must have when one talks about Suisse cuisines is "Rösti" which is derived as a potato dish from Switzerland and a very filling one I might add. It was a dish I got addicted to during my time in Switzerland

*grins cheekily*

Rösti

Okay, back to the dinner event.

Let us see... Dylan picked us up from our pad and once we reached The Curve, we blind folded him when we arrived and was about the walk towards the restaurant. It was hillarious watching him 'waddle' so ever slowly until I told him to put his hand on my shoulder and guided him towards our chosen venue. Now, with me being "naughty", I blinded him with my sleep mask which resulted in strangers pointing and laughing. It also made the mime artist guy "bully" Dylan even more

*rolls on the floor laughing with hands on my tummy*

"Naughty"

Now the mimer seemed to enjoy 'disturbing' Kyels younger brother, Ting Yang. He kept coming back to our table and disturbing the lil fella. Then again, the lil fella also loved disturbing him back so dua dua also same sweat case. LOL.

Ooh..... at the end of the dinner, I couldn't resists the urge to take picture with the cow painted in Switz trademark and colour. Photos taken by mon cheri Kyels.

"RJ Goes All Moooooo Ala-Suisse"

The night ended with us chilling at Laundry while sipping or gulping (whichever you decide to call it) our bottle of Smirnoff Red with our chosen mixers.

That's all from me now as its already 2326hrs and I've got to rise and shine by 0400hrs. I'm finally going back to work tomorrow.

Daphne's Piano Graduation Recital

2008-11-03T15:29:00.002+08:00

I'm posting this on the owner's behalf because she was unable to post it up due to the unavailability of Internet connection in her place. Anyway, Daphne's recital will be held tomorrow at University College Sedaya International and she will be playing seven songs from one variation to another and all in instrumental form.

If you're able to attend, do come and give the graduating students support at the scheduled venue!

;)

Craziness Inc

2008-10-26T11:24:00.010+08:00

The 2 Crazy Koi Siblings

Finally, an update from yours truly - all the way from Taiping which is also known as the Heritage Town to the locals here. Well, the photo above was taken yesterday at the annual Krista kindergarten concert and family day. As you can see, the two siblings have gone rather crazy and one ( the one on the right ) was obsessed with the purple rose and decided to stick it in his pants!

Oh, the horror!

And poor pretty rose!

I wonder did it survive its nightmare?!

Besides that, the other decided to pose with the oh-my-God-I'm-shocked-poser-look. I've no comments with these two posers.

*laughs out loud*

More photos will be posted when I have a stable and permanent connection which will be coming soon ... Very soon. Don't have to ask how soon. It's ... VERY!

*Photo edited by Kyels. Thanks Dearie ^_^"

Contemplation

2008-10-18T12:34:00.008+08:00

Contemplation

This site has been abandoned for quite a while by the owner due to the unavailability of an Internet connection at home and I have decided to post a random entry here to keep it going and from rotting on the cyberspace. Anyway, this photo is entitled “contemplation” because it looked like she was pondering hard on a certain subject in her mind. I would not call this piece a candid photo because I told her to freeze because of the pose – it was an unconscious realization for me because she looked really cool seated that way.

Though the photo has obvious digital grains, I still love it because of the effect from the noise and if reductions were done the whole photo will look plastic and surreal. The grains were present because of the level of light sensitivity used, as the ISO has to be pushed slightly higher than 200 due to the underexposure of the surroundings.

Hopefully when she reads her site she will not manslaughter me because of the photo and I did post another of hers in my own personal space. She might be screaming when she sees this so please keep me safe from harm.

Just kidding!

Happy Saturday everybody!

Aloha From Port Dickson, Malaysia

2008-09-14T18:12:00.004+08:00

My first update though I landed back on Malaysian soil 10days ago. The first 7days went by like a breeze…way too fast for my liking, while these last three days seem to move so slowly like time has been put on slow motion. Anyway, am posting this from bros pad in Port Dickson, since my other house where I reside with mom has no internet connection. Can’t be bothered to fix a new line since soon I will be moving back to the city and boy can’t I wait! Hehehe .

Mom decided to move back to Pd while I was on my 1 year stint in the UK, so yea I’m in a place that is officially more ‘ulu’ comparing to Windermere. Oh, I had a friend over the first few days I was back and we managed to enjoy the sunsets at the beach in front of mom’s place a couple of times. Now I’m the newbie when it comes to photography unlike my dear friend. Thanks Kyels for the editing (esp since I take senget-ed photos).

Sunset View from the 3rd 1/2 mile beach with part of Avillion Hotel in the background. I just love the sun light effect on the water & sand, and how the sky is lighted up with different shades of colours.

This photo was taken during a cloudy day, and we weren't expecting to get a good sunset. Boy were we wrong. The dark rain clouds made this photo a bit more dramatic while mom said it's similiar to the paintings I used to paint in those days. I love this photo a lot because the sky seems to be on fire!

The third photo was a candid shot taken. I shall call it view through Kyels fingers hehehehe. Photo was taken on a really cloudy day in PD, but yet we managed to get some good shots. Mine are crap in comparison to hers. Then again... I'm a NEWBIE *wink* hehehehe.

So who is it that took the above photos? Simple look below and you shall see. hehehehe. I love this photo of myself that Kyels took. She took really good shots of me but I took crappy ones of her -_-. Sowie Dear.

This last photo below, is the very person who helped me with editing my photos and also the dearie that took good photos of me. Who is this person? hahahaha GUESS!! lol

p/s: Loading a few photos at a time this time round, as heaven knows when will be the next time I will be logging back to the internet.

She's Coming Home!

2008-09-01T01:25:00.003+08:00

Being the GB of this site I cannot deny my responsibilities – especially to check for updates made by the owner herself (since she hardly does so) and to keep posting anything here when I am granted the extra time. Anyway, the title speaks the content of my post and I guess I need not elaborate any longer.

In her previous post (last paragraph) she said she wanted me to post juicy stories and gossips but unfortunately I have none at the moment except that that woman is finally coming back in three days time. Actually, there are only two more days to go since it is 0131 hours here already (Malaysian time).

Here’s a story of her pre-departure that is still etched in my mind – vividly. It has been a year but I can still remember every details. Interesting!

I recalled clearly how she was rushing to clean up or reformat her laptop and how we went into Nike to buy her a new pair of shoes since the white/light/midnight blue Adidas were too worn out to be true. I was acting as her consort that time and she needed the company – so did I since it will be a whole long year before I get to see her in flesh again. Anyway, it was a mad rush – with me going to the mall earlier than our appointment time because I had to get her a birthday gift before she travels to the other side of the world and she was a very good friend to me. So, by the time we managed to get everything done she had to leave to Subang to collect her laptop from a friend and it was then - our long goodbyes and I miss you(s). I could not make it to the airport because I was exhausted albeit I wanted so badly to be there. But she understood why and I love her for that reason! No, I have always loved this wonderful friend of mine!

See, I can still remember the whole day and you ought to be happy!

But as they always say – time flies and look it has already been a year since the start of her working stint at the Lake District and now it has come to an end. Truthfully, I really cannot wait for her to touch down because I get to see her again and I truly missed this good friend of mine and how we used to hang out together and how I surprised her at Le Meridien (together with Dylan) because I wanted to see her in skirt … Very lame but yes we did do it after my university event and it was around 0200 hours in the morning when we paid her a visit at the front desk!

The story sounds hilarious and I am grinning like a Cheshire cat just by reminiscing because it was indeed a moment for us to keep. Honestly, I missed this woman ever since she went United Kingdom. Though we had had our own ups and downs but the friendship is still growing strong and it only gets stronger by day.

I am truly blessed to have met someone like her.

I think I ought to stop now if not I will turn this whole post into a mush and you might just cry reading what I wrote. Okay, I am only exaggerating!

Anyway, have a safe flight home and I will be seeing you real soon dear!

So Close Yet Still Far

2008-08-31T21:06:00.006+08:00

Well it's exactly 3 more days before I finally board my flight back to Malaysia, and 4 more days till I meet my loved ones! CAN'T WAIT!!!

I've had a wonderful 1 year here in the UK, with awesome memories. Wouldn't lie but there were times of 'menyampah times' but all in all my one year here has been memorable and a chance in a life time I would say. I've grown a lot in so many ways and am more confident in certain things. One thing for sure is the guts to do something and that one decision I made, has made me the happiest person on earth ! hehehe *wink*

Last week I had received some super duper heartbreaking news from mommy, asking me to make a decision to put my baby Jackie to sleep as the other dog bit Jackie on her growth. A growth that developed while I was here in UK and was not informed off until that night when I had to make a decision. What was my decision?? I beg mom to save her no matter and to take her to a private vet. Hey for the first time in my life i begged my brother!!! But the end result which I got from mommy yesterday has made me happy again. Jackie's operation when successfully and I do not have to put her to sleep! YIPPEEE!!!! I know Jackie won't be around for that long especially since she is already 12 yrs of age... but my baby is a fighter, has been since she was a lil naughty puppy and will always be as an old fart machine hehehehe.

Ok... I am seriously a lastminute.com when it comes to packing. My luggage is packed, my knapsack and IT bag on the other hand isn't. The stuff to be shipped by cargo are packed and ready in the closet. Yet I still cant see my damn floor!!! And I'm so drained from the party last night! I could so do with a nice long massage.

Sigh......time to drag my arse back to packing and not dilly dally any longer, esp since I have to meet Giovanni in an hour for Coffee at Costa Coffee for our last round of updates, gossips etc etc hahahah.

OH! just realized something. This is going to be my last post from the Lake District (Windermere to be exact) and most likley the last post from the UK. Next post will be when I'm back on Msian Soil. Maybe I'll bug my GB to blog something nice and juicy before she hijacks my blog with Steph! hahaha.

FISH!!! I'm SOOOO LASTMINUTE.COM!!!

I'm New Here!

2008-08-27T12:32:00.005+08:00

I doubt any introduction needs to be done here since I am a frequent reader of this infamous site. Anyway, here’s a brief introduction about myself – my name is Kyels and I have been invited to be a Guest Blogger here since our dear little friend hardly updates. Actually, it all started with a joke where I said I would help to update this site if she does not do it any sooner. Lest did I know she really did send me an invite to be a GB.

Okay, I’m thrilled. I think so!

There’s only one thing in my mind now. Let me be honest here – I cannot wait any longer for this woman to come back! Oh yes, she is coming back! In exactly nine more days she will be touching down on our Malaysian soil and though I will not be able to go to the airport to see her cat walking out of the international arrival hall (because in my idea arrival and departure halls are meant for families only) I know that I or we will be making plans to meet up and I am really looking forward to it – definitely.

Well, RJ dear, do not kill me for updating your blog because I already said I will and besides it is good to give your readers some thrill – the buzz of having a new person taking your place temporarily or sometimes when it comes to updating your site. I’m just kidding! By the way, I cannot wait for you to come back so get your SKANKY ass back here soon and give your dear little friend some loving since we have not seen each other since last August. Oyeah!

Oh, do write about your birthday soon if not I’m going to post up you-know-what-photos. JOKE!

:P

Off topic; I know you're feeling the kilig factor now! Nyahaha!

The Countdown Begins.....

2008-08-16T06:01:00.006+08:00

Roughly 3weeks left before my time in the UK is up. My feelings are all mixed. I'm sad to leave this place as I have made some really good friends here esp Giovanni, Ausra, Rachel and Matej. Haha not to mention my crazy night life where we go out almost every Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday night -_-' hehehe. But honestly speaking I'm super thrilled and excited to return back to Malaysia as it has been almost 1 year since I last saw my parents and my old 4legged fart machine Jackie =p. Plus there is something else to look forward too ;).

I'm scratching my head thinking how on earth I'm going to start my packing as over the year, a lot of shopping has been done both here in the UK and in Switzerland -_-'. Clothes, Dvds, Perfumes, books, external hard drives, cameras etc to sort. HELP!!! Back at home another headache is waiting for me....boxes of my stuff to unpack as mom moved back to PD in March. -_-...RJ hates packing and unpacking!! *sobs*

Below are some pictures taken using my Motorola V8. Quality aint good... but lantaklah =p.

Bunch of 'drunkards' @ Wheelhouse

Kewl Smoking Pig Postcard from Matej ^-^

My fav. secluded spot which I frequently visit.

Currently I am crazy over one particular song..... which one? hahaha just listen to the song below ^_^

September 3rd liftoff touch down on Malaysian soil on 4th September 2008 @ 7am.- ish hahaha. Can't wait!

**thanks Kyels for spotting the typo hahahha ;)**

Windermere Air Show 2008

2008-08-10T06:01:00.004+08:00

A couple of weeks ago, the annual Windermere Air Show was on for the weekend. Went out during Saturday with Rachel and Joanne as Lisa had been good enough to give off on the first day. I recall it being a nice and sunny day, which was spent in Gleep Park for a bit playing certain games like bumper cars withs the boys Albert, Rafal and Bogdan whom we bump into there. From there we moved on to The Ship for beers and coronas before heading back to Rachel's flat where I hogged the tele and refused to swap the channel all because they were showing about Malaysian cuisines. Meleleh leleh air liuh RJ looking at our national dish and pop one image comes out...ICE KACANG!!! RJ WANTS!!!!!!!! lol. anyways enough bull shit ...here are some pics from that day.

Us 3 @ D Gleep
(ooo Rj wore white and turquoise for the first time ^_^ )

Fun Ride
Had to give it a skip though coz all us were still intoxicated from the night before -_-'

Fun Ride pic2

One of the show Displays

Our Starter at the GOlden FOrtune, the Chinese Restaurant.
What do you do after a nice day out, PIG OUT MORE!!! =p

More Photos less words from now on

2008-07-26T02:04:00.002+08:00

Reading my last post, clearly indicates that I have lost the motivation to write a decent post. Therefore I shall be taking a lil break from writing in this blog and just stick to posting photos for the time being. First photo will be the fridge of one of the managers here at the Belsfield Hotel. Her place is also our party pad... where lots of hanky panky tends to take place hahahah jk.

Hehehe party night again tonight. Thank goodness I'm off esok. A normal day out would result in this much alcohol being consumed. This was only 5 of us out that day.

Drinking round 3 -_-"

hohoho

Working life....sigh

2008-07-21T04:13:00.004+08:00

Typing this entry out on word document because bloody internet is out again. Nyampah betul!!
OMG!! What a hectic day at work. From the time I stepped into reception both ‘G’ and I were running around like mad, from the guests to the phone and back again. It was never ending! I’m not complaining about the work load, especially since when at work I like being busy. Habit I guess especially all my life all the hotels I worked in were 5* and we were always busy. Today on the other hand was just ridiculous. Why? Gawd, people here can be so thick sometimes. Hehe at one point I got so angry with ‘T’, this lady that works in our central reservations. We all hate her because all the time she messed up our bookings etc. Today was the best though, she called up and asked me to check a reservation that was made by a guest on laterooms.com (who has different confirmation numbers than from our system), this idiotic person just could not seem to get it into her head and kept pestering us. At the end said can you ring the guest back, to which I said ok with pleasure… but guess what that mangkuk did…. Or shall I say didn’t do. No guest name, no arrival date and couldn’t even remember the laterooms confirmation number, all she remembered was the phone number!! That was the last straw! So yours truly nicely fired ‘T’ and said if she kept on doing this bullshit I won’t even deal with her anymore. ‘G’ could not believe it, as it was the first time I’ve exploded like that, and somehow he found it hilarious and was sitting in the corner cracking up T_T. WTF!! Hahaha.

So there you go all in all a crazy but not so bad day at work hahaha. At the end of the shift, I got my usual free drink… ‘Blue Wkd’ (vodka) from the bar complimentary of the bar manager ‘P’ and sat out back in the smoking zone with some other stuff and chilled.

Now….time for me to crash as got to get back in to work in 7hours! *Yawn* ^O^

**edited 20th July 2008 @ 2100hrs**
Today was Rj’s turn to be a lil lazy at work. First of all, dragging my arse out of bed this morning was such a hassle as it was nice and cold and I kept snoozing my alarm. Made it in the nick of time for work though so woot! Hehehe. Now I’m lazy to eat! Hahaha yes you read it right, I’m lazy to eat! Going to watch ‘Taiyou no Uta’ then head to bed so can dream more hahaha.

Rj splashing away…………………………..SPLASH SPLASH ^_^

I love the tune to this song.
Lyrics used to mean something...now it's just words faded into the background

Heaven called a year ago

2008-07-19T06:03:00.005+08:00

I guess it is time for me to update. I was going to post this last month but just could not bring myself to posting it. I guess part of me just can't accept that she is no longer with me. I feel sad knowing that when I go back home to PD in September she wont be there to greet me or me say "Ooooi Athai Baikka?" and her going..."baik oooooooo" , and "Rohini Baik ka?" followed by "boyfren apamacam" hehehhe that's my beloved aunty hehehe. Always a joker. Gawd I miss her. I can't believe a 13months has gone past. Yet somehow I always feel she is still with me.

Madam Shigeko Nagamachi a.k.a Athai a.k.a Obachan!
Peacefully rejoined her hubby and daughter on 2nd June 2007
I MISS YOU !!!!

Athai, no matter where you are, deep inside us part of you remain. Wish you were still with us, but no worries, one day we will all be together again ^_^ ne Obachan.

A quickie From London

2008-07-08T21:27:00.003+08:00

Just a quick update from London. Yes that is where I current am. Just a short breather away from my work since I have to clear up my holidays before I leave in Sept. Thought this was the best time to escape. Was debating to either go to Switzerland again or to Barcelona but at the end decided not to and take that time to relax and chill and catch up with some old friends / relatives here in London. The weather in London is so much better than in Windermere where it has been pouring non stop for the past 2weeks!! But here it's nice and sunny ^_^".

Was suppose to come down on Sunday but decided to postpone it till yesterday as I wanted to watch the mens final where Nadal vs. Federer. Gawd!! that has got to be the longest match I have ever watched!! over 4hours!!! Sadly Federer lost so close yet so far. Sadly he didn't make history by winning it 6 times to beat Bjorn Borg. But I have to hand it to Nadal, his game was wow! Very impressive. He deserved to win!! ^_^

I'm debating if I should head down to Oxford Street and do some shopping, Hmmm. Kind of tempted to go get a nice yummylicious Frapuccino Caramel from Starbucks. Good thing my cousins place is just like a 15mins bus ride to Oxford Street =p. I'm in a jolly good mood now that I've had my dose of 'Happy Pill' hahahaha. My Happy Pill you know who u are ..... I DARE YOU hahahahaha. jk

ok Rj needs her caffeine now...already starting to act gila!! -_-'

Tschuss

Sick Bored RJ

2008-06-29T03:13:00.006+08:00

OMG So Boring!!!! I'm at work at the moment, but with all the medication running through my body and it being super quite here at work today, I'm in a self battle trying to NOT fall asleep though the migraine just ain't helping me one bit. I should have called in sick today, but decided not to for a few reasons.But I'm starting to think maybe it was not a wise move to come in to work especially since my temperature is back, and I've got a splitting headache and super duper congested nose. So right now I'm just waiting for the last 3hrs of my shift to finish then I can crawl and cuddle Dong Dong and Kissy (heheh my dolphin and ducky stuff toy) and just doze off. Still have 6 days to work before I get my off day and I'm already waiting for that day so I can just sleep and not worry about work. Can't wait Cant wait!!

A collegue has given me some medication which seems to help but if this doesn't go away soon, I'm going to have to go see the docs here which I hate to do! Rj hates clinics and hospitals!! =(. I've been at work for 5hours now and the amount of hot tea that I have already consumed is going to put me off tea for a bit once I get well. Hehehe RJ is so bonkers at work today, that I am singing or shall I say humming all crazy tunes. Kesian Matt having such a bonkers rakan kerja at work today hehehe =P. Gawd the nicknames I have been called since I came here is wow. from 'cheeky' , 'trouble' (somehow this nickname follows Lily and I all the way from Switz hehe), 'little mermaid' (don't ask me y), 'cheeky monkey', 'dolphin', 'jiggly puffs', 'Gibbon' (help haha), 'little', 'naughty miss' (sigh) etc etc. Holy smokes that sure is quite a few nicknames. Ooo and my general manager called me 'sugar fairy' once -_-' (parah case).

You can tell I'm really bored at work today. Hmmm I'm wondering if I should go up to London next week. Just to go for the Pride party they having. Still thinking hehehe.

Nobody to sayang RJ while she is sick =(. No Jackie to follow me around as well =( Waaaaaa I miss my four legged old fart machine hehehe.

KKL...aku don't gag, aku jilat hahahaha just kidding. sorry had to add this line coz u had me cracking up earlier on the phone muahahaha ;) and KKL, Rj's rule, if RJ is sick kena disayang not dibully!!! =P

Weeeheeee ^_^ (no other name for this post)

2008-06-25T11:16:00.003+08:00

Oh Gawd what a night we had hehehe. Party last night till 4am then went to work at 3pm after being woken up my Rachel @ 1pm hehehe. Dangerous having a manager with the master key! LOL Always have to make sure I ain't sleeping in the ........err you know what hahaha.
I don't believe that 2 nights in a row we went clubbing and had sooooo much fun hahaha. Staggs was boring at first tonight... but towards the end they started playing the kind of music that we enjoyed which kind of got us in the dancing mood. So when it closed at 2am we ended up at Rachel's flat till well now 415am.... blasting music and dancing hahaha. It was fun! I guess I better get to bed now since I have to wake up in 5hours and head out to Kendal for lunch with my colleagues and a day of well ...they plan to get pissed again. Rj has to behave today because Thursday is my next dr. appointment and my physio therapy for my fucked up right arm.

Yawn.......... Rj is sleep! :D

Bon nuit!!

Kyels......Lollipop........ hahahhaha =p

New Blog Url

2008-06-19T00:35:00.005+08:00

How vain can RJ be lol.
Pic taken @ Starbucks Zurich by Lily during our hols in Switz.

Ah finally I get to blog again. Took a bit of hiatus mode because work has been hectic plus akunyer boss discovered aku nyer blog. So to play save I decided to change it to this link hehehe. Kind of suits just well with me since I'm crazy over Switzerland! My colleagues keep telling me will you stop comparing things with Switzerland =p.

Been on the early shift for almost a week now which means after work either shower and hit the pillows straight or go out for a bit that is when i'm lucky and its sunny outside. Horrible day today though rain rain and more rain.

Well since it's raining and so cozy and nice... this sleepy head is going to hit the sack for a bit.

Ciao for now ^_^

Blog Addy Change

2008-06-12T20:40:00.002+08:00

Not going to update this blog for now as there will be a change of my url link. (sebab sialan di hotel aku knows about this link)

Will change the url link next week. So till then it will give the few ppl i know who read this blog secretly to leave me a mail at baby_jo83@hotmail.com (dont ask me about this email add...dont know what i was thinking when i was 13 and got it hahaha.) for my new link add.

First Aider RJ

2008-04-26T07:45:00.003+08:00

Today has been a super super tiring but fulfilling day! Woke up early today as Giovanni and I had to attend our First Aiders training course in Kendal. Yes you read right... first aider training (part 1). hehehe so now RJ is officiallly qualified to give CPR =p. Anyone want to volunteer become RJ's 'victim' muahahaha. It was an interesting course altogether.

Met up with Lily and Anetka after our course at around 4ish and we headed down to Cafe Nero, one of our favorite to satisfy our caffeine fix. It doesn't beat the Starbucks like we get back home in Malaysia... but it is 100times better than Costa Coffee which so many Brits seem to prefer.

Well as usual, when 'bonkers' people meet up and each carry their own camera... it tends to result in a lot of cam-whoring etc hahaha. Giovanni has called me paparazzi *mamamia*. Anyways am off to bed to get some shut eyes and let the medicines do its job.

But before I leave here are 3pictures of the many taken today.

Aneta & I

Lily & I

2 crazy best friends hahaha.
We both went crazy just seconds ago modifying pictures hahaha.

The Original hehe

Lily wrote something in her blog..here that brought tears to my eyes again yesterday. Once again we will be parting ways...only thing this time we don't really know when we going to meet up again. Just like that the 4crazy 'family' are all separated once again...NO FUN!!

Well off to bed now since we both got to get up early to head off to Kendal. Tschuss

Sehr müde!

2008-04-24T09:26:00.006+08:00

So much so for regular updates eh! Been busy with work since I got back from my hols. Things have been a bit 'blöd' in the office with certain members of staff, and Gawd, I regretted starting work on Friday. The office was just in such a chaotic environment and not at all the 'atmosphere' that I was looking forward to when coming back to work. Finally today... erm maybe I should say yesterday since it's already the 24th here.... well anyways finally today things seem a bit more organized at work and slowly getting back into the system I knew (let's see how long it last this time). Was going to catch up on some sleep after work since I finished at 330p.m today. It was all I was dreaming off when I was at work hahaha. That's only because I've been only getting like 2hrs sleep each night since I got back from Switzerland...and my body wasn't in its right state. Breaking into cold and hot shivers etc wasn't really the situation to be in. But still forced myself to go to work...or else sure mampus with boredom in my room. yea yea RJ would rather work than take MC here hahaha.

Anyways so much so for shut eyes hahaha. Decided to take up Giovanni's invitation to swim. Issa was there too and before we knew it, in came Sabina... and later followed by Rafal and Roselyn hahaha. Yea the staff took over the hotel pool the whole evening. hehehe. So there we were massive swimming for 2hours with breaks for the Sauna and a bit of chit-chat. I was surprised that I could swim that many laps in the pool today considering the amount of people there. My right arm has been killing me for 2days already, muscle pull... but being in the mood I was in, I welcomed the pain and pushed myself to the limit swimming laps in the pool. Don't think that was a very good idea especially since now my arm is all numb hahaha. Well afther 2hours+ of swimming, this swimming group pigged out at Golden Fortune, a local Chinese restaurant near the hotel...all because yours truly opened her gap and said she feels like eating chinese :). So yea we spent the same amount of time in the restaurant pigging out and I think we gained what ever we lost in the pool hehe.

WTF!! it's almost 3am here and I have to go to work in 4hours and I just can't seem to fall asleep (which would explain why I'm updating this at this hour). Someone give me some damn sleeping pills so I can fall asleep like I used to! Damn!!

ouch...somehow somewhere I seem to have sliced my lower lip... sakit!! *sobs sobs*. Lately physically has not been that good especially with my arms. Has to be linked with lack of sleep and lost of appetite I guess. Surprisingly today I could eat a big dinner... but then again it was the only meal I ate the whole day minus a small brioche that I had for breakfast.

wtf! Ich möchte verschwinden!! Scheiße. Da ich jemanden verloren, das Leben ist nicht so bunt, wie sie verwendet werden! oh well life goes on :):(

RJ ist sehr müde und geht schlafen....well try to schlafen at least. Tschuss for now.

(this post so sesat-ed all over the place sigh) Zzzzzzzz

Tender Heart

I'm Back!

2008-04-17T20:19:00.006+08:00

I'm back from my not so secrettive location hahaha. Just got back from my 'second home' SWITZERLAND!! (no I don't have a house there.... well not yet at least hopefully one day hehe) and yes I stayed with a friend while I was there. Regina has been a wonderful host as usual. Terima Kasih Embak Regina!! ^_^

Waaaah!!! *sobs sobs* Vacation over!! Knowing that this would be my last time visiting Switzerland this year, I was so sad when it was time to leave on the 15th. Heavy heartedly both Lily and I said goodbye to Switzerland. Even as our flight took off we were looking out of the window till we could no longer see Switzerland. Some might be wondering what our obsession about Switzerland is... even some of my colleagues here keep asking me what I find so nice about Switzerland...well most of them except Giovanni who has been to Switzerland and loves it like I do hehehe. But seriously after studying/living in Switzerland for almost 2years, living elsewhere just doesn't seem as peaceful, clean or as 'organized' etc as that country. Everything work! and Gawd...the public transportation in Switz is like no other countries I've visited.

Anyways this holidays, I took it easy not like in January lari here and lari there visiting alot of places. This time I took the time to enjoy Neuchâtel and meet up with some IHTTI classmates. Last Friday, Lily and I met up in Zurich for some shopping as I needed to get some new shoes etc. Bought Giovanni's Channel Allure sports cologne for him....which was about CHF 130 (x3 for RM) and a bunch of his other shopping list. Dia hanya seorang di sini yang I kerja with yang gilakan Channel perfume and Chocolates!! hahaha. We also met up with Britta a fellow classmate from our degree year. Boy it sure was good to met up after a year and a half not seeing each other. So much to catch up in so little time. We ended up having dinner in a Korean restaurant in Zurich...which was very nice actually. Then took the after 7pm train back hehe (after 7pm it's free for me as I got the after 7card hehehe)

Oh talking about perfumes, I got myself a DKNY 'Be Delicious' which is refreshing and suitable for where I work. But still on top of my list is Chanel No.5 which I need to get a new bottle sometime soon. Anybody wanna buy me a new one?? hehehe. Got myself a new pair of shoes... a black Adidas hehehe I love my NIKE but needed to get a black shoes here considering the fact that I love wearing black cloths and tiba-tiba white shoes...it just doesn't go hehe.

Oooo best thing that I bought was something from GUESS and it made Lily laugh so much. I believe Kyels had that same reaction when she saw the photo hahaha. Will load them all up later on because it's on Lily's camera. hehehe. Some are happy that I'm finally making that 'transformation'. Even myself when I saw the photos couldn't help laughing like orang gila. Mind you Lily was almost on the floor hahaha. hmm let's see if I have some crazy pictures from my camera to load up now. And no it's not going to be the 'transformation' ones hahaha.

Opps only 1 crazy picture I can load... most of it on her camera or on my phone which I'm too lazy to transfer now.

We went a bit crazy on both flights! This one was taken when heading to Switz!

2 Crazy Friends Heading to Switz!

Ok, that's all for now. Time to go do my laundry now. WAHHH!!! Don't want to start work tomorrow. wahhh!! Especially with all the crap going on in the office now. sigh.

eh?

2008-04-09T06:55:00.006+08:00

REALLY REALLY SHORT UPDATE TO SAY GOOD BYE!!!!! =P

I will be out of the country for a week! ;)
where I'm going? hehehe who knows! LOL
Proper regular updates when I get back!

**Edited 12th April 2008**
Having a blast on this 'secret escape'! and also super duper broke hahaha. More updates with 'SHOCKING IMAGES' later on hehehe ;)

Till then here's a lil video to keep you smiling hehehe got some of my co-workers dancing to this hohoho. ea rj has been up to her lil trouble again lol *innocent face* =p

Gummibär
(english version also available on youtube under gummy bear)

In The End........

2008-03-14T09:26:00.008+08:00

Sometimes life takes us down paths we try so hard to avoid. No matter how hard we try, we still pass through that path. I hide from everyone, or maybe I'm just hiding from myself? Who knows. It's better to hide then to face reality. Our problems is best kept to ourselves as no one will truly understand them. I now believe a friend when she used to say that before. Unless you walk in that person's shoes, you will never truly understand what that person is going through. Sometimes I wish I could just turn back time. To the time when I looked at the world with full of hope and dreams. Back to the time when I was a child with no worries at all.

It is important to tell the truth everytime? Heaven knows. I've tried it but at the end the person that gets hurt the most is no one else but me. Maybe it's best to tell people what they want to hear. I've learned to hide my feelings since I was 9... I can still do it now. I've fooled everyone with the 'act' I've put up. Let them think I'm a happy rich man's kid. I don't give a shit. People judge us without knowing who we truly are. That is their lost. Some of you have seen through my wall especially, Hien, Lily, MeiMei and Kyels ^_^ and to these special 4 friends I have I am truly grateful. They took the trouble to get to know me. Which I thank God everyday for their presence. They make life worth living for. For those of you who decide to judge me without taking the trouble to really get to know me... that is your choice. Don't pretend to care etc when you don't. I don't need pity and I don't need fake "friendship".

F*** I can't even write properly!! ARRGH!!!

*off to crash on the bed...so full of smoke!*

Linkin Park - In The End
When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter

Someday...

2008-03-08T08:27:00.011+08:00

Currently Listening: Someday

Ich bin...

Some of you may remember this song...someday by MLTR. I must be really old since this song is more than 10years old hahaha. I remember loving it then, but sekarang kira it's got a much deeper and personal meaning.
Suprisingly how chilling at a friend's place and he was like RJ do you know this song, and it just brought back memories and *ping* it has been looping on my player. Together with another song given to me by a dear friend of mine. Will put that song up in the next post.

Anyways I'm on a 3 day break. Been FORCED to take my Lou Day (PH) in advance. Bummer big time as I can't go anywhere anyway since the weather is sucky and transportation back to my place on Sunday SUCKS!! So yea RJ terpaksa habiskan cuti dia di Windermere. Menyampah betul cuti but takleh gi mana-mana.

Eh .... looks like hotel ni serious pasal I untuk stay on one more year. F/O manager bilang, yang I akan di 'train' sebagai Duty Manager untuk bila I pulang kerja dengan mereka dalam bulan October 2008. Tapi hotel ini kira kena berjaga-jaga. Kalau setakat percakapan sahaja kira tak laku. Lainlah kalau in Black and white can hold them to their word. Anyway let's see how it goes. But for now, I miss my mom and little old 4-legged farty baby so much. Jackie wait for me... baby I'll come back and spoil you rotten for one month!! hehe. and you can bark all you want hahaha.

Tinggal 3 hari lagi sebelum something happens. lol. Aku pun tak tahu macam mana nak behave pada hari Isnin. Tengok la. Nasib baik I kerja juga lol.

Well Rj is gonna continue watching her HK Tv series.... Heart of Greed.

So.... do you guys remember this song?? Enjoy! ^_^

MLTR - Someday

What A Day....

2008-03-03T08:43:00.007+08:00

=p That's How I Sleep! hahaha

Went to work a little late today and left 2hours earlier as I was feeling pooly*. Had to go into work today as couldn’t leave my colleague to do all 44 check outs etc by himself.

What was wrong with me? Well kira I kind of made me tummy upset by not eating anything except a slice of toast for lunch yesterday. Nothing for dinner the night before, no breakfast yesterday, a lousy slice of toast for lunch and no dinner and went to bed. Woke up at 0300hrs and ran to the loo to puke. All the acid I guess. Horrible night after that. Tried eating something but just would not stay down =(. Anyway went to work and refused to eat anything because I could not afford to be throwing up at work. Just keep drinking fluids to keep going.

Anyways went to Tesco down the road at 6ish to get a proper meal of rice. Ran into Rachel and we both went to Co-Op and Tesco, got my groceries and then she invited me to dine at her place. A short trip to Tesco and 6hours later only I am coming back. Mamamia!!

Durant tout ce temps j'étais là, je cherchais à l'époque, parce que je voulais retourner en arrière et continuer à discuter avec quelqu'un en ligne. . Mais comme il y avait quelque chose qu'elle avait besoin d'en parler je suis resté. Désolé. Parlez-en à vous demain K. Hehehe Had à utiliser google traducteur pour traduire en français.

Ok am going off to bed soon. Well as soon as I eat something again. hehehe. =p

Just another song from The Fray that I like .... it's got a nice tune to it. Addictive tune. lol

The Fray - Heaven Forbid

Ich bin, wer ich bin,.... ein Fremder zu mir.....

2008-02-27T23:24:00.003+08:00

Ich bin, wer ich bin, ein Fremder zu mir. Das ist, wie ich fühlte mich in letzter Zeit. Ich weiss selbst nicht mehr. Je mehr ich suche desto mehr verloren ich. Das Leben hat mir eine zweite Chance, wieder zu lieben, aber ich kann nicht begrüsse diese zweite Chance, wenn mein Herz ist schon jemand anderes Eigentum. Ich sah einen Film erwähnt, und eines der Lieder in diesem Film beschreibt, wie ich fühle. Er sagt, wir nur einmal verlieben. Wir leben mit den Freuden der Liebe, und wenn unsere Liebe nicht funktioniert, wir leben mit dem Schmerz der Liebe. Richtig oder nicht, es hängt davon ab, wie jeder einzelne entziffern, die ganze Situation.

Gestern war ich im Gespräch mit meiner besten Freundin und beim Gespräch mit ihr fing ich an zu weinen. Ich habe noch nie so verloren gefühlt in meinem ganzen Leben. Zum ersten Mal in meinem Leben, nachdem ich 24 Jahre verloren und verwirrt. Wohin gehe ich? Was kann ich tun? Je mehr ich denke, je mehr ich suche, desto mehr ich mich zu einem Fremden. Lost in diesem Labyrinth ohne Ausweg.

Sie spielten einen Song für mich. Ein Lied nahm sie von mir schon lange vor. Werden Sie von Audioslave. Ja liebe, ich muss mich, aber, bevor ich tun kann, dass ich mich zu finden.

Mein bester Freund.....Hilf mir zu finden, mich und Werden mich wieder.

Audioslave - BE YOURSELF

New Year ....New Look....New Begining

2008-02-20T21:12:00.004+08:00

View of the Lake District Between Windermere & Ambleside

Since it’s finally the New Year (based on the Chinese calendar), I’ve decided it’s time for a new look. A new beginning one can say. Still a lot of bugs that need to be fixed…but slowly I will get there. HTML codes are much easier to tackle in comparison to CSS.

I wonder how everyone celebrated their new year this time. I was off this year, but being in the UK it was not a big deal. So just lepak with some friends.

Valentines this year was very weird. Was working in the morning and finished around 1500hrs before rushing up to change and meeting Aunty Susan and Uncle Gavin who came to visit me on V-day for 1 night. We took a drive down to Hawkshead and Ambleside which is on the opposite side of the lake before heading back to the hotel for an hour and a half of rest and getting prepared for dinner. Rakan kerja I yang perancis (A) teman I untuk dinner. Now both uncle and aunty ingat dia balak I. hahahaha. Dinner turned out really great, and I think some people in the hotel (well mainly in the restaurant) had tons of questions running through their heads. Hahaha. We sure like messing around with peoples heads don’t we.

The next day I joined aunty and uncle and we headed across the lake again. This time to Dove Cottage in Grasmere where the famous William Wordsworth used to live (his first cottage) where he lived in the beginning with his sister Dorothy and then his wife Mary and family friend Taylor Coleridge. I bet to most of you these names especially Wordsworth and Coleridge are known you. Taylor Coleridge is familiar to me mainly through his work called ‘The Rime Of The Ancient Mariner’, a lovely piece of work might I say. While Wordworth is very popular here in the Lake District as he helped ‘pen’ this location on the map. After that we drove through Ambleside heading to Coniston where we visited John Ruskin’s grave. Didn’t take any pictures of the grave as I have this thing about taking pictures of graves, mummies etc. One can say just my little way of respecting the dead and letting them R.I.P. Our last destination before heading back to The Belsfield Hotel was the Blackwell Arts and Crafts House in Windermere itself. One word to describe the place… ‘WOW’. The view was magnificent and the whole layout of the house was incredible. It showed riches for the people in those days. Susah want to express, one needs to see it for themselves to experience what I am talking about.

I shall end this post with the most famous poem in the Lake District by Wordsworth.

Daffodils

I wandered lonely as a cloud,
That floats on high o'er vale and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host of golden daffodils-
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of the bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves besides them danced, but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee;
A poet could not but be gay
In such a jocund company.
I gazed and gazed, but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft when on my couch I lie,
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude,
And then my heart with pleasure fills
- William Wordsworth -

Site in Progress

2008-02-19T08:34:00.003+08:00

Excuse the 'mess' still working on layout modification................. back in a few days once i get stable connection

**edited 19/02/08 @ 0005am (UK Time)**

Well... back much sooner than expected lol. Yes Kyels...vERY MESSY hahhaha ;). Was deciding between 2 different header background ... one is the same as the old one I use to have but just inverted. And the other which is on display now.

Inverted

Decided a bit on this curent header coz of the 'dark angel' image hahaha. A cromed effect of a random picture of me and a friend I took during my time in Switzerland.

Damn Steph... now you got me looping that song you posted on your blog on You Tube. Cis! lol. Thanks for the E-book. Going to start on it esok =D

Proper update later on.

Triple Greetings!!

2008-02-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

Bye bye Year of Piggy and Welcome Ratty Tatty ^_^". Year Of the Rat begins in a few hours. Bit more this new Year can be found here. Also the day that my skanky Cousin turns 21 and my best friend turns....shhh cannot say! hehehe. So double wishes in this post.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!!!
Welcome To the Legal Age of Fun, Fun, Fun and Ahem lol. ;)

&

To My Dearest and Best Friend
Chúc mừng sinh nhật DARLING HIEN!!!
Có thể năm nay được làm đầy hạnh phúc và thành công cho bạn!!
(Hien, ở đó là một hiện tại (cho) bạn hehe)

Traditional TET Song
(well that's what Lily told me when she instructed me to watch it...lol)

p/s: Will be waiting for my ang pau to come to me haha
p/ss: You 2 better send me some cake!! hahaha

Travelogue January 2008- Part 1

2008-01-18T02:41:00.000+08:00

One of the Italian Lakes - View from my Flight
(photo edited to this effect ^_^)

Travel log 1 will start with just a brief detail on where I have been, where I am and where I will be going next. As many of you already knew, I began my holidays (yes holiday again) on the 10th of January 2008 and had returned to my second home a.k.a Switzerland. What many of you didn't know that during my time here I decided to explore Rome. Hehehe I still remember my mom's expression when I called her from Rome lol. Boy was she surprised *grin*. Detailed information regarding my trip shall be posted up later on with photos. Right now I'm recovering from this trip to begin the third trip which is exploring London with Hien. Three main explorations done this trip the first being in Sankt Gallen in Switzerland, followed by Rome and on Saturday London (Weee).

Does it really work???

2008-01-05T09:32:00.000+08:00

On New Year’s Eve this year a few of us included a Spanish tradition into our New Year celebration. It’s nothing great but lets see if it works hehehe. No harm trying right? We had to eat 12 grapes each time the clock went ‘Tong’ ‘Tong’ Hahaha. Supposedly for 12months of filled with success, happiness and riches! Ahem!! Now how can I resists partaking in it considering how bad the second half of last year turned out. Well so far it has been good. Got a little token from my hotel small angpow hehehe. Though it was only a small amount but I think it’s good. I mean how many times will your general manager come and say thank you to you personally for helping to maximize revenue. So next gaji adalah duit lebih untuk aku Yipee!!! Hopefully I can earn more cash from overtime. Thinking of getting a part time job now just to fully utilize my time. Kind of weird having 2 days off each week after working 6days a week with more than 48hours each week back home.

Five more days till I fly off to Switzerland again. Suppose to be for 2 weeks but reduced because will be coming back early to “explore” London with my best friend Hien ^_^”.

Crazy plans this holidays as am planning to squeeze in 2 days in Rome into the whole week in Switzerland. 100pounds per person including accommodations and return flight from Switzerland is reasonably priced. Might as well enjoy while I can especially since I’m planning to totally increase my savings *fingers cross*.

I've found the best exercise ever. Wanna work majority of your muscles?? Hit the dance floor!! Twice in a week and I'm feeling good. Now I must learn to dance properly *grin*.

Crap 4hours till I have to wake up for my shift and I still can’t get any shut eyes. Scheiße!!

A Fresh Start

2008-01-03T08:01:00.000+08:00

Finally the year 2007 has ended!! The year had started out well with things slowly falling into place as planned but reach mid year it all went downhill. It was what I would call a cursed year for me beginning with the passing of my beloved Aunt and followed by a chain of unexpected and unwelcome events.

Anyways it's a new year now, a time to restart my life. I use the word restart due to many reasons but in my situation I guess it fits perfectly well. To a certain few who had been there during my lowest moments... I thank you all greatly!! ^_^. To some of you who knew something was wrong and tried to get me to share I thank you all too, but forgive me for not opening up to you as there are some secrets that are meant to remain in the closet.

New Year Celebrations in the UK would be what I would say is just another reason for people to get drunk. hahaha and that's what happened to majority of the staff at my hotel. Was I one of them?? Nope! hahaha I stopped after only 5 drinks. But after the party at the hotel (which was for the guests) but at the end most of the staffs started dancing as well hehehe. lol I was one of them too as kena tarik masuk by Mr. J, my GM. After the fireworks at my hotel around midnight, we headed down to Wheelhouse a local club where most of my colleagues were busy working up the dance floor. Stayed till 3am. It was a nice way to exercise I would say hahaha! then we all came back to the hotel and continued yakking away till like 430am before splitting. Most of us (including me) had to work in the morning (on the 1st) but luckily most of guests were suffering from hangover to notice us suffering from one! Was a good New Year Celebration I would say.

I shall not be updating my blog as frequently as I used anymore due to certain personal reasons. I have slightly detached myself from the outside world as there are certain "demons" that I need to sort out. A lot of personal time you can say. ^_^

I didn't bother making a new year resolution this year as somehow it seem pointless to do so. But I would say I know the things I need to do and shall try to achieve them. Though only one I doubt I can achieve as it has to do with feelings but who knows...only time will tell *shrugs*.

Mom decided to send me an e-mail today which just hits the spot, but I started laughing the minute I saw it because it's so cute.

"Sometimes When You're Angry with Someone,
It Helps To Sit Down & Think Of The Problem"

hehehe...lol mom sure has a sense of humour!

I shall quit here for now.... but before I leave ......I would like to wish everyone.......

A HAPPY NEW YEAR That's Filled with Success and Happiness!!!

Enrique Iglesias - Miss You

Die einsame Rose

2007-11-28T05:28:00.000+08:00

Just been messing around with photoshop and came out with this outcome. I really suck at photoshop so trying to learn things up slowly.

The above picture was actually taken while I was on Hols in Switz. But you gotta love photoshop when it can make them look good!

Random Party Pics Part 1

2007-11-26T10:27:00.001+08:00

Living in the Lake District makes each of us hold parties so often to avoid boredom. hahaha. Sides it's the only time we get to socialize properly with fellow colleagues etc. Gonna post them randomly though. Kind of lazy to post on gadgets for now....maybe in the next post.

The Boyz
(Vinni, David, Stuart & Edison)

Lily, David & I

Claudia & I
(This girl likes to carry everyone)

Ed & I
(Adikku yang Gila)

Bowness-on-Windermere Pictures Part 1

2007-11-18T07:39:00.000+08:00

Just going to post some random pictures from the Bowness area here in Windermere where I am currently living. Not really good pictures esp since I forgot to lower the ISO settings on the camera and didn't realise it. So here are some "noisy" photos.

The Belsfield Hotel, Windermere
(My Work place)

Lake Windermere & The "Ugly" Duckling

I know I've got a zillion photos of Swans but just can't help it. Still keep snapping them. Which means expect a lot more photos of Swans hahaha.

Sang Tupai
(I knew I saw something moving)

Jalan-Jalan

2007-11-14T10:37:00.000+08:00

Mua NIKE

Oh boy what a day I had. A lazy day that is hehehe. I just love my off days as it's the only days I get to be lazy and sleep in as late as I want to. Not that late though today coz Shane woke me up hahaha.... but then I dozed back to sleep the minute we hung up. Woke up slightly after 12pm showered bla bla bla and met Angela and we went walking around this Bowness area. Now even though I'm away from my favourite hang out spots like Coffee Ceans and Starbucks, thank goodness there's still Costa Coffee which seems quite popular here in the Cumbrian area. But it's limited to coffee, tea and choco drinks with only a few selections of Ice-blended drinks but as long the coffee is there RJ is all smiles ^_^". Will post the pictures taken today soon. Though they are not of good "quality" as ding dong RJ forgot to reduce the ISO setting on her camera after messing around with the settings! So I've got tons of photos that have a large amount of noise in them =( .

Hmmm time for RJ to buy more shoes. Shall I get another NIKE?? or ADIDAS?? hmmm. I love the NIKE shoes that mom got for me for my birthday in August hehehe (I picked she paid ^_^). Well Kyels was there to help me pick hehehe.. Eh budak got use the vouchers or not?? Don't let them go to waste.

OK I should go to bed since it's already like 0245hrs here in UK and I have yet to decide if I wanna join Grp A to go to Liverpool or Grp B to Kendal. Hmmm!! Zzzzzzzzzzz Toodles for now. Zzzzz

Elektronische Gadgets Part 1

2007-11-13T07:47:00.001+08:00

I'm off !!! ^_^. Which is good can sleep in late hehe. Been on early shifts for the past week which is great because the day seems to go by much faster (at work) and since it's been a "quite" week I'm glad to be on the early shift.

Anyways this post is going to be on gadgets that I own. Unless many girls out there, I am more interested in electronical gadgets rather than fashion. Now don't get me wrong, I still spend a large amount of my cash shopping on cloths, shoes etc but I spend more on these gadgets hehehe.

So what have I purchased so far? If you're thinking of an Ipod...sadly nope. Still have not got to that yet *sigh* hahaha maybe for my Xmas present hehehe. Below are part 1 of the gadgets that I have here with me in the UK.

My Very Own PSP Slim ^_^

My PSP Slim & The old O2XdaII
(kidnapped the O2 frm daddy =p)

Oh yea bought a new gadget a few days ago!! Still trying to get use to it though...way too many functions compared to those I had in the past. What did I get? Well part of it is visible in the previous "Tick Tock Tick Tock" post.

Tick Tock time for RJ to Zzzz

2007-11-12T08:17:00.000+08:00

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Finally got my photoshop to work again!! after so long but thanks to Doruk its all up and running again. Work was tiring today... not because of the work load but due to the behaviour of certain individuals that were so disrespectful and hurtful to the employees in the hotel. There was this english lady who came to check out and all of a sudden started yelling at my fellow collegue macam-macam. She kept going an English hotel should employ english staff etc etc. Kesian my collegue. Tapi perempuan tu ish melebih lebih, I was so close to raising my voice and also my hands to slap her face! konon english tapi when writing the comment card for my GM can't even spell "unbearable" properly instead jadi I quote "unberable" etc etc SUCH A MORON!! You would think that a developed country would at least have more civilized citizens, but sadly in the UK there are still a lot of racism going around.

Hey fellow Malaysians if you think Malaysia is on the teruk side, wait till you get here. At least transportation in Malaysia is still ok, here always got problems on their public transportation. Guess Margaret Thatcher invested too much in the airports here rather than on the most used rail and road systems. Being here for only 2 months makes me think living in KL is way better as no matter what our public transportations are still ok and a whole lot cheaper than here. It's much cheaper flying to Switzerland (about 30 pounds with easy jet) than travelling to London with the dang railline which costs much much more than 30quids.

Ok I'm starting jump from topic to topic....a sign that RJ is "Müde" or shall I say "Fatigué".
so of to bed for me.... gotta rise and shine early for work. YAWN!!!!!!

Short update + Tag

2007-11-04T08:55:00.000+08:00

Well I guess it's about time I updated my blog. I would be lying if I said i didn't have the time to update....just somehow lost the motivation to write. There are some things that no matter how one wishes to express will forever remain in the dark due to the nature of the whole agenda.

Anyways life in the UK is great actually...though not as great as originally planned due to some unforeseen incident. ..but the pay here beats what I'll earn in Malaysia. But one thing that doesn't seem to change to matter which country you're in.... Staff mealls for those working in the hotel line SUCKS!!! hahaha bet many of you would agree. Suprising how "chefs" can actually create dishes that are sometimes just....well let's just say even Jackie would just look the other way. Sometimes I feel I can cook better... and those of you who really know me...will know I CAN'T COOK!!! =p

People here where I am are friendly. But doubt I'll ever get use to the fact that people behind the counters in stores say, " Hi love how are you? See you love" SO WEIRD!!! They are very friendly that well you know seperti biasa... kalau too nice kenalah berjaga-jaga. I've been here for like 2months now and still trying to get used to the Cumbrian accent which can be really hard to understand as it's very heavy similiar to the Scottish accent and being RJ yang pekak badak,,, sometimes I will be like, "I beg your pardon?? etc etc" you get the picture.

Talking about RJ... I can't go by that nickname here because my general manager's initials are that too and that's what everyone refers to him. But I kind of feel calling him RJ hahah so I just go "Mr.J" hehehe. Imagine me calling my managers back in Msia with just their initials...sure kena sound!

On to a totally different topic. Life has taken a very different direction for me. Something that I didn't expect to happen in the near future happened. Well that's life...certain things will always remain out of our hands no matter how we plan or wish them to happen it just will not. How I wish I could believe what I just said, but I would be lying if I said that I've accepted what has totally happened... because I still wish that it didn't and things would change. Anyways lately I've been living my life is totally unacceptable and not me at all. It's like I'm actually outside of my body looking down on my life and trying to change but just impossible.

anyways I'm gonna quit here. Head loaded on all sorts of medication just ain't thinking straight anymore. Sides there is much to be said but non- for the pubic eye at the moment.

Oh yea got tagged by my biatchy cuz Steph...so here you go!

HERE ARE THE RULES:

Each blogger must post these rules first.

Each blogger answers the assigned questions.

Bloggers that are tagged need to answer the assigned questions in their own blogs.

At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

Have you ever...

Taken a picture completely naked?

Hell Ya…. But that was 20 odd years ago…dang I’m old.

Made out with a friend on your MySpace/Facebook page?

No… why make out there when you can do it live? Hahah jk

Danced in front of your mirror naked?

NO!

Told a lie?

Gotta agree with Steph on this. Lies not lie.

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?

Who hasn’t?

Been arrested?

I may be a dare devil…but I ain’t stupid.

Made out with someone of the same sex?

Getting super wet licks from my dogs count? Hahaha jk.

Seen someone die?

A lot of ppl… Ojiji a,k,a granddad. And a whole lot of random ppl (bad part of growing up in a hotel)

Slept in until 5pm?

5pm? Hahaha again got to agree with Steph…5pm is nothing.

Had sex at work?

No.

Fallen asleep at work/school?

Hahahaha at school YES!!

Held a snake?

HELL NO.

Ran a red light?

La la la shhh.

Been suspended from school?

Nope ….detention also nope. But then again works well being from the family I’m in hehe.

Totaled your car in an accident?

Nope…the worst I’ve done was scrape the car against the gate.

Pole danced?

Can’t dance…ini lagi pole dance.

Smoked?

Yea.

Been fired from a job?

Nope

Sang karaoke?

As a kid

Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?

Who hasn’t?

Laughed until a drink came out your nose?

Nope….

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?

Yes hehehe

Kissed in the rain?

Yes

Sang in the shower?

Given your private parts a nickname?

Ever gone out without underwear?

Lol….yea

Sat on a roof top?

Yes.

Played chicken?

Played chicken?? Err no

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?

Nope… my friends don’t dare hahah

Broken a bone?

Thank Goodness….NO

Mooned/flashed someone?

Hohoho Maybe

Shaved your head?

Thinking Of it hahaha jk

Slept naked?

Yes…..what don’t tell me you haven’t ?? *shocked* haha

Played a prank on someone?

Yes.

Had a gym membership?

Yes.

Felt like killing someone?

Yes.

Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?

Sadly Yes. L

Cried over someone you were in love with?

Yes

Had sex more than 10 times in one day?

10 times in one day?? Nah

Had Mexican jumping beans for pets?

Nope

Been in a band?

Nope

Subscribed to Maxim?

No.

Taken more than 10 shots of alcohol?

Yes. ….hey Steph…. We drink too much don’t we. Hahah jk

Shot a gun?

Toy gun at funfairs hahah

Had sex today?

Nope

Played strip poker?

No.

Tripped on mushrooms?

Nope

Donated Blood?

Yes.

Video taped yourself having sex?

Maybe hahaha jk.

Eaten alligator meat?

No.

Ever jump out of an airplane?

No.

Have you been to more than 10 countries?

Yea

Ever wanted to have sex with a platonic friend?

Yes

Do you have mixed feelings about your mother?

Huh

Have your parents ever seen you naked?

Long Long time ago…when Rj was a kiddo haha

Would you rather be able to fly or be invisible?

I would love to be invisible but I would say I’d rather be able to fly.

If the only way you could save your best friend from death would be to hold your breath for 5 minutes once every hour for the rest of your life, would you do it?

Has it been more than a month since you washed your jeans?
Do you consider yourself a spoilt child?

HOI STEPH...BANYAK QUESTIONS SIUT!!! There Better not complain now that I don't do your tags.

I am gonna break the rule...not gonna tag anyone... so whoever feels like doing please feel free... just leave me a link to the tag so i can read hehhe

Sail Away

2007-08-26T06:42:00.000+08:00

Sail Away

Hari ini benda yang tak ku ingini telah berlaku. Apalah dayaku untuk menghentikannyer daripada berlaku. Semuanyer sudah ditakdirkan oleh Yang MAHA KUASA di atas. Kita ditakdirkan untuk mengharungi segala suka and duka di dalam kehidupan kita.

Adakahku mempunyai kekuatan untuk mengharunginyer, time will only tell. Anyways... hari baru, hidup baru mulai esok. Akan ke UK.... gonna bury myself with work to forget everything...it's the best way to cope.

Amy Search - Tiada Lagi ( No More/ Longer)

Le Swan

2007-08-25T01:38:00.001+08:00

"Ugly Ducklings"

Been around the lake area again today. And as usual I love taking pictures of the swans here. Came across a bunch of "ugly ducklings" ...i.e. lil swans. Couldn't really get to close to them as their 'parents' made sure we kept our distance.

Sure gonna miss this place again when I leave for the UK on Sunday. Just sitting by the lake and looking at the swans is very relaxing.

Today was good...a lazy day but not bad since I'm here to relax before heading back to the working life. So yea did run some errands before heading to IHTTI to meet up with Dr.Senior, Dr.Cameron, Mr. Coetzer etc for a bit of chit-chat...and set a tea "date" with Dr.Cameron for tomorrow evening hehe.

27mins more to go before I head off to the Neuchâtel La Gare to meet up with Hien. Time to go get ready.

Dolphania signing off....*clik*

Bonsoir!!

2007-08-24T04:26:00.001+08:00

Sunrise over Switzerland

What a tiring week I've had...from getting all my visa and preps done for UK as well as spending 3 days in Sabah for bro's engagement to leaving Malaysia 2 days later on the 21st. Yes you read right, I'm no longer in Malaysia but I'm still not in UK yet. So where am I? in Neuchatel Switzerland of course. Spending a few days here recovering and resting before heading off to the UK on the 26th.

The flight to Switz was alrite I would say since the meds from the doc literally knocked me out for 90% of the flight!! Woke up just in time to enjoy the sunrise...and it was so pretty I had to bring my camera out and snap here and there. Couldn't get a really nice clear pic. Anyways landed in Switz yesterday and have been walking around this little place Neuchatel where I used to study before. It's so beautiful in summer but kinda chilly. From our (regina and me) walks, we saw so many beautiful flowers and I fell in love with a couple of huge roses. Below is 1 pic of it. Doesn't really show how big it is though.

Yellow Rose

Don't You just love summer!!! ^_^

Anyways off to bed....soooo SLEEPY LA!!! the cuaca so cold like having aircond on the whole day and so nice to sleep!! hehehe

BieBie

What's Your Inner Gender?

2007-07-28T10:32:00.000+08:00

Just before I head off to bed... decided to do a little quizy. So my inner gender is female? hahahaha Oops looks like RJ is more girlie than she thought hahahaha.

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.
You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.
You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.
You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's Your Inner Gender?

Hahahaha I like this line.... " You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female"
heavens knows my dressing style aint girlie.... hahahaha
So what's your inner gender???

NITES FOR NOW....

Sleepless Ðôlphania

2007-07-27T03:06:00.000+08:00

It's 0352hrs and somehow the sandman seems to have forgotten me on his rounds. I'm up and about sorting stuff out and planning certain things. I've finally got my reply from UK....the permits on its way to my home here by UPS. Now the only thing is the flight ticket which is becoming a problem as most flights are fully booked till the beginning of September. I've managed to book a seat on Malaysian Airlines on the 21st of August to Zurich. Yea yea I know it's on my birthday but no choice. And from there grab the train up to Manchester (after lepaking in Switz for a few days). But am still working on other flights and I'm on the waiting list for Swiss Air (do pray that works out) as then I don't have to spend so much on my flight as its considered as a stop over (transit) flight even though I chill at Switz for a couple of days. Plus the flight from Zurich to Manchester will only be 1 hour rather than the 10hour train ride **Eeeks**.

Once the permit comes over I've got to break it to dad. Can't keep him in the dark any longer. I feel bad doing it this way, but knowing dad, it's better to only inform him once everything is done and permit all has been received and approved. Bro broke something to me a few days ago, that he wanted me down in PD to help with one of the family business as the current tenants are leaving. I've waited my whole life for this chance to actually be active in the family business, but the timing is so wrong as I can't back out from UK as the deal has been signed. So I'm going to go ahead, and continue with the UK plan for 1 year and who knows I may gain all the knowledge I need there to help the family later on.

Holy smokes less than a month to go before I leave. So many things to do, so little time. Just before I leave, will be heading down to Sabah with the entire family. Reason? hahaha wait la I will post the pictures for all to see. Can't wait actually, not only for the real reason of going to Sabah, but also because I haven't been to Sabah yet. Sadly there are many places in the country that I've yet to visit. Soon soon...gonna tarik Kyels, Kris and Hien with me when I do hahahaha.
Gonna stop for now...need to get back to sorting out my laptop...it's so messy!!

Oh yea leaving you guys with this song... hahaha somehow when I sent one of my best friend to the departure gate this exact line was playing " So bye-bye, miss american pie"... but my dear friend decided to change it to So bye-bye, miss Switz pie hahahaha. Love this song though...it's got a catchy tune. Well Ðôlphania swimming off for now.

American Pie by Don McLean

Hugh Grant - Don't Write Me Off Just Yet

2007-07-23T00:49:00.000+08:00

Fur Dich. Ich weiß, daß das Lied nicht nett ist, aber die Lyriken ist sinnvoll. In meiner sprache...ACK!! (I hope I got that translated correctly)

It’s never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there’s actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed
It’s not just my furniture, you’ve rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back
And I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said relax

And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

For years I’ve been telling myself, the same old story
That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories
But you’ve given me a reason, to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plants

And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
Don’t write me off just yet

**-----**

The lyrics are funny at some part but most of all the main point is there. We all make mistakes, some more than others. Sadlly I fall into the 'more' category. I blame if on my past but I can't continue doing so for the rest of my life now can I. So time to let go on the past and make what I have now work before I loose the most important person in my life. If you're reading this...."Don’t write me off just yet".
See you soon!!!

Capek Bangat!

2007-07-15T15:26:00.000+08:00

Peaceful Living in Switzerland with Friends

So many things have occurred since I last blogged. It’s left me all drained out physically…. a sign indicating how badly I need to get back into shape. Have been super duper busy with work since we had been running at 100% occupancy for 2 nights and 90% above for the rest of the week. Working the afternoon shift during this high occupancy period is super exhausting and stressful especially when the guests’ room preferences cannot be fulfilled. Besides that, the front office staffs are the people that always have to ‘kena’ even though other departments screws up.

On top of the hotel being super busy, they had to go plan the upselling training during this period. So yea yours truly finished work at 2330hrs on the 11^th and reported back to work at 1000hrs to 2330hours on the 12^th. And they decided to push my offday back from Friday all the way to Sunday as they had lack of staff on the 13^th afternoon. Personally I had no probs…but my body was crying out. It’s been pushed to the limits for the past 2 weeks. Anyways now I’m resting and soon in August I will be resting for 2 weeks before heading off to UK (depending how long it takes to get my permit done).

Oh yea… I’ve finally submitted by resignation letter. Submitted it on the 10^th actually and my last day was suppose to be on the 20^th, but the front office manager Ms.B. has asked me to stay till the end of the month. I agreed due to a few reasons, first because I kind of feel bad leaving them short handed like…since another staff resigned last week and also because I want to claim my upsell money (hehehehe it’s a nice sum of cash to be pushed aside).

My bro gave me very good news today…regarding my dad. I’m so happy and proud of my daddy. He deserves it especially for all he’s done and contributed to the society in PD. So what is it?? Hehehehe wait la …after the 19^th I shall reveal. I just hope I can somehow squeeze out of work to go for it.

Another good news ….. mom is finally coming back from her 2 weeks work /escape to Hawaii. Both Jackie and I have missed her!!

**************************************************

A guy at work pissed me off big time a couple of days ago. Why? Simple… his comments were so dick orientated that I just felt like slapping the shit out of him. What is it with guys against girls pursuing their dreams in higher education?? He told me, there is no need/ point for a girl to study so high as later very hard to find a hubby. When asked him why he responded by saying that yea la where got guy want to marry someone who has higher education than him. It’s not good for the guys ego. To this he kena cha from me. Why should a girl kow-tau down to a guy? A girl can live without a guy. Besides if its true love, why on earth should education come into the picture?? Funny how guys find it not a problem to marry a rich girl but has problems if the girl has higher education than him. So fucking dick lead man!! I cha-ed the fellow back kow kow. Most likely he and another collegue going to kena cha from me maximum before I leave. Guys can be such fucktards!!!

To you if you do happened to read this blog…please please fucking grow up and start acting like a guy not a sissy who leads life with ridiculous ideas!! And STOP LETTING YOUR DICK RULE UR LIFE!!!

List of Chores To Be Done Today:

Sweep the Whole house
Mop the Whole house
Bath Jackie
Remove my pile of cloths back into my room
Take the car for a drive (need to get it warmed up again since I haven’t driven Night at Bangsar heheeh)

Damn I miss the peaceful life I had in Switzerland!!

Hiên's Visit to Malaysia: Part 1

2007-07-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

Aloha KL

Slightly over a week ago, before I could recover from surprise #1, I got another surprise from a dear friend of mine. So what is this second surprise?? She appeared out of nowhere hehehe... well actually she flew in from Switzerland unannounced and got Kyels to play along and keep it a secret. Kyels I'm never gonna take you seriously man!! hahaha. So yea about 9 days ago I said Aloha to a close friend and tomorrow I will be saying Aloha again to her :(. But since that day, we've had a busy schedule that has made me feel much much better about certain issues.

We've been around KL, visiting the KL Towers, going bonkers eating, driving around KL at 04oohrs before finally returning home early in the morning and napping. Dinning at KLCC, Bangsar etc etc.

So who did I say Aloha to?? hehehe....well in is Ms. Hiên deciding to give us all heart attacks! hehehe.

Hiên @ Aloha KL

But then again I think I got back both at Hiên and Kyels with little heart attacks a couple of times with my driving last night hehehe. What to do, haven't driven for eons... so was a bit rusty. Plus having someones hand suddenly directing me out of the blue doesn't really help either hahahaha. JK. ^_^".

Gawd, I haven't pigged out so much but that's what I've been doing lately. What can I say Great company or well.... 'gila company' hehehe.

Pigging out at O'Briens in KLCC to dining at Frankfurt House in Bangsar and getting high before the alcohol is ordered in Chillis KLCC ^_^ had been great!!

All Day Irish @ O'Briens

All in all, someone has fallen in love.... with our Teh Tarik a.k.a "pulled tea" as she calls it. Lol.

Yummylicious

Crimes by Damien Rice

Off to bed now. Have to work esok...

SHOCKED!!!

2007-06-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

IM SUPER DUPER SHOCKED but at the same time FLOATING IN CLOUD 9 ^_^.

Kyels thank you so much dude!!! You to Kris!!. You guys rock!! But Kyels... kurang asam make me worried like dunno what. Dang girl you can win academy award liao!!!

Love Moves in Mysterious Ways by MYMP NINA

Sunset Relaxation

2007-06-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

Relaxation

What do you know, without realizing 6months has almost passed since we started this year. It started out pretty quite and slow but it picked up once I started working in March and many things have occurred both happy and sad but that's life right, we can't just have all the good things happening to us... we always need some downs to balance it out. One of the good things happened 13months ago and till now it's still ongoing. What is it?? Got la! hehehe. Let's just say "its" been a pillar of my strength and motivation to do a whole load of stuff.

This month I've found myself barely holding on. Was busy planning for certain things etc and the sudden death of my aunt was just too much for me. I still can't accept the fact that she's no longer with us. I've spent 24yrs of my life growing up with her staying with us (in PD). I miss her... and I miss my hometown esp the sea so much.

I drew the pic above (with the help of photoshop), coz that's where I want to be... either by the sea or by the lake like I grew up. Even in Switz, I had the lake (which was darn huge it seemed like the sea :p). I need to get some RJ time to relax, let go etc.

I've crapped enough already. Gonna go watch a couple of episodes of HEROES since I'm off tomorrow.

Ahhh CAN'T WAIT till Saturday for my gift to arrive from a special someone. I'm dying to know what you sent!! ^_^"

You are Me, I am You by Dave Koz

Sux Big Time

2007-06-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

Going back to work somehow is not the same anymore. Losing an aunt so close to the family has taken things to a different level and as hard as I try to hide my true feelings from my colleagues, sometimes I fail. Those close to me keep asking me if I am ok though there is one dude that annoys the shit out of me by saying “Rohini smile… you having PMS or what?”. Such a fucktard. I know my work and I do it. Work and the presence of other guests helps me deal with it as I put them first when at work. But there are times when the entire lobby is deserted without the presence of a single guest, my emoticons creeps out onto my face. I know being in the hospitality industry, one is not suppose to bring and show personal ‘problems’ to work, but to me as long as it doesn’t appear with the presence of guests then it’s ok. Also of late, my tolerance level to certain colleagues even close ones has reduced. My reaction has been simple…. Rather than lash back at them, I’ve taken the ‘chicken’ option and just avoid spending much time with them. Not a total cut off from them, but just spending less time. It’s easier that way as blowing them off would just make working life go down the drain. Hmm… but I wonder how long I can control my temper against one colleague that doesn’t seem to know how to talk to his lady colleagues. I always dread when I see us working on the same shift. Oh well I hope to be out of here soon. Sad to say, most of the Malaysian hotels I have been in, are run by dumbarse management who somehow encourages their employees to act in annoying attitudes just so they can get their fill of office news.

Anyways I’m out of here. Let those losers remain being losers as long as they quit getting on my nerves. I for one won’t be held responsible for my actions if I meletup (not a pretty sight when I do).

-The End-

Btw...wo bist du??

Hard To Bid Someone Farewell for Good

2007-06-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

Heaven Calls

It’s the 7^th of June, I’m 7 days delayed from my original plan to start blogging again. So many things have happened since I last blogged.

Just recently I’ve lost a dear Aunt. Things are no longer the same knowing that she’s no longer with us physically. I grew up getting use to her presence with us since she was with us from way before I was born and she lived in the hotel with us. She was also part of the bridge that enabled me to still be in contact with dad after we moved from PD.

The heartbreaking news came on Saturday when dad called me at work. Heartbroken and with tears rolling down my face I had requested to leave work. The managers couldn’t do much but let me leave. Believe it or not, but that day, even the heavens were crying. Gaban picked me up from work, rushed into the house grabbed whatever cloths I could, feed Jackie, scattered the floor with newspaper and dashed off to PD. I’ve never seen dad cry and I swear to God I never want to see him shed a tear again! The whole funeral ceremony on Sunday and Monday was of a Hindu funeral. Though my aunt is Japanese (since dad’s half mixed and he’s a hindu), she requested for a Hindu funeral. Dad carried out all her wishes. Now her ashes lie below her alter in our PD house where dad and bro are till the 17^th when we shall carry out her last wishes i.e. to have her ashes scattered in the deep sea. We delayed this as her sons will be coming down from Japan and it is important that they be there to bid their mother their final farewells.

Dearest Athai, though you are no longer physically with us, you shall always remain in our hearts and mind. To the heavens you have returned to be with part of your family. Knowing that the family awaits you above, puts a smile on my face. Few words I have to pen down as a lot I want to say are personal and shall I only reveal during our private talks Ne Obachan.

Con Te Partiro by Andrea Bocelli

>>TAK BOLEH FIKIRKAN TITLE<<

2007-05-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

1st interview tomorrow at 1100hrs (UK time) 1800hrs (Msian) ...Hope that goes on well.

Anyways this will be my last post for this month I think as I need sometime away from everything (well almost everything) to sort myself out.

I'm just way too physically and mentally drained ~~and my health issues ain't helping.~~

Sick,Tired and Cranky Ðôlphania going on hiatus mode for the rest of the month.

Two more days marks a special day in my life... At least there is one person that brightens my day no matter what. THANK YOU 2113!!!! ^_^"
Ciaoz for now.

Just a Prayer Away by Jaci V.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

2007-05-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

My mother….what can I say about her? Way to much actually but I’m lost of words (for once I know). She’s been the best! The one that has supported me from day 1 no matter what. I have a lot to be grateful as I am blessed to have a mother that loves me and supports me with all that I do (well almost all la hehehe). Though I may not say much, but mom I LOVE YOU with all my heart and I thank God everyday for giving me a chance to call myself your daughter. Thank you for always being there ^_^.

A Song For Mama by Boyz II Men

Der Leuchtturm

2007-05-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

Der Leuchtturm

The lighthouse may only be another building for some but many fail to see that like the lighthouse that works as an aid for navigation and pilotage for sailors etc, we too have a living figure(s) that works the same way. My whole life I've come across people who somehow influenced or helped me along the way to become what I am today and some are still 'navigating' me silently to help me achieve my dreams. From all my personal lighthouses, only one stands tall and its light shines brighter and stronger than the rest. This special lighthouse of mine has made a tremendous impact on my life. So far all the impacts have been good, great and for the better of myself. I am not good at all at expressing this point but I think from what I just mentioned above, one can get a slight idea on what I'm trying to get at. Hmm maybe I should call this post Mein Leuchtturm instead der Leuchtturm.

Anyways that picture of the lighthouse is the lighthouse in PD. Though it's actually called the Melaka Lighthouse due to it being on the straights of Melaka. If you ever go to PD, you have to visit the place because the view is breathtaking especially during the sunset. Can't really say about sunrise as I've never made it there for that. I remember my folks taking my bro and I and some of my cousins/friends/visitors up there when we were kids. Back then there was a lot of monkeys around and well they were naughty monkeys as they like to take stuff that didn't belong to them lol. Visiting the lighthouse again after eons last August was a bit disappointing as I was hoping to take some snapshots of the monkeys but there were none at all. Guess I've got to settle with taking pics of Joey (the beruk at dad's place) for now.

Off to take a lil' nap now till my lighthouse starts to beams its light signaling its time for me to get my brains working and cracking on some educational stuff hahaha. Till then ....Tschuss!!

Kelly Clarkson - You Found Me

Ich Liebe Dich!

Alle la Switz....

2007-05-06T16:51:00.000+08:00

Unknown Calmness

Life has been great this whole week... well minus the annoying cold I have. Funny and annoying working with a flu because suddenly suddenly sure have to run to the back office and AACHOO!!! lol. Thank goodness we're running on low occupancy which enables me to run behind often if not kantoi. Dang my salary this month is going to be super duper low thanks to this low occupancy season. I bet some of you are wondering what does low occupancy have to do with our salary (well I assume ppl not in the hospitality industry will be haha). Well in short in Malaysia the payment scheme is simple for the hospitality industry. It will be Basic salary +Points. Basic salary is very low less than 1k and the points ranges from RM250 to RM450 or more depending on the hotel's policy or occupancy. The RM250 (is the lowest my hotel can pay us as per the contract). So right now we're working on our upsells as we get 10% of each upsell. Not very easy to do when you have a lot of complimentary stay guests who are well.... so kedekut. Hahaha you'd be suprise at how many guests actually ask us is the newspaper free? if yes I will take this and that. Like la the newspaper is expensive! And as far as I know no 5 Star hotel in Malaysia charges for newspaper for its hotel guests.

Moving on to a totally different topic. Have you ever missed a certain place before and the craving to go back there hits you so often? I'm missing Switzerland alot especially the lil town that I studied in....Neuchâtel. One of the things I miss greatly besides my friends and the KEBAB! ^_^" is ...du lac de Neuchâtel (Neuchâtel Lake). A place that offers such tranquility and the feeling is unforgettable esp for someone who loves the water like I do. Sitting by the lake or studying by the lake sure was nice and peaceful. I recall studying by the lake a lot thanks to the renovation noise pollution that was going on in IHTTI at that time. The lake and the restaurant up in Coop (Coop not Co-op) became our study spot. The pic above is a candid shot of the lake that I took with my battered Nokia 6680. A bit blury but I like picture.

DANG I MISS SWITZERLAND N' KEBAB too HAHAHA ^_^"

Daddy's Alright...Hallelujah

2007-04-30T01:25:00.000+08:00

Nothing new except that I am exhausted. Yea Yea I know I've been saying that a lot but its true because my brains just can't seem to shut off and let me go to bed in peace! No more ~~night~~ graveyard shift for me this week. Now I'm back to the afternoon shift which suits me well as it allows me to wake up later than usual.

Skipped work today as I went to visit dad. He's not feeling well and had to go to the hospital. Under strict orders not to eat certain food and to take care of his health. Bronchitis thats what he got.... cronic bronchitis (at least that's what the letter said). He has got to take care to avoid getting the last stage of it which is asthma. Reasons why we're worried? My dad's 74 years old this year!! yup you read right, my dad is 74 years old.... exactly 50yrs my senior! Though he doesn't look his age! *jealousnyer* hahaha.

Ooo there's another new member in Pd...called Tora Bavaria. Bro named the new german shepherd that! hahah orang gilakan BWM what to do. Not a very cute puppy though... then again after Woofie no puppy beats her cuteness. LOL. Dang Woofie is big now and so far still a cute big headed long tongue rottweiller. Yoko is no longer with us... very short ~~baby~~ puppy sitting for her. Whisky is so cute as usual and I kind of feel sorry for her as now bro pays more attention to the other 2 new pups rather than her like he used to. Jackie didn't seem to pleased though when I came back smelling of 3 other dogs! *whoops* hehehe. The 4th one (Hitam a.k.a Blackie) is hiding somewhere as he always runs away when he sees the camera or my handphone *bummer* he's a smart devil. Was going to post the video on here but then have to edit and remove my voice from it as I sound so cacated on it dang!

Yesterday was a super duper tiring day for me. After working the graveyard shift which was suppose to end at 0700hrs (well ended up only leaving at 0900hrs) because 1 of the morning shift staff over slept! Had a nice hot shower that took away a bit of the angry feelings I had to a certain family member the night before and headed out to KL Sentral (which is next to my hotel) to meet a friend for breakfast. Well both of us were feeling kind of low and I don't know about you, but your company cheered me up. After breakfast we took the LRT to Masjid Jamek as I had to undergo a medical check-up for the hotel. OMG the building was so ancient!! They even had the ancient lift (like the one we had in IHTTI). The place was not at all what I expected a normal clinic to be. It was old and shocking disgusting. Well in the sense that for a hospital to have walls and ceilings with lumut (green stuff) growing on it is Ewww!! Anyways did a bit of walking in there... going up and down the stairs to each section where I needed to get tests done but the last 2 was very uncomfortable for me!! I was shocked!! but what to do *malunyer*. The last one I couldn't stop giggling or laughing ...the dang lung test was something I could not do. After having a very uncomfortable time at that clinic we took the STAR to Bandaraya and walked to Dr.Nathan's clinic. He's my dermatologist (well at least his son was). First thing was I got scolding for not going there for 1 year plus (what to do was in Switz for so long ...then came back been working like mad trying to save money). Well anyways lucky I paid him a visit as my skin has gone from bad to worse and my face is all scarred up *sobs*. Also I have an infection on my legs (thanks to shaving!!) fuckeroo! Suprisingly another close friend has the same problem but hers is of a much much serious level where she is not allowed to shave her legs anymore! Mine should recover in a month or so(at least that's what the doc said). And if I am unlucky and the scars are still there then I will have to undergo some laser treatment which I am SOOO NOT looking forward to as it costs like a freaking RM500!! Anyways after that which took hours of waiting we finally headed down to KLCC for lunch. After a quick lunch and purchase of a couple of items and not to mention catching the Summer Collection Fashion Show for G2000 and Marks and Spencers we parted ways and I reached home at 17oohours!! (5hours short of 24hours) since I last slept! Oh yea at KLCC got this indian dude that kept following us after the G2000 show...Freaky wei!! But dang would have loved to see you kick him! hahaha but we did the right thing and just ignored the loser. Hey dear THX for being a great friend... truly appreciate n' cherish it ^_^".

Anyways was scanning through some old photos of mine and came across this candid shot taken by Lily during an accounting class. Hahahah RJ so engrossed in her work (or shall I say so lost):S. Dang I miss those good old days.

Right after this photo was taken, I remember ditching the whole accounting thing and started cam-whoring with Edda (on my left) and Lily hahaha. Mei Mei (on my right) would have killed me if I disturbed her during class for such nonsense so decided to leave her out of it. ^_^". Man I was so fat back then. Eh what am I rambling about...I STILL AM FAT!!! SHOOTS!!! RJ has to seriously go on a diet... but then I'm addicted to food! How?

Okies back to on9 chatting with someone before I get slaughtered for ignoring hehe. Hoi A2113 this song goes out to you ^_^". Sayang you!! hehehe. (gila already)

Loving You by Minnie Riperton

No one else can make me feel, the colours that you bring...

p/s: 2113 Ich liebe das Lied 'Summer Wine'. Danke Schon

Choco Delight

2007-04-26T09:16:00.000+08:00

YAWN!!! I feel like I can sleep for days on end... but sadly that's now how my body operates...bummer. I can only get in like a max of 2 or 3hours of sleep before I wake up. Darn sleeping disorder. Work has been alright but super tiring as the hotel's running at 100% occupancy. And at times we're like running around like a headless chicken trying to get all our work done. Don't even have time to go online like I used to like when I used to during my last night shift duty last month.

Since last night, I've been having this sudden craving of fruits dipped in choco... don't ask me why but the craving is there. Last time I ate it was hmm in August when Hien came down to Malaysia....eh no it was during the Fête des Vendanges (wine Fest) in Neuchâtel. Wish got ppl delivery chocs to me when I work so I can gobble em down...*keep dreaming RJ*

Ok..can't stand already...need to get some shut eyes soon.

Video below is from one of my all-time favourite animation... Brother Bear. Both the movies (BB 1&2) has really nice soundtracks. Anyways the video below is for 2113 ;). Cheers!!

RJ signing off *beep* Zzzzzzzzzzzz

To Sleep or Not.

2007-04-24T09:31:00.000+08:00

The bed seems to be crying for me but yet I'm here online updating my blog. Somehow though working the graveyard shift last night I'm still wide awake (well at least my brains are) unlike the rest of my body. Jackie's staring at me and drooling as I munch away on cookies and sip my tea. Then again Jackie always drools when she sees food! hahaha.

Well the forms for UK goes in tomorrow. Finally! So hopefully the rest works out well. So close yet so far. As much as I want to go to UK for the 1 year work experience (heck I've been wanting to do so as a kid!), I'm am sure going to miss the staff at my current work place. They made me feel so at home and made working in the FO very nice (minus a couple of psychotic guests).

All of sudden, I'm finding myself kerinduan the good ol times back in Switzerland. The company i had etc is very different to the ones I have now. Of late I'm finding myself getting closer to a few people whom I would never in my life imagine I would share so much. But they make life more interesting than ever. You guys know who you are so I ain't gonna mention any names. But no matter what there are certain people in life that we meet and click and no matter what or how far the distance, the friendship only grows stronger. Dang I miss you guys!! and I miss life in Switzerland.

@#*#*!! my Streamyx got cut!! Dang dah la bill wasn't sent and then they cut! cis!! So now stuck with dial up till we pay the bill (well mom's gonna do it later) since I'm gonna hit the sack soon. :p. LEMBAPNYER DIAL-UP!!!!

Anyways I'm off to bed, looks like sandman has finally done his rounds. 1023hrs and Rj is gonna go snooze for a couple of hours. But I leave with 2 photos. One with a dear friend who will be heading off to UK too and the other of a place that I find incredible if anyone can study in as Leysin to me = holiday environment :p. Opps I suddenly feel like reading a novel hmm... to fight sleep and read the novel or sleep. Let's see which one wins once I snuggle up on my bed with the novel haha. **lembapnyer to load a pic*.

Lily & I cam-whoring up in Leysin ^_^"

Leysin (view from my balcony)

The place is beautiful when the mist doesn't hide its beauty!
but a tad too depressing when it comes to studying (at least for me)

Anh Tú-Cuoc Tinh Xa

p/s: Will be posting random photos as I go along. That's the only way I'm going to post most of my Switz pics.
p/s2: Both Pics are unedited Xcept for the borders and my signature.

Rojak Post

2007-04-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

This post as the title indicates is going to be an update on the happenings that have taken place since the last post.

To all those who prayed for my friend C, I am forever grateful. Your prayers was heard by the Almighty and my friend is not only out of the danger zone and ICU but on the road to recovery ^_^". Now I just hope that the injuries sustained does not effect her physically especially her since she got stabbed in the kidney area. Once again those of you who offered prayers for her THANK YOU!! May God shower you with blessings!.

On to another note, I finally signed with the hotel I was working with since 1st of March and am now on 3months probation before becoming a permanent staff. Hehehe doubt that will happen because I plan to hand in my resignation letter before my 3months are up and fly to UK (if all works out). I am finally starting to enjoy my work mainly as now (well since last week), I have my own password to the OPERA PMS system. What the big deal you may ask? hahahah big! very big!! because now I can finally do check out and cashiering hahaha. Money money come to me!! (sadly cannot keep for myself) hahaha. So now next up is receiving the daily float which will enable me to totally handle all related cash issues that come my way. Though it also increases the headaches as money issues = headaches. Already a fellow new colleague has to pay the hotel back RM600 due to not charging the guest on certain things. Billing procedures at the hotel is a bit complicated due to improper routing systems done at times by the rsvn ppl and also due to accounts with Travel agents etc. So far RJ has not made any mistakes except missing a guest wake up call once (*touch wood* hope nothing does happen). oh yea now I am no longer known as a casual staff but as a Guest Experience Executive!! (hahaha title only nice... but its actually only the first level at the front desk).

Wah yesterday was such a torture for me at work. We had massive check out of 3 groups with over 250rooms and a busy check-in process as well as many of the rooms were not ready in time. On top of all that, I was in pain. Why? My backache came back on Saturday night. It came back with a blast that I wasn't ready to deal with. It prevented me from standing straight yesterday leaving me a bit hunched during my whole working period and of all days I to work a 10hour day shift yesterday thanks to my Rooms Division Manager. But work had to go on right, so there I was doing my work as usual, happily chatting with guests while checking them in/out but inside suffering unbearably the pain! I am only 24 23+ this year and already having so many probs sigh. But what to do, had to to that rock climbing thingy in 2002. Minus the injured back, the whole experience was unforgettable! Given the chance I would 100% go rock climbing again! hehehe.

Thought I could have a nice restful off day today but had to go to the hotel for HR issues in relation to no longer being a casual staff!! hahaha. Had my picture taken for the staff card, issued locker key access and opened a new bank account. Only thing pending now is visiting the docs.

Ever since yesterday, I have been craving to jump into the pool for a nice good swimming session. I need to start again and build up my stamina like I used to. Doubt I could complete 10 laps now. But swimming has to be put on hold for the time being. Hopefully next week when I'm doing the graveyard shift again I can get some good laps in during the day. Dang I wished I had a pool or access to the pool like I used to back in PD. I missed being able to jump into the sea or heading off to the Yatch Club in PD whenever I felt like it. Though I love life in KL alot sometimes I miss the good ol days back in PD.

Oh craps, I've got to go for another medical check up. This time it has to be done by the panel doctor that the hotel deals with. Crapo Crap! I hate having needles poked into me and I have to do it again!! *sobs sobs*. Anybody wanna teman me go ah?? Why la someone not here, if not at least not so tensed. Talking about someone... have you ever missed someone so much that sometimes you just don't know how to get over it. It has happened to me before but I would have to say meeting this someone has changed my life a lot. It has made me stronger than I was before on dealing with a lot of issues. No words can express how grateful/thankful I am for having cross paths with you ^_^".

Wind Beneath My Wings by Bette Midler

Ok Time to go cook rice :( momma making noise already!

p/s: I'm thinking of taking up tennis. Should I? Always wanted to but never really had the chance.

*RJ lari-ing lintang pukang to the kitchen!!* :p

** Edited @ 2127 hrs**
Kena tag by Bananas Julee (hehehe true ryt coz u love banana emoticons). Well here it goes...

10 Things You Didnt Know About Me.

I hate the Msian Hospitality Industry (or shall I say the mentality of most senior managers)

I am no longer addicted to alcohol and cig.

I have a tiny dent mark on my forhead thanks to being dropped by the maid when I was 2yrs old :(.

I wanted to be a doctor as a kid and was given a real stethoscope by my doctor relatives.

I still plan to carry the title Dr. one day, but not related in the medical line haha.

~~I have sleeping disorder.~~ hmm maybe this point you know haha. I crack my knuckles!

I have super duper sensitive skin.

I am liking my job very much!

I was addicted to Junk food as a kid.

I am in love with someone. hehehe (don't ask me who coz I will never tell!)

Prayer Needed

2007-04-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

To all those who do read my blog and this post… please pray for my colleague C who is currently in the ICU. Your prayers are much appreciated and as He once said, where two or three are gathered in His name there He will always be.

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Fucking fucktards!!! Hope you guys fucking rot in hell!! Couldn’t you have just taken the money and left her alone!!!.... instead of stabbing her right in the kidney!! Fucking Fucktards!!! AARGH!!! What goes around comes around…. Hope you get it 100times more!!

I want more Hols!!!

2007-04-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

Craps!! I've had 4 days of holidays to relax and I didn't!! How smart is that?? Dang me for taking the hols during this Easter period to relax! Friday was exceptionally fun and relaxing (a very much needed social day), Saturday nothing much except mom wouldn't let me sleep in peace and at night was of course the Holy Saturday / Easter Eve Mass and since I had plans to meet Intan on Monday here in KL, I decided Sunday would be all mine. That was before Au.Leona had to go call and invite us for lunch and she had cooked fish curry! hahaha. I am not a fan of fish curry but her fish curry is the best I've had and well that was it...I was up and ready in record time hahaha. Oh boy I think I gained a few extra kilos yesterday as I gobbled down so many fishy fish and nasi hahaha *grins*. Today of course was spent with a dear friend Intan who stopped by here in Msia for 1 night from Switzerland before proceeding back to Indonesia. Wah never walked so much since I came back!! Now my legs all have no feelings and soaking in hot water didn't seem to do the trick :(. Waaaa!! I so don't want to wear heels tomorrow... but sadly I can only whine on that matter as no matter how I pray for wish, wearing heel tomorrow at work is a must! Though I think I will stick to wearing my Hush Puppies court shoes tomorrow and only start wearing the new heely court shoes I bought on Wednesday.

Talking about shoes, I've finally got a new pair of sneakers courtesy of mom ^_^". Plus I ended up buying 2 T-shirts from Giordano ... Black T-shirts much to moms' disapproval hahaha. Today was interestingly tiring yet massively fun. It brought back good ol' memories from the old days back in IHTTI. Sure sounds like I left IHTTI eons ago rather than 6 months ago hehehe. But memories with Intan I would say go back to my second year in IHTTI where we were kaki gossip, kaki makan and also kaki clubbing and minum! hahaha. But, 1 pair of sneakers, 2 t-shirts, 1 unmissable Starbucks Coffee, 1 super massively yummy pork rib lunch etc later, my feet have no feeling what so ever!! hahaha. Though my tummy is very happy of being well fed today, my wallet is crying! hahaha and I'm staring to ramble!

Oh yea today my ~~cousin~~ niece (well my cousin Shanti's daughter who is much much older than me hehe) Leila added & messaged me on msn!! Bet you're wondering what's great about it right. Well nothing except I haven't seen nor spoken to her since I was 7!! (since that is when she came down to Msia...and when she finally came down again last year I was in Switzerland). But thanks Bro for giving out my e-mail add without informing me beforehand so there I was going... I quote,"Hi there....may I know who you are?". aduh buat malu je asking my cousin that hahaha.

Okies my rambling tak tentu pasal is a sign for me to slowly go hit the pillows... but dang today is Monday which means CSI back to back hahaha. Off for now. Time to Zzz if I'm want to be sober and in the right state of mind for work tomorrow morning. ~Toodles~

Only Love by Trademark

Goodnight! Yawn...

Happy Easter

2007-04-08T07:00:00.000+08:00

Mass yesterday was interesting, interestingly long that is.... hahaha (mom sure will kill me if she ever reads this). At one point of the mass, there was a letter read, something I didn't fancy as they mentioned about the muslims and how religion is forced onto them and also how we should stand up to such injustice (@ least that's how I translated it). Anyways, that message masuk one ear and out the other, as its up to the Muslims if they want to be oppressed by the government that's up to them. It has nothing to do with us Christians.

Anyways, this lil' entry was meant for a lil' greeting. So here it goes...

The bunny in the pic was my easter bunny choc that I bought last year in Neuchatel. The eyes a bit senget coz it got placed directly next to the heaty light by accident. We only gobbled it up 3 months after Easter as I got attached to it guarding the room from up above the book shelf since March 06. hehe. There is a video of it being slaughtered somewhere in my external hard drive. May load it up sometime. I want more Chocolate Bunnies!!!

My Redeemer Lives by Hillsongs

Wishing You Were Here....

The Day Before Easter . . .

2007-04-07T09:33:00.000+08:00

Currently Reading: Tom Clancy's Op-Center (Balance of Power)
Currently Background Music: Nil (since cartoon is playing on the TV) :p
Currently Munching: Chewing Gum

Great! It is my off day and I am up before 0700hrs!! How great is that!! NOT!! Still kind of zombified but then again with Easter just a day away, this 4 days of leave that I took wont really matter (rest wise) :p. Only this Easter I wish someone was here to join in the celebrations.

As mentioned in the previous post, I mentioned about following a friend to chop chop her already short hair hehehe took some photos of her but then wei your hair bila tak wax up also cun wo. Melepak the whole day with Kyels(Spikey Boiboi) and Dylan (Mr.Caramel). But towards the end hati berdebar debar. Why? Hahahaha first time meeting Julee (Hamsup Banana) *grins*, a fellow blogger and chat pal either on the phone of msn. But like meeting Kyels for the first time it was fun. Hahaha apparently meeting up with 'gila-ish' ppl like them is super fun and one can forget about being shy hahaha. Had a blast yesterday, thanks guys!

Mom wasn't too happy yesterday, as I arrived at the church 15mins late (just in time for the Gospel reading). Since it was the gospel reading, I decided to stand at the other side of the church till it was over to run over to mom as she had saved me a place. Oh oh wrong choice. Reason? There was a drunkard fella there. It wasn't obvious until he started asking me which page the Gospel which I told him (still not so obvious) until he started asking in a loud voice who is the priest and when he got his answer he went ...I quote, " OH that old man, He is still alive huh. He baptist me when I was a kid' Wah so loud liao everyone in that section turned and looked!! Malu sialan (that's when I got the strong alcohol smell from him).Anyways he kept ranting and those standing nearby decided to move away and I ran to the main door and right after the Gospel was over I ran to my mummy (hehehe that sounds so wrong, like I'm a lil' kid!) hahaha. Poor fool that guy was but have to say drunk as he is he still has the sense to come to church (one step at a time I guess).

Mass was as usual and I was happy I was able to attend the Good Friday service as I had missed the Maundy Thursday service due to work. That's one thing about the hotel industry where we work shifts, it almost impossible to get leave etc and I am lucky I managed to snagged this 4 days off (starting from yesterday all the way to Monday) ^_^". Will be going for the Holy Saturday mass with mom later (it's more of a 2-in one mass: Holy Saturday and Easter). I miss spending Easter with my crazy cuzs, well 1 crazy the other a bit blur hehehe *evil grin* (yea Steph miss the Easters we use to share eons ago. Hahah the only 2 mangkuks that won't sleep the whole night and popek until granny comes and nags at us. Hey cuzzy don't finish the whole bottle of wine this year like you used to :p).

Back to the Easter topic. Somehow Easter this year is not as appealing to me as last year. Reason for so is its just gonna be mom and I since we are not going back to gramms place in Batu Pahat as mom has a course in her school today. Last year's celebration was simple but memorable as I spent it with my darling friends back in Switzerland. We attended mass there (Mei, Regina and I) and well though was a bit lost when the sermon was in French but the songs though in French has the same tune like our English praise and worship songs back here and are easy to sing along. After mass the rest of the gang (well quater of the gang :p) had gone to Café du Théâtre to chill, drink and chat. Simple but memorable. Dang I miss you guys! Below are some of the pictures of us chilling with our drinks @ Café du Théâtre in Neuchâtel.

HIBA

Mei Mei a.k.a Doraemon

Embak Yanni

This one I Dont know who hehehe

Okies I know this is doodoo but I am going to crawl back into bed and cuddle up since it is nice and cold hehe. Well at least till someone wakes up again ^_^".

I Love You Baby by Frankie Valli

You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you

Holidays Faster Come La

2007-04-05T02:38:00.000+08:00

Currently Reading: SEPC Assignment

Currently Background Music: Just A Prayer Away by Jaci Velasquez
Currently Munching: MAMEE Monster Noodle Snack

Nothing much to update actually except that my holidays akan datang soon soon. Yahoooo!! I am like waiting for those 4 days of holidays as finally I will have sometime for myself and also to spend with someone. First day of holidays gonna follow a friend snip snip her already short hair. Eh keep la long long abit [I know you wont listen but no harm trying (^_^)].

eh really nothing to write. I am off to read someones SEPC assignment. Mamamia its 0241hrs. Help!!

*Edited @ 0515hrs*

Ok I am officially bonkers thanks to someone. SEPC driving me up the wall *sobs sobs*. I am predicting that RJ will be super zombified and not in the right state of mind during work tomorrow!

RJ Officially Bonkers Signing Off!!

Such Fools They Are!!!

2007-04-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

Currently Reading: Tom Clancy's Op-Center (Balance of Power)
Current Background Music: Mira Lo Que Has Hecho en Mi by Jaci Velasquez
Currently Munching on : GigaBites Love Letters

Something happened yesterday of which the outcome was only known today. Boy am I angry about it. What on earth were they thinking playing an April Fools joke of that sort on a student that is already super stressed out with her BA course!! But Hallelujah its just a joke and not true! Wondering what on earth I am rambling about? This I cannot really share but its ok as long as my lovely friend and I understand its enough^_^".

Now I would say it was a blessing that we were busy yesterday as it prevented the my other cheeky colleagues to try their nonsense. Though some tried in vain as RJ had already prepared a mental note to ignore certain matters hehe. Thinking today would be a slightly more relaxing day at work but that thought got shattered. We were so busy until I finally left the front desk at 1130pm+ (itu pun saw a clearing and then dashed off to the back office). Boy am I super tired esp. after a not so peaceful sleep last night. Plus I realized mom loves to disturb me when I am sleeping over petty things. And even after telling her in advance not to wake me yup/disturb me today morning, she DID!! *tsk tsk tsk*. oh craps!! its 0233hours already!! where does the time disappear to??? (sadly it only disappears when I am off duty!! Cis Cilaka!*.

Oh yea on a positive note, the deposit for Uk has been paid (tapi best part application is still with me as the letter that was supposedly posted sometime back from IHTTI has not arrived :(. Once that arrives everything will be posted and lets just hope for the best!

As much as I would love to write more and add a couple of quizes here, I think I shall call it a night. so Toodles to all!

You Are My Everything

Time to hit the sack!

psst: Thanks Victor for the cute set of emoticons!! Finally I have alot of it ^_^.

System Temporarily OOO

2007-03-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

That is me alright, could not wake up at all today. System crashed big time and I did not even hear calls from a certain someone *eeks*. Yup that is how dead I slept!! Then again that is because I could not sleep last night and was awake till to around 0700hours this morning (making it 24hours with no sleep). Nothing could wake me up, not even mom and not even phone calls. Similiar to the time when I was back in Switzerland and my roomie Hien always had to go to extreme measures just to wake me up (which sometimes resulted in a sore bottom from being dragged out of bed to being fully awake due to a friendly wrestling session! haha). Besides the lack of sleep, work was also exhausting so, well you get the picture.

Attended Shen's birthday dinner at MyThai Restaurant in Starhill yesterday. I was interesting and funny as usual. Opps RJ gave Shen's bf the middle finger -poor fella- hahaha. Anyways being back there in Starhill brought back many memories of my internship time back in JW Marriott KL. Why so? Coz not only is Starhill located next to JWMKL but it is owned by YTL Corp who owns JWMKL. Plus the fact that during my internship period at the JWMKL sales and banquet dept, we also promoted the restaurants there as part of the seminar packages. Cannot wait till someone comes down to Malaysia so I can bring this someone to Starhill to chill and dine with Jazzy music in the background. Hey Kyels, next time we go double double kays? *grin*

Got to go soon since mom wants to use my laptop for a while. Kacau je la. hahaha. Oh yea the video below was taken yesterday during Shen punya bday dinner. The song doesnt really go with the whole video but for the time being thats gonna stay as it is used to drown a lot of the conversations hehe.

Enjoy.

I am so gonna get a kick from Kyels for this hehe.

Exhausted

2007-03-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

Exhausted!! yup that is how I am feeling. Instead of leaving work at 1900hrs I only left the Front desk slightly after 2000hrs and left the hotel at 2130hrs! All I can say about work is that, well morning shift was alright but the afternoon shift was kind of in a chaos. Throughout my shift (starting from 1100hrs), checking in of guests was all upside down with guests arriving hours early then the standard check in time of 1400hrs and demanding for rooms. Heaven only knows why the hsk dept was slow in getting the rooms ready on time (since yesterday) *headache headache*. Its ok, 1 more day then I am off ^_^".

Talking about off days, the April roster is out and yours truly managed to get the 4days Easter leave ^_^" and no DAY SHIFT!!! (1100hrs to 1900hrs) YIPPEE!!! It will be a more balance with 1 week morning, 1 week afternoon and 1 week graveyard shift then back to morning. They sure take the fun out of work by putting me morning shift right after my graveyard shift! *sialan*

Nothing much to update just so exhausted. Esok gotta attend a birthday dinner. Only going for a friend. Must remember to take my camera, coz there is always interesting shots to take at that place. So where is this dinner held? tomorrow only I tell la.

Zzzzz

Ich Vermisse Dich!!

UCSI School Of Music Perfomances

2007-03-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

Just blogging to post this lil' unprofessionally done banner.

My cousin Daphne invited me yet again to one of her college music recitals and I kind of feel bad for not attending even one of it. The next performance is this Thurday but yours truly will still be working during that time. Neways decided to do a banner to promote her event hahaha. Tambahan I will jump at any reason to use photoshop lol.

Forgot to add this line, ADMISSION IS FREE!!! ^_^"

Moon Light On Havasu Creek

Another Rojak Post

2007-03-24T09:47:00.000+08:00

NO MORE NIGHT SHIFT!!! YAY!!! hahaha though I enjoyed working the graveyard shift as I got the opportunity to learn much more comparing to when I worked the normal shift, I am glad that this shift is over (well for now at least). Im off for the day but the sucky part is its like no off day. I go back to work tomorrow at 1100hrs!! So screwed up the way they arrange the timetable. So this week, feels like there is not off day for poor poor me :( . SIALAN!!

On a positive note, at least from tomorrow onwards, social life is back on the schedule as instead of being dead tired after graveyards shifts, I can enjoy my evenings doing the things I love and meeting up with friends. Today we finished our work by 0530hrs and to burn time I decided to log onto my blog and as one can see the chops started their conversations. Hahaha GOD BLESS whoever who created the ShoutBox hehe since its the only way to chat when at work (provided its the graveyard shift and no one is looking what your doing plus who the DM is that night). Went bonkers doing the credit limit though, wonder which monyet during the day shift keeps misplacing the reg cards and not taking authorization of CCs and not updating the system properly. Yea those working graveyard shifts not only have their own tasks to perform but also have to correct mistakes of those in earlier shifts.

Wonder when the letter from IHTTI will arrive. Need it in order to send in my application for IWEP. The cash is almost saved up for the whole payment. I am very suprised at myself, and so is mom I guess, since my whole life I have never been the kind to save money. I am a LEO after all, I love to buy loads of stuff (90% of which mom calls junk) hehe. But yea, instead of taking a break after my graduation, I have been working part-time. I only took a break in January (depending how you look at it since though I was not working outside I was earning money online).

Ok la I think my rambling is really going KO. Time to get some shut eyes soon. Jackie is already sleeping peacefully at my foot. So nice. Hehehehe Should I wake her up *evil grin*. Nah, I think I will let my ol' darling Jackie sleep today. WAH CILAKA PUNYA ANJING!!! siap stretch and fart!! TIU!!! That is it Jackie your not gonna sleep again!! eesh!

DANG I NEED A MASSAGE!!! SHOULDERS KILLING ME!!

Suprise Visit

2007-03-23T08:54:00.000+08:00

Working the graveyard shift sure is tiring. Unlike the other shifts, the graveyard shifts basically removes all social life from my schedule. Work, come home sleep, wake up and back to work! No wonder I am loosing weight!! Since just to tired to grab meals in between. So for this past one week it has been only dinner and very light breakfast to keep my tummy silent. Plus whoever said graveyard shift is easy is full of crap! Though during this particular shift, contact with guests are minimal but the amount of work is a killer. Besides our own tasks, we have to correct those mistakes made by the other shifts, prepare all the things for the next day and even do credit limit etc etc etc. Tiring leh.- and best part this is the shift where we have to check the guest accounts etc.

Last night shift was slightly different, not only from the fact that we had a lot of, hmm what we can say crazy guests both in house and outside. From all there was two sesat-ed case. Sesat from Zouk. lol. Yes there I was at the counter doing my work when I spotted Dylan, which lead to warning bells because then Kyels would be somewhere nearby. Then *ping* she turns up. This two ish ish ish really very random. hahaha. Kyels, your face damn funny hahaha. Especially since you could hardly keep your eyes open but still got energy to be naughty! And Dylan, you are right, that candy taste like caramel!! hahaha. I 'curi' one tadi. Kyels, I still dare you to go climb the fountain at the hotel lobby ^_^".

Woohooo second gaji is in!! This time it goes directly into the bank for the UK thingy. Hehe first salary was spent the same day I got it.hehehe but its ok, there was a good reason for it ^_^". Oh Shoots look at the time, its freaking 0900hrs, time for sleepy ol' me to hit the sack.

Can I skip work tonight?? sigh

Bila Engkau Jauh

Aku tersiksa dengan sendu Bila engkau jauh Bila terasa sentuhanmu Aku terus sembuh Aku bermimpi Riang terbang Pagi sampai senja Cinta dihati sudah kembang untuk engkau saja Tidur atau jaga Rindu sentiasa

Sleeping Restricted @ Night

2007-03-18T05:48:00.000+08:00

My laptop clock indicates its 0545hrs and I am actually very sleepy. Trying to stay up so I can end up sleeping the whole day later. Reason for doing so is because as of tomorrow (Sunday) I am working the night shift a.k.a the graveyard shift from 2300hrs to 0700hrs. Should be doing this shift for about 1 week and I love it hahaha. Because I have always had problems sleeping at night ever since I was 13. Only problem I will face will be adjusting back to the morning shift after this graveyard shift ends next week.

Oh yea, I wonder who those 2 Indian dudes were, but I am grateful to them. Bet you are wondering what on earth I am talking about. Well on Thursday, after work I headed down to KLCC to meet up with Kyels plus to purchase my foundation from Bobbi Brown. Well I left the hotel with a blue file filled with printed notes regarding my work, a notebook filled with work related stuff and personal stuff, my lip balm, my lipstick, my eye shadow and my work name tag! Somewhere along our ronda-ronda in KLCC the file got left behind and I only remember in the cab on the way home.RJ has a tendency of forgetting this kind of things occasionally. I swear I left it at the Bobbi Brown counter. Nothing could be done that night as KLCC already tutup. So the following morning, a call to Bobbi Brown counter came back negative, bummer.No choice, had to purchase a new tag at work. The darn thing costs RM20! but thank goodness if we show the receipt upon returning the tag we get our money back. Anyways when I went to work and open the small cabinet used by the front desk staff, there was my blue file greeting me. Gave me a tiny shocked and none of the morning shift staff new about it, but it is a different story when the afternoon shift came in and started questioning me on what I was doing in KLCC and if one of those 2 Indian dudes was my bf *ROFL* kepoh betul la my colleague. Anyways to those two indian dudes, THANKS A LOT DUDES!!! YOU GUYS ROCK!!! hehe.

Though that night at KLCC was fun. Somehow with Kyels and gang , I am sure to end up out of breath from laughing way to much. hehehe. HOHOHO Lollypop with that red box ahahahah. Never ask me to purchase that red box here in Malaysia! The reaction you got the other day was due to a past experience of purchasing it for a member and being caught by one of mom 's friends! No more No more in Malaysia hahahaha. Sides, the mangkuk ayuns at the counter loves to stare when one purchases that item. Macam la they never use before (over 50% of them pretends being innocent!). Oh OH oh Lollypop *singing* Lollypop, Pop pop pop. Sorry gila already.

0604hrs, my head slowly starting to get heavy. Sleeps slowly kicking in. Finally completed the IWEP application form. Now just have to wait for the letter from IHTTI and Hien to transfer the deposit from there (since she is save keeping some of my chf) before I can post the whole application.

Gonna call it a night for now.

Rojak Post

2007-03-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hiatus mode temporarily switched off just for this post. Woaw, March sure is a month full of birthdays of close ones similar to last month. Mom celebrated her 53rd birthday on the 5th and 5 days later a close friend turned 21 with a few more to come. This year we did not do anything special for mom due to busy schedules but I know she loved it because both bro and I bought her a cake and some makan and spent sometime together. Hehehe should have seen her face when she opened the door as she only expected to see me after my work but then her son was there too. Bro paid for the secret recipe cake while I paid for the KFC bucket (dont ask me la, my bro only wanted KFC) and since mom and I had planned to get it during the weekend so hehehe a couple of days earlier wont harm anyone right? Check out the cake we got for mom. hehehe huge black forest cake sooo yummy. Even Jackie whacked her share up nicely until her food bowl so shiny *giggles*. One thing very obvious on who ordered the cake would be the smiley face on it. Sorryla, RJ can never be serious (unless it is related to work) hehe. At the end we became lazy to remove the candles as all were drooling over the cake that we had a mini avalance of candles. Plus the cake was already melting a bit.

Work is fun, in a way. Now I am transfered to the front desk and no longer at Solutions the one stop center. Yippee!! Now only if I can find someone with the time to teach me how to use the Opera system to check in and out guest so I can actually have a more challenging tasks to carry out at work rather than just do the updating of Regs cards etc. Slowly does it right. So step by step. I like the location of the hotel though, so convenient to travel using the public transports (well most of the time since our public transports are known to be unreliable at times). Ok remember how I was whining the previous posts about having to wear a skirt? Well now since I have been transfered to the front desk, its no more skirt and blouse for me but a dress!!!! yes you read correct, RJ has to wear a dress at work!!! with a blazer. *WAAAAA* Only upside is the colour of the dress is blue *giggles*. Yet to take a picture of me in this new blue uniform. Very girlie liao, and also geli hahaha.

On to another matter, someone finally turned 21, a legal age to be naughty and wild hahaha. hey babes, had a blast on Friday. Suprisingly your friends are very easy to get along with and I did not feel out of place. Though I can not say the same about Miki, but according to her she had a blast that night too. But what on earth was that panjang thingy? Sigh one panjang thingy can make us laugh so much until yours truly cannot finish her meal due to makan-ing a lot of air. LOL. This would have to be the first 21st birthday dinner I attended that did not involve any alcohol (well minus the champagne Jolin drank and the alcohol in their pastas). Picture snapped while someone busy snapping others. The picture of the ring taken from Kyels website. Erm took without her permission hehehe. Jangan Marah K *grins*. Must have been her lucky day because it was the last size left!! hahaha they knew it was your birthday kot. hehe. Friday night was a blast!! And I truly enjoyed myself. Thanks dear for the invitation , makan -makan and all the laughs.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY once again!! MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS & WISHES COME TRUE!! Errr Be Good K. *ROFL*

Now a bit of negative thing, RJ is sick again. Woke up on Saturday with the worst sore throat and clogged nose one can imagine. Which resulted in the doctor putting me on 7 different types of medication that costs the same as moms birthday cake!! Yup for the first time a normal medical visit to the docs costs me MYR75! sialan betul. But bonus is I also got one day medical leave from work *grins*. But then going on MC when still new at work does not appeal at all to me, but I guess better to rest today when the occupancy is only 50% rather than tomorrow onwards as the occupancy rate will be 80% and 90% on Tuesday. I have a lot more to blog about but then just not really in the right state of mind. RJ wants to eat!! hehehe what to do, now I can not taste any food or drink thanks to being ill. Being ill RockS! (my foot!). Anyways off to pop more pills then hit the pillows and hibernate. Back to work tomorrow morning!

-Hiatus mode switched back on *click*-

huh?

2007-03-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

After this post, I shall be going on hiatus mode for a while since my body is slowly getting back into being tortured 8hours directly at work. Yes RJ has gone back to work. Well for the time being till the other thing abroad works out. I am so not used to just having 1 day off a week after so long, and though today is my off day, I am feeling very lethargic or shall I say more zombified!

Well work is ok, only thing is RJ has to wear skirt!! WAAAAA! *sobs* hahahaha. Been working the afternoon shift so far which is 1500hrs to 2300hrs and starting tomorrow for a week I will be doing the morning shift which starts at 0700hrs till 1500hrs. Craps!! I have to leave the house by 0600hrs which means RJ has to wake up by 0500am!!! *SOBS* Morning shift sucks as I am not a morning person!! never was and never will be!!

I went for a body check up last week, should be getting the results sometime this week. Then its off to depositing the money and sending in the whole completed application. The sooner all this is over the better. I am just getting more and more arrgh here.

Hey A, sorry can not help you with your work today. Really wanted to help you, but then I am just not in the right state of mind and health. I know you are not well too, do take care dear. Rest well and eat well! NO MORE SKIPPING MAKAN TIME! I hope you get well soon. Dont worry so much k about the other work, I will help where I can. MISS YOU!! (^_^).

Ok I am off to shower then hit the pillows. Yea I know its not even 2100hrs but then I need my rest if I want to function properly at work. Function hohoho making myself sound like a robot plak dah. tsk tsk tsk

hmmm should I put a picture of me in uniform here ah? *ponders* Nah! nanti orang ketawa like crazy! Want to see Rj in a skirt, come to my workplace. hehehe You can come but cannot see me unless I wanna kena slaughter by my managers.

Anyways off now. Ciao!

- *Click* Hiatus mode switched on-

Super Starving RJ

2007-02-25T07:50:00.000+08:00

Time to say bye bye to Mr.Oinky. Kind of going to miss having that big pig image as my banner lol. Maybe I will modify that pig later on and create a new banner. Image of old banner just posted here for fun lol.

Anyways I have finally completed that annoying task I took on sometime back. No more of it. But I have to admit the pay was good! Now just have to wait for another CHF250 to be banked in. Kayanyer RJ (hahaha I wish!).

Went for a double interview last week. 1 was planned and the other just kind of happened. I am still waiting for the reply from Boulevard Hotel up in Midvalley. Hopefully that one works out. But in the mean time I will start work at Le Meridien KL, the one up at KL Central. Le Meridien was kind of a last minute thing and job security is not there for me as they only want to hire as part time. So yea I will be in the FO area as a part-timer till I get a permanent job. Wah 1st of March back to work for RJ. Even though its part time, at least money flows in plus experience so lantakla.

Nothing much new on my side. Still slowly saving up the cash I need. But the week had been great because I have been chatting (both online and on the phone) with someone. Ah so nice and relax to chat with this someone. All problems will go out the window. Suprisingly enough this someone not only motivates me, but apparently its the other way round to.

It is 0745hours and I have not slept the whole night thanks to the tasks I was doing. Plus I am super duper starving and there is nothing in the fridge but Jackie's food! Grocery shopping later! But in the mean time, I am waiting for McDelivery to get their arse here with my McDs Breakfast set! Man so hungry!! mana tak hungry, all I had yesterday was a plate of rice and 1 tiny chicken and liver.

Mika-Any Other World

lyrics - any other world

PD CNY Pics

2007-02-20T01:47:00.000+08:00

I am back in KL already. Came back yesterday by noon just so that we could avoid the traffic jam later on. The trip to PD was good, all I did was eat, sleep, play with all 5 doggies, watch tv, eat, read some academic journals online (got a reason for that), eat, chat, laze around and did I mention eat? LOL. I think in the 3days 2nights I was there, I gained a few pounds! Anyways here are some photos, did not take much of the food because was to busy eating hehehe but took a lot on the puppies (a lot did not turn out well coz they kept attacking the shiny camera!)

|Yea we also had Yee Sang, we have it every year lol.
This pic is still missing a few ingredients that was added later on only|

|Woofie running away before someone points at her lol|

|coz you so cute and naughty! and also coz when you are big we wont dare bully you.|

Got Tagged!

2007-02-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

I am bored so decided to do this (also because kena tag by Azhar).

Part 1: On the Outside
Name : Dolphania (RJ)
Date of Birth : 21 August 1983 (sudah tua *sniff sniff*)
Current Status : errr status apa? relationship ke kerja ke apa?
Eye Colour : dark dark brown
Hair Colour : Black
Righty or Lefty : Righty but left also very cekap in a lot of things lol.
Zodiac Sign : Snobby Hot Tempered Leo who loves shiny things hehe

Part 2: On the Inside
Your Heritage : This is a bit complicated. But lets just leave it as DAD- granddad (Ceylonese) grandmomma (Japanese) MOM- both grandparents Indian.
Your Fear : wah secret, or else people will use it against me!
Your Weakness: I am addicted to shiny things lol! and electronic gadgets and yea la I know some of you will be saying FOOD! nyam nyam nyam. hehehe
Your Perfect Pizza :I miss Margarita Pizza from Switz! The pizza's we get here in Msia sucks!

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : YOU! and my list of tasks for the day
Your bedtime : Still following Switz timing, but as of late only getting less than 4 hours of sleep.
Your most missed memory : My Life back in Switzerland with my loved ones.

Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : Coke (but not a fan of carbonated drinks)
McDees or Burger King : Mcds, but if you say fast food I want Kebab from Neuchatel!!
Single or Group Dates : Single Dates
Adidas or Nike : Both
Lipton Tea or Nestea : wah hard choice since I love both!
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate.
Cappucino or Coffee : Coffee (Vietnamese coffee gives the maximum Kick!)

Part 5: Do You...
Smoke : Feels like eons ago I smoked. Quit already liao
Curse : Dont tell me you dont curse. RJ is a swear machine lol.

Part 6: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol : Yes
Gone to the mall : January yup almost went broke too, but this month Feb soon soon hehe.
Been on stage : Everyday of my life! Life is stage! (Shakespeare)
Eaten sushi : Last month!
Dyed your hair : Nah, doubt I ever will.

Part 7: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game : err Nope.
Changed who you were to fit in : Why pretend to be someone you are not? Love me or hate me that is your choice, but I am not changing!

Part 8 : Marrriage
Age you're hoping to be married : Who said I am hoping to get married?

Part 9: In A Guy/Girl
Best Eye colour : dark brown or blue (I love blue la , but not blue film ah)
Hair colour : Black.
Short or long hair : At the moment long, but as long as it looks good on the person, it does not really matter.

Part 10: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago : picking my nose hahaha just kidding, was watching tv
1 hour ago : In the shower
4 1/2 hours ago : In slumber land dreaming of someone
1 month ago : sigh what a busy body wanting to know what I did 1 month ago. Not going to mention because then the whole blog will be filled and also something I did I may be sued or get in trouble hahaha.

Part 11: Finish The Sentence
I love : you and also my life!
I feel : frustrated about certain things.
I hate : people who think they know me when they do not and decide my life for me!
I hide : my true feelings from all except one person.
I miss :You, living in Switzerland, clean fresh non polluted air in Switz, The lovely gila swans at Neuchatel lake and excellent public transportation system in Switz!! TOLD YOU I MISS SWITZ!
I need : To get away from here and all the things holding me back!

Part 12: Tag 5 People
1-5] All you reading this lol. Since I know if I personally tag, no one is going to do it anyways.

New Year Greetings

2007-02-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

Hehehe I drew a piggy! lol. That is my kerja now la while looking for a job sure terpesong here and there once in a while. Was messing around with photoshop and decided to draw oinky, thus resulting in the Mr. Oinky. Cute or not? Ignore the size of the banner, as I keep messing that one up thus resulting in oversize banners most of the time hehe. Now I have to figure out how to draw a dolphin, something which I can not even draw nicely on paper sigh! Am posting this because I will be away for the weekand. What you think only chinese celebrate meh? LOL jk. I am going back to Port Dickson for the weekand and since mom is free this weekand, so all balik la including Jackie!

I wonder if this New Year will be prosperous for us oinkies. I know just because it is the year of the pig does not mean good year for pigs. Must wait for Kyels to ask her mommy for me hehe. Anyways here is a little something from The Straits Cafe that I stumbled upon when layaning by terpesong session. It is just a lil something about us oinkies, true or not oinkies out there you be the judge.

Those born in Boar years tend to have excellent manners, make and keep friends, work very hard, and appreciate luxury. They don't make many friends but they make them for life, and anyone having a Boar Year friend is fortunate for they are extremely loyal. Boars dislike: Discord, illegal behavior, not having anything to eat.

It is kind of true, I do not make many friends, but when I trust someone as a friend habis la that friend lol. Muahahahaha and so true, I do not like having nothing to eat hahahaha. Dont mess with Rj and her food! lol.

This month not only the Chinese will be celebrating their new year but also the Vietnamese who will be celebrating their new year called Tet which falls a day before the CNY this year. Two cultures that are very different yet so similiar in so many ways. Anyways to all those celebrating CNY or Tet, heres wishing all you :-

(ang pau nai lai) hehe

btw, lagu gong xi fa cai all same every year right? no special versions following the animals right?

Back to my Heroes series now hehe.Ciao

HEROES

2007-02-16T02:19:00.000+08:00

Looks like I am now addicted to the NBC series Heroes. It is a really cool show, 100 times better than Millennium. If you have not already heard about this series hahaha do not fret, as I just found out myself. The curious side of me decided to watch an episode and ohoh am hooked on it now. The series is about a certain group of people with superpowers that are living among the normal folks. Ala to know more more about the Heroes series just click here. I remember being so hooked on Millennium during my final year in IHTTI as abang Rachmat had like the whole series. Now tambah this episode habis la RJ hehehe. Next episode almost done for my viewing hehehe. Aik how come my WMP playing Xmas song tiber tiber, sigh the list all bonkers already, have to sort out esok.

While watching the series, there was one little character that looked so familiar but yet I could not place which series I have seen him in before. Rupa-rupa nyer it is the little boy from the series My Wife and Kids. It is none other than Noah Gray-Cabey, the child genius! I used to love watching this little kid on the My Wife and Kids series and now he is on this too woohoo! hehehe. Look at his lil curls, so cute. Dang I wish I had my curls back (menyesal go rebond twice, but then again I like the rebonded hair too). YAY!! Back to watching Heroes now! tata Adios Sayonara Tcshuss whatever la...ciao!

Vday

2007-02-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

Certain things that happened the passed few weeks have made me stop and ponder. My mind and feelings were messed up, resulting in me doing somethings that I am not so pleased off. But a nice chat with someone and all my problems are cleared (well that aspect of it). The conversation brought back certain flashbacks and well it did the trick, as I now know and understand the whole situation a whole lot clearer. :D Now the other problem, is finding a darn job! esh why la in Malaysia the industry I am in in considered of low skilled unlike in Europe and in the States where its considered a working profession tsk tsk tsk.

Oh Yippee Its Valentine!! A day for all Businesses to make a whole bunch of cash. Lol watched the news today and apparently in the states, valentines day is the second largest event after Christmas where card sales etc go sky high. Similiar in Malaysia I would say. A lot of couples surprisingly forget that love should not only be shown on vday but also every other day in the year. Thank goodness that someone shares my point of view hahaha. Do I believe in having my better half splash a whole load of money just for that one day? NAH!! Though I say things like this I still fall for it hahaha seesh! But i believe a simple token of something that will be meaningful to both and spending time with each other (especially if tied up with hectic schedules) is much more rewarding that anything else.

Was going through my weekly doze of Oprah at her website and came across some quotes that I liked a lot. Did not go through the whole list la, coz there a dozens of em. Anyways here are two of them.

"Love is universal. It transcends everything if you let if come into your life"

-Dr.Gloria

This is so true! But beware because love is wonderful but it also requires some sacrificing and a lot of hard work! The result though is awesome and all worth it! hehehe. Which brings us to this second quote I came across. True or not, you be the judge! Each individual vary in thoughts when it comes to the concept of love, but I still say the bottom line is always the same.

"Love is not something that you fall into. Love is something that you cultivate. It is something that you bring into your life cautiously. It is something that requires you to challenge your prejudices and preconceived opinions."
-Gary Zukav-

HAPPY VALENTINES TO ALL!!!
n to my brother
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
(u had to come out on vday ah?) lol

Happy Birthday Ghost 13!!!

2007-02-07T06:54:00.000+08:00

Wah!! RJ is up so early just to post this wo. Was suppose to wake up coz had to make a very very important phone call but then who knows someone woke me up super early hehehe. Well as mentioned in the previous post, there would be another bday post tagging along. This post goes out to my dear dear friend and ex-roomie Ms.Hien a.k.a Ghost13. Was going to post her icon up, but finally got the hand of this Polaroid thingy. RJ has been messing around with Photoshop, but still has not mastered it well. This picture was done a long time back.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!
MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS AND WISHES COME TRUE THIS YEAR!!
AND ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR DEGREE!!

Though we* are not there with you, we still celebrate your birthday in our own way!
Thanks for being a wonderful friend! Miss ya!!

Oh yea this poem goes out to both Stephanie and Hien.

"Happy Birthday" means much more
Than have a happy day.
Within these words lie lots of things
I never get to say.

It means I love you first of all,
Then thanks for all you do.
It means you mean a lot to me,
And that I'm proud of you.

But most of all, I guess it means
That I am thinking of
Your happiness on this, your day,
With pleasure and with love.

Happy Birthday

we*- The Malaysian, Indonesian and Vietnamese Gila Gila gang.

psst Steph, see if you had given me a better pic (including better resolution) I could make ur pic nice nice wo

Poem Taken From Nicholas Gordon

Music by NKOTB

Sleepless in Kuala Lumpur

2007-02-07T04:41:00.000+08:00

Yea yea I know, lame ass title, but thats just it, I cant sleep. Wanna guess what time? lol its quarter to 5am! Been tossing and turning for hours. Maybe coz waiting to place a very important call in a couple of hours! Funny, past nights it was nyamuk now lain cerita hehehe. Btw dont think those mosquitoes will be a problem (well at least for the rest of the night) coz well, lets just say the spraying got to them. Was actually finally dozzing off to sleep when got a call from someone or shall I say a miss call. Now this misscall cannot play play, so RJ is back online hehehe.

Since Im in the mood to typie type while someone installs dier punya new webcam, Im going to rant about what happened ~~today~~ yesterday the 6th. Met up with a friend at KLCC, had lunch, went shopping, had coffee break and gossip zone (at Starbucks!), then went window shopping (well me la) while my friend bought some tops (must take turns to shop ma hehehe), met up with her friend, then went for dinner. Wah, spend so much in one day just for food!! *the horror* hahaha. But then the food I got for mom sure cun also the price. I want more Unagi!!! Someone buy for me more?? hehehe jk.

As usual food made me terpesong a bit. Was suppose to buy printer ink (but then super expensive wo!! RM 118 per catridge!! sialan betul. Well that resulted in me calling Paul to get for me since his company is pc related hehehe cheaper a bit ma lol, plus I always bought from him hehe). But things I forgot to buy includes 1 rim of printing paper, can food for my Jackie, chinese new year cards, birthday cards and a bottle of Centrium Vits. Sigh! Im getting old memory also sigh! Lol.

But one thing I think my friend learnt.

RJ + Lack of Sleep (2nites) + Lack of Sugar = A SUPER BONKERS and HYPER RJ.

Laughed so much today, aduh sakit sides now. Hehehehe. I found another gila friend!! WoooHooo. LOL.

Seilo mosquitoes came back, time to spray spray again!! *evil laughter* hehehehe

psst: ignore all spelling mistakes la, its 5am here! and RJ mata separuh buka je. ish mana budak ni pergi, install lama gila! tsk tsk tsk

Someone turned 20!!

2007-02-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

Phew, what a tiring day I had today. Tiring but full of fun and gilaness hahaha. Only thing crying is my wallet and bank account sigh. Too tired to write much actually, especially since its been more than 2 nights that Ive been massively attacked by bloody mosquitoes! Today they havent shown up yet, could be due to me spraying the hall massively before while mom took cover in her room from the spray hehehe. RJ bengang with mosquitoes already, mana tak bengang hands all got scars already sigh!

Anyways, finally after eons of waiting my little bratty cousin whom we used to call kuchemol ( i think I got the spelling right for that word) turned 20! hahaha no more teenager liao. So how does it feel being in the 20s Stephanie? Neways below just a lil something i whopped up in photoshop at the last minute. Steph told you to send me nice pic of yourself earlier, but send me all gila ones sigh. Neways this is the nicest I have of hahaha. So wanted to put that black and white scary pic of yours but then decided not to please you too much hahaha. Would have done a better job at it, except that I'm all worned out from todays activities.

Happy birthday to you;
You are born in the zoo;
You smell like a monkey;
May your wish come true
(Kalau tak salah that lyrics from the movie Madagascar)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BRATTY CUZ!!
Chiak!Chiak!

~~Another Bday Post Coming Up Next ( Have to follow Switz Timing)~~

Quizzie Wizzie

2007-02-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

RJ is still krank. Takes time to recover I guess. Anyways thanks to my cuzzy Stephanie, I have been doing online quizzes. I got kinda terpesong from the work I was doing and I think kinda got Kyels to join in hahaha. Anyways this is the result from a quiz Kyels sent.

Switz Photos Part 4

2007-02-02T02:18:00.000+08:00

Here are more photos from my time in Switzerland. These set was taken during my hunt of academic journals and books for my dissertation. No mood to write anything else as RJ is KRANK*!!

|The place where I found the most important books for my Dissertation.|

|Zee View From the Institute|

|Zee View From the Institute|

|Long walk from bus stop to main entrance, and now nice climb up the stairs|

|Zee View From the Institute|

|Dont Look at me, They had this stuff on display|

|err baby doll soup anyone?|

|err err. Its another one of the items they had on display|

|No comments, hahaha|

*Krank - its a german word for (if you really want to know Google it hehe)

How Worldly Are You?

2007-01-29T20:15:00.000+08:00

Another quizzie whizzie. RJ has the tendency to get addicted to online quizzes. Eons ago when I first started blogging on a different blog, that place was filled with all sorts of quiz (biasa la budak lagi masa itu). Anyways decided to do this quiz as I have finised reading Barry Silversteins book on Business-To-Business Internet Marketing -7 proven strategies for Increasing Profits Through Internet Direct Marketing. Very Interesting book for those yang buta IT like me. Though certain issues we already know but just needed references to back up some statements made in a friends assignment. So free till can "help" hahaha. Ok la here is the result of the quizzy I took.

You Are Quite Worldly

You've done a good bit of worldly exploring, and you have an international perspective.
And you're definitely looking forward to your future adventures abroad.
You've got the passport, the desire to travel, and maybe even the language skills.
Now all you need are the means!

How Worldly Are You?

Another one that hits right on the dot! Apa ni, since when quizzes actually indicate the real me ah? Geesh. and YES! I just need the means now!!
Ok la back to reading another journal. Buta already! sigh!

Tarot Reading.

2007-01-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

Found this on another fellow bloggers blog and decided to tick here and tick there just for fun. But then the results, errrm. I dont believe in tarot readings etc but all I can say to this is Wah SO TRUE LIAO!! (well part of it hehehe) and YES RJ IS A HOPELESS DREAMER!!! RJ has to visit the palm reader than Hien talks so much about in Vn. Apparently that person reads 100% betul. Maybe I will when I visit Vn. Then I can bug Lily and Hien a lot hahahaha.

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Bonkers Meets Fellow Bonkers & Switz Photo Part 3

2007-01-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

Wah, today was a super tiring day for me! Now was suppose to meet a fellow blogger at KLCC today at a fixed time, but who knew someone would arrive like an hour earlier! Thank goodness I have already showered and was in the midst of getting ready (Or else poor dear have to wait long long coz RJ takes ages to shower Muahahah) What to do, Dolphania what (love water soo much!) LOL. First we went hunting around for some jewelry (well we just looked at Mimosa and Perlinis Silver in KLCC). I saw something I like at Perlinis so maybe I shall buy that. I am so broke now!! Well not really but I bought 2 drinks from Starbucks!! long long chat there. Then all of a sudden we made a new friend, Jaishel from the Philippines. WAH, REALLY LONG CHAT, HILARIOUS, INTERESTING AND PLEASANT (all rojak in one LOL).

Anyways this fellow blogger that I met today, it was the first time meeting up and RJ was not shy one bit! (thats super weird coz RJ is very shy and quite when meeting someone for the first time). But then again, this fellow blogger sama sama gila so maybe thats why LOL. I am so going to get kicked for this, BUT DUDE YOU ARE BONKERS!!! Dont really need to go into detail as to why and what happened. All i can say RJ was super energetic for a person who had not eaten a single thing the whole day! Though it did result in me gobbling down my dinner in record time when I got back home hehehe.

Anyways, here are more photos of Switzerland. Randomly selected. Learned another trick (coz doo doo me so blur until didnt know about the opacity thingy!). Ciao for now, RJ has to head back to reading more journals *sigh*.

Random Lake Picture I took in Thun (during our class professional excursion)
I hogged the school camera (a Sony Cyber-Shot DSC F-828)

Switzerland Birdies so GEMUK!! and not at all scared!!

Another Pic of The Chateau in Montreux

These 2 crazy yet lovable buddies of mine! Always up to something
(90% of the time related to food). While they attacked the big fake ice cream, RJ gobbled the real one MUAHAHAHA.

Muahahaha already got 7 sakais, and Lily had to go join in! LOL. Miss you la my crazy friend.

This we do to entertain ourselves. My two crazy buddies (Ghost13 and Hiba).
I miss the old gang back in Switz!!
Anybody got a time machine?

Part of the Asian gang (part of my Switz family) hehehe.
Gue rindu bangat sama kamu semua sih. Kapan mau ke Malaysia?(indo)
Ich vermisse Dich so sehr. Wann kommst du nach Malaysia? (Ger)
(danke schon Marco for the correction) hehehe.
toi nho cac ban nhieu lam? chung nao cac ban den tham Malaysia? (vn)
(thx Lily for the translation)

[RJ doesnt know how to write that sentence in Hindi and Korean]

Days Remaining : 9 Days

Modification

2007-01-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

Dolphania is officially zombified! Dont ask me why but there are few reason leading to the current state of mind.

Anyways been messing around with photoshop. Messed around alot, got some really nice outcome but I would have to say the hardest one for me was changing the background. That so called wand aint really magical dang! hahaha! Well below is the 3 pics. Before and after (2). Kind of cacated but lantak la.

Time to get back to some more reading.

THE ORIGINAL Taken in Zurich ( At the lake)

Same pic different Background. Background is the Park at KLCC (at night of course)
Taken in August 06 when Ghost 13 came for a short visit.

Background is at a so called private beach in PD

Love this song until even have the techno version of it hahaha.

Cascada- Everytime We Touch

Petsy Pets

2007-01-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

As some already knew, I had an interview today. It went ok I guess but now I have got to wait for their call to see accepted or not for the 2nd round. Yalah what to do, interview also got rounds (sound so much like a boxing match!) hahaha. Oh yea, since I was at KDU, met up with a few lecturers and Mr.Eddie treated me to breakfast! hahaha. KDU 'cafeteria' sure has changed since I graduated in 2004. It's massive now and much better. Hahaha the kakak at the cashier still remember me. She went like Joanne apa khabar? (yes most people in KDU know me by my Christian name Joanne rather than my given name Rohini). Another story behind that. Sorry Azhar, could not meet up with you this time. Next round k :).

Dang today its like massively HOT! I am not kidding. It was ok in the morning but by 1100hrs it was blazing. The heat is ridiculous!! That is one thing I miss about the Eu countries, esp Switzerland (Neuchatel) The air is sooooo cooling! I like natural cold, not those artificial cool air the air condition produces.

Well, I was going to continue wit the Switzerland photos, but decided to post these two collages up. One is of my darling Jackie and the other is on this cute little noisy puppy that I removed from my Malay neighbours house after midnight (to avoid the boys from making it their target practice). A stray puppy that whines alot! I am not kidding. It disturbed our sleep the whole night that is why we went to see what on earth (thought i was the neighbour punya cat at first) but nope just this fat puppy. I think someone just dumped it. Its too fat and friendly for a stray puppy. Anyways the minute I took him from the neighbour nyer house, I was not left at peace. The only time the puppy would stop whinning was when I went out and it slept by my feet! No kidding! Mom kinda got angry because she had to work the next day. hehe. Putting the puppy outside the gate made no difference as he just crawled right under the gate and came back into the house. So we left him in the garden with Jackie (who was such a darling and took care of him like a mother). But then our little friend decided he wanted to come with me, so got his huge head stuck in the grill! I panicked like hell at first because small puppy fragile head! and how on earth to get it out. It did it twice and we found the trick of removing without hassle, but I guess our little friend figured out how to get our attention decided to repeat it all the time! The next day, our friend selamba je running around the road outside (thanks to his small size crawling in and out under the gate is no problem). One minute I will hear him at the neighbours etc, the next minute a motor hons or passes, Jackie gives a woof and the gate rattles and our little friend is back in our compound! Hahahah animals can be sooo cute!! We could not find a home for the puppy, and somehow I was allergic to it (I kept sneezing when ever he was around). So we had to take it to SPCA. I did not like giving 'Whinny' to them as if they dont find homes for the animals after sometime, they put them to sleep! But what to do. Holy smokes!!! Long entry!! ok ok I will quit my nonsense ramblings and leave you with photos of Whinny and Jackie.

The collage is a bit weird since its the first 2 that I was messing around with Picasa. Audio just for extra effect to this post buahahaha.

This set of Picture were taking during our car ride from KL-PD-KL (New Year 07)
Jackie loves car rides!! Runs out of the house. Try catching her without a car its impossible. But the minute she sees moms car she waits with her tail wagging. The min the door opens shes in and comes home with a smile on her face! Weird darling Jackie!

Whinny the stray puppy that never kept quite! Except when the last pic was taken hehe.

Bahamen- Who Let The Dogs Out

Switz Photos Part 2

2007-01-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

Its almost 300am here, but somehow can not sleep. Pondering on certain issues that just dont seem to go away. So decided to load part 2 of the photos up. So here you have it , part 2 of the photos. Am loading the Montreux pics first then will slowly work my way up to the older photos. Darn got so many! But loading is slow as the broadband is soooooo slow!!

Somehow we got this thing for taking snapshots of our shoes. This shot was taken in Neuchatel while waiting to head off to the Wine Caves.

hahaha another one! This time mom joined in. So its Mom, Ghost13 and Dolphania

Chateau de Chillon, A must see Castle in Montreux!!
Well The Castles Below hehehe.

Chateau de Chillon. Made a mistake in the pictures but sooo malas want to change!

How on earth did they wash their faces?? So tiny!!

Potty! hahaha Talk about privacy!!
Oh yea the hole leads all the way to the lake!!

Another Pictureof ME! hahaha. Bye Bye Chateau!!

Shannon - Bila Engkau Jauh (Cinta OST)

Aku tersiksa dengan sendu, bila engkau jauh. bila terasa sentuhanmu, aku sembuh.
Aku bermimpi, riang terbang. pagi sampai senja.
Cinta dihati sudah kembang untuk engkau saja.
Tidur atau jaga, RINDU SENTIASA!

Switz Photos Part 1

2007-01-21T00:33:00.000+08:00

Finally back in KL. Came back yesterday morning and was working on the pc for sometime before crashing for a little nappy. It is great to be home but I also miss PD a lot! My home for 14 years!

Before I continue with the rest of the post, I would like to give a big shout out to my cuzzy Stephanie for doing well in her A-Levels. YOU GO GIRL!!! CONGRATS!!!

Finally I can view all my pics from my time in Switzerland. Will slowly post them up. There are like over 4000 photos hahaha. Yes I like to snap photos and so does my roomie. Photos are either taken me or by my roomie Ghost 13.

Taken in Montreux when mom came down for my graduation.
One of the most beautiful lakes in Switzerland.

The Famous Casino in Montreux.
Dang Ghost 13 takes great shots!

Dolphania soaking in the last few sights of Switzerland (In Montreux)

LOVE MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS

Love moves in mysterious ways, It is always so surprising, when love appears over the horizon, Ill love you the rest of my days. But still its a mystery of how you ever came to me.
Which only proofs, love moves in mysterious ways.

Ich Vermisse die Schweiz

2007-01-17T14:41:00.000+08:00

Heute schreibe ich auf Deutsch. Meine Grammatik ist nicht gut, aber ich erlerne. Hier innen Malaysia, es ist sehr heisse und Ich bin schmelze. Ich vermisse die Schweiz und meine Freunde, aber es ist 2 Jahre bevor ich in die Schweiz wieder gehe. ICH MOCHTE MORGEN GEHEN!

Ok enough of german... because I do not know how to write the following in german. Bummer!

Well as of today I am officially using the hp laptop. only thing is that after using that tiny Acer 10' laptop for 2 years, changing to this 15' widescreen sure takes getting used to, especially the keyboard. Am still chilling in PD, doing some reading up, watching the Australian Open, and going bonkers. Talking about the Australian Open, I wonder how they can play with the heat. I know they had to postpone some of the outdoor matches as the heat was 40 degress high! yes 40! Can really goreng telur on the road man!

Have an interview arranged for Monday morning back up in KL. Wont reveal much here until I know exactly the entire job scope etc. Talked to Azhar about it, he said it is a great opportunity and a big step up especially for a 'fresh' graduate like me! So wait till Monday and lets see.

On to another topic, Woofy. Poor darling is sick. She was already unwell the other day, and after the vet yesterday, she was just too weak. This morning she refused to eat, so bro sent her to the vet for 1 night. Hope she is ok. Reason she never got well was because our little friend kept pouring her drinking water onto the cement and sleeping on the water all the time. So we had to remove its drinking water. Dont worry we are not starving the poor fella. She gets her drinking water hourly.

The Way You Look At Me

Cause there is something in the way you look at me. Its as if my heart knows youre the missing piece. You make me believe that theres nothing in this world i cant be.

Woofy The Newest Member of our Family

2007-01-16T00:49:00.001+08:00

Uppie The Newest Member of our Family
Originally uploaded by Dolphania RJ.

Finally back in PD. The bus ride was surprisingly faster than expected. Left KL around 1230hrs and arrived in Pd around 1420hrs. Fast considering the fact that I took our public transportation, which is known to be a bit unreliable with timings.

Anyways am posting this entry with my new laptop. YES YOU HEARD or shall I say READ correctly, My New lappy! Its finally here woohoo and so kewl that I dont know how to use most of it yet hahaha. It is a HP Pavillion dv6000 series.

Anyways the laptop grabbed my attention only for a while, but a cute little four legged creature did. Meet Woffy, the new Rottweiler that dad brought into the family. Cute little puppy that loves sleeping in water so much and also nibbling on my pants! habis my google khakis. Took some snaps of her but kinda not so clear as it was taken with my 'battered' Nokia 6680. Dang If i knew got cute puppy Uppie here so I would have brought my other camera.

Frustrated

2007-01-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Am still in KL. Plans to go down to PD kind of got postpone till Monday as I suddenly woke up with high fever etc this morning. Texted dad and bro to inform them, took a couple of pills and then crashed on the couch. But not so restful since I kept tossing and turning! I really hate being sick, it is so annoying. Worst part since balik Msia asyik sakit je. Fruz nyer!

Stephanie has basically lost it with comments on her blog, and in her previous post lamely posted her own comments! and the current entry she ended with this sentences quoted below:

P.s. Pardon the somber tone today. Anyway, do come keep my baby bloggie company, talk to her (i.e. leave comments). She gets real lonely when i'm away. She told me so.

No COMMENTS!! SIGH!

And yes Stephanie I am an 'unemployed bum' and what do you mean by 'a shockingly brief working stint'? What is so shocking about me working? I have worked (trained) at 2 different hotels with a accumulative of 1 year. Now whats shocking would be your kenny rogers stunt hahahhaha.

Still loading up some stuff. Almost done. Thank goodness. I am getting slightly frustrated with someone. Dont know what to do. If say, scared huge misunderstanding, but if dont say, I wont know. Sigh!